The next morning I woke up with a killer headache even though I didn't took that many shots. I made my way to the bathroom and found aspirin in the medicine cabinet. I took one for my headache and got 5 for the the guys. I each got a glass of water and put them in the coffee table, I also took a bucket if any one of them tries to vomit. I made my way to the kitchen to cook them some breakfast.

A few minutes later, I heard groaning and rumbling from the living room just as I was about to finish with the pancakes.

"Pia? Where are you?" I heard Niall voice say.

"In the kitchen!" I shouted. Niall and Zayn appeared in the doorway in a matter of minutes, with bloodshot eyes and messy hair.

"Well you two look incredibly handsome" I said sarcastically.

"Why thanks love" Niall replied grinning.

"Thanks for the aspirin, you were the one who put it there right?" Zayn asked.

"Nah, maybe Harry sleepwalked and put it there for you" I said rolling my eyes.

"Are you always this sarcastic in the morning?" Niall asked taking a seat.

"Are you the only ones awake in the moment?" I asked.

"Well do you see anyone going through that doorway besides us?" Zayn said smirking.

"Are being sarcastic to get back at me?" I asked with raised eyebrows. "Whatever, I need to talk to you two"

"Alright, talk" Niall said shrugging.

"Not here, we're within hearing range" I said dragging the two outside to the backyard.

"Okay, we're out of hearing range now, what do you wanna talk about?" Zayn asked eyeing me weirdly.

"You two got some explaining to do" I said crossing my arms.

"About what exactly?" Niall asked confused.

"You don't remember anything from last night?" I asked.

"Well I remember taking too many shots," Niall said chuckling.

"You confessed to Yesha last night" I stated. His face instantly went to shock.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa I did what?!" Niall shouted.

"Confessed as in," I paused. "I'm falling for you more and more every time I see you, do you wanna go out sometime?" I mimicked. Zayn laughed.

"Mate, the things you do while you're drunk are hilarious" Zayn said.

"Wait, what did Yesha say?!" Niall asked ignoring Zayn's comment.

"She won't believe you. She says you were drunk and you don't know what you're saying" I said simply.

"But I do like her!!" Niall shouted. He realize what he said and took a hold of me putting both of his hands on my shoulders.

"Forget I said anything, no wait. Don't tell your friends what I just said" he said looking me in the eye. I giggled.

"No problem, Niall. You already told them yourself last night" I said grinning. He groaned letting me go.

"Give me your phone" he said suddenly, giving out his hand.

"And what are you going to do with my phone?" I asked confused.

"I need to call Yesha and explain everything" he said simply.

"It's like 3 in the morning there, explain later" I said rolling my eyes.

"Ugh right, fine." he paused. "I'm gonna go inside and eat breakfast, I'm hungry" And with that I was left with Zayn outside.

"What did I do?" Zayn asked once Niall was gone.

"Similar to Niall" I said simply.

"Yeah, I pretty much had an idea about that" he said scratching the back of his head.

"Zayn, what are you doing? You have a girlfriend and you're crushing on my best friend?" I said crossing my arms.

"I turned out liking her, a lot more than I originally planned." Zayn said simply. I sighed.

"What are you going to do now?" I asked.

"I don't know," he said softly. He rubbed his chin with furrowed eyebrows. I put a hand on his shoulder and squeeze it.

"Think fast, Zayn. Or else you'll end up hurting two girls who are dear to you" I said.

"I know that. And I'm serious when I'm saying that I've been thinking about what to do these past few days" he said sighing.

"Pia? Zayn? If you don't come in here soon you'll have nothing to eat" we heard Liam called.

"The guys are up, and we need to go in" I said turning my back to Zayn and was about to come inside when he stopped me, grabbing my hand.

"Please don't tell the others the conversation we just had" he pleaded with worry in his eyes.

"Don't worry, I won't" I said nodding and we made our inside.

**

Zayn's Point Of View

I was in my flat. Pia and the guys have gone early christmas shopping leaving me here. I was thinking of her again. Why is that every time I'm left alone, I end up thinking of Elaine? I felt my phone buzzed and saw that it was Perrie in the caller ID.

"Hey love" she said the minute I answer.

"Hey, what's up?" I asked.

"I have a day off today, wanna hang out?" she said enthusiastically.

"Uh sure, come to my flat, I'm all alone" I said shrugging.

"Okay love, be there in ten" she said. Minutes later she was in my doorstep, all smiling.

"Hey Zaynie" she said winking at me. She took a step inside and gave me a peck on the lips. I closed the door and made our way to the living room.

"Wow, did you throw a party or something?" she asked since the living room was still a mess.

"Kind of. A friend and the guys slept over" I said shrugging. She sat on the couch and patted the seat beside her telling me to sit and I did, putting a hand over her shoulder pulling her closer. She looked over at me and smiled. I smiled back as she inch closer kissing me on the lips.

We're in the couch, kissing, with the house all to ourselves. It's not really a surprise that we went on full on makeout session. I wrap my hands around her hips while she entangles hers with my hair. Suddenly an image of Elaine pops in my mind and instantly I imagine it was her I was kissing instead of Perrie. When I realize what I was thinking I quickly jerked away.

"What's wrong love?" Perrie asked confused. I sighed, I made my decision.

"I can't do this, Perrie" I said standing up from the couch.

"Can't do what Zayn?" she asked, her voice sounded worried.

"This." I said pointing to both of us. "I can't be with you"

"Zayn, what are you saying? Is this a joke, because I'm not laughing" she said frowning.

"It's not, Perrie. I thought about it for a long time now," I said but she cut me.

"Oh yeah, then what's the point of us kissing awhile ago?" she asked. "Were you planning on breaking up on me the moment I walked through that door?!"

"No! I wasn't planning on it, I uh just realize something" I said. I should punch myself for saying that, I sounded stupid.

"Is it because of another girl?" she asked looking down.

"I'm not even sure if she likes me too" I replied, not thinking. She lifts her head, glaring at me.

"So there is another girl?!" she said a little too loud.

"That's not entirely the reason I'm breaking up" I said putting my hands up to my chest.

"Who's the girl?" she hissed.

"You don't know her" I said softly.

"If she doesn't like you back, why bother losing me?" she asked.

"I don't wanna be with you and tell you that I love you even though I know in my heart, I don't anymore." I said. "I don't wanna hurt you Perrie, I'm sorry"

"I'll find her Zayn and if I do it's not gonna be pretty" she threatened.

"Perrie, leave Elaine out of this" I said but instantly regretted saying anything.

"Oh so Elaine's her name," she said smirking.

"Perrie, I told you she's not the reason I'm breaking up with you," I paused. "Okay maybe 50% percent because of her..."

"And the other 50% percent?" she asked.

"Goes to being a loving but controlling girlfriend?" I said not really caring what I say now. She scoffed.

"I'm out of here" she said pushing past me and going out through the front door. I watched her from the window. I sighed, closing the front door she left open. Even though I broke up with the girl I've been with for a long time, I don't feel any regret and that's what I'm thankful of.