Baby I Loved You First! (Harry Styles and Niall Horan Fanfic)
Chapter 76
(Nicoles POV)
I walk downstairs and I just remember what Liam and I did yesterday night, I sigh because I'm such a player. I liked every guy here except Niall because he's engaged to my best friend, Mia. I walk into the kitchen and I see the guys that I liked. I kissed Zayn, Louis and Liam. But I also had sex with Louis. Wow I'm totally am. A tear rolls down my cheek as I get out my phone to check Twitter. I wipe it before any one sees it. I'm pretty sure no one saw it, I scroll through my Twitter feed and I see some tweets from the boys and girls. More tears fall down my face. Oh my god I hate being so damn emotional.
Zayn and Louis see that I have tears on my cheeks and they come next to me to sit. I smile a little bit and Louis puts his arm around me. Liam looks up from his phone and sees me crying, he asks: "Oh my god Nicole what's wrong?" I wipe my tears and I walk away before any one can stop me. I lay down on the couch that's in the living room and a few minutes later, I feel it move down a little. I wonder who's next to me. I turn around and I see Harry. He smiles and I force a fake smile. He senses that something is up and he asks: "What's wrong Nicole?" I shake my head as nothings wrong.
I don't want him to know anything that happened, well maybe I should tell him that I kissed Liam. I think for a few minutes while Harry is smiling at me. I force a fake smile again. I'm going to tell him that I kissed Liam to see how he reacts. Hopefully he wont be extremely mad maybe just a little bit. I take a deep breath in and out, oh yeah did I tell you that he is liking lying on top of me right now? I have to stop distracting myself and I have to tell him. I blurt out as fast as I can: "Harry I kissed Liam." I look at his face to see his expression, I can see that his cheekbones are flexed.
"What!!" He screams.
"I'm so sorry Harry!" I say while crying.
"When did this happen?" He yells.
"A few nights ago.." I say a little scared from him right now.
"Oh wow." He screams and gets off of me.
He walks away leaving me on the couch crying my eyes out. Okay I think I just lost my fiancé. I log onto Twitter again and I see that he posted a new status as: "So angry right now at my girlfriend Nicole." I scroll down a little and I see comments like: "She should die in a hole, no one makes Harry mad.", "She should go cut herself!" I think to myself that's a great idea. I walk into the bathroom and I pull out a razor. I nervously put it to my wrist and I press down hard. Oh my god it already hurts. I slide it down a little cutting my wrist a little bit. I yell out in pain a little bit and then I slide it down more.
Blood comes pouring out and I smile a little bit. I hope the Directioner's got what they wanted. I wipe the blood and I wash the razor, I then put it away like no one even touched it. I push down my sleeves and I walk into the kitchen. Harry is talking to Louis and when he sees me, he stops talking. I rub my wrist and I get some water from the fridge. He looks at my wrist and his eyes go wide. I look down at my wrist and you can see the blood on my sleeves. I mumble: "Oh shit." He comes up to me and pushes them up. He gasps and says: "Why did you do this?" I stand still and I don't say anything.
He screams: "Nicole, Answer me!" I jump a little and then Louis comes over and looks at my wrist. He gasps and I give him a glare, as fuck off. I then scream back at him: "Its none of your fucking business Harry, so back the hell off." I pull my wrist back and I walk away. I walk upstairs and I take a shower. I let the hot water go over the cuts on my wrists. It burns and I jump a little bit. I turn the water off and I look at the cuts again, they are all red. I sigh and I go into the bed and I lay down, thinking what I did wrong with my life. I then slowly close my eyes and I fall asleep to the sound of nothing.
2 Days Later..
My phone goes off again and I check the message, its from Twitter. I click on it and its from Harry, It says: "For the people who said to my girlfriend to cut herself, fuck off because she just did it. :'(" I get another notification and its from Harry again on Twitter. It says: "@Nicole_Fagotti1 If your reading this, which your probably not because its been 2 days since we talked, but I love you so much. xx" I smile a little bit and I post on Harrys comments saying: "Awh Harry I love you too! xx" A few minutes later, Harry comes in and I smile. I run up to him and I hug him tightly.
He hugs me back and I let the tears roll down my cheeks onto his shirt. I pull away and he wipes away my tears. I look up and I stand on my tippy toes. He leans down and we kiss. Sparks fly, I never felt this good in a long time. Louis comes in and he asks: "Awh no kiss for me?" I pull away and I giggle, I go up to him and I kiss him. I pull away and then Harry goes up to him. He kisses him and I get my phone out. I take a picture and I look at it and I smile. They pull away and I show the phone to them. They try to grab it out of my hand but I put it in my bra before they can. I kiss Harry again and he forgets all about it.
I walk downstairs and I just remember what Liam and I did yesterday night, I sigh because I'm such a player. I liked every guy here except Niall because he's engaged to my best friend, Mia. I walk into the kitchen and I see the guys that I liked. I kissed Zayn, Louis and Liam. But I also had sex with Louis. Wow I'm totally am. A tear rolls down my cheek as I get out my phone to check Twitter. I wipe it before any one sees it. I'm pretty sure no one saw it, I scroll through my Twitter feed and I see some tweets from the boys and girls. More tears fall down my face. Oh my god I hate being so damn emotional.
Zayn and Louis see that I have tears on my cheeks and they come next to me to sit. I smile a little bit and Louis puts his arm around me. Liam looks up from his phone and sees me crying, he asks: "Oh my god Nicole what's wrong?" I wipe my tears and I walk away before any one can stop me. I lay down on the couch that's in the living room and a few minutes later, I feel it move down a little. I wonder who's next to me. I turn around and I see Harry. He smiles and I force a fake smile. He senses that something is up and he asks: "What's wrong Nicole?" I shake my head as nothings wrong.
I don't want him to know anything that happened, well maybe I should tell him that I kissed Liam. I think for a few minutes while Harry is smiling at me. I force a fake smile again. I'm going to tell him that I kissed Liam to see how he reacts. Hopefully he wont be extremely mad maybe just a little bit. I take a deep breath in and out, oh yeah did I tell you that he is liking lying on top of me right now? I have to stop distracting myself and I have to tell him. I blurt out as fast as I can: "Harry I kissed Liam." I look at his face to see his expression, I can see that his cheekbones are flexed.
"What!!" He screams.
"I'm so sorry Harry!" I say while crying.
"When did this happen?" He yells.
"A few nights ago.." I say a little scared from him right now.
"Oh wow." He screams and gets off of me.
He walks away leaving me on the couch crying my eyes out. Okay I think I just lost my fiancé. I log onto Twitter again and I see that he posted a new status as: "So angry right now at my girlfriend Nicole." I scroll down a little and I see comments like: "She should die in a hole, no one makes Harry mad.", "She should go cut herself!" I think to myself that's a great idea. I walk into the bathroom and I pull out a razor. I nervously put it to my wrist and I press down hard. Oh my god it already hurts. I slide it down a little cutting my wrist a little bit. I yell out in pain a little bit and then I slide it down more.
Blood comes pouring out and I smile a little bit. I hope the Directioner's got what they wanted. I wipe the blood and I wash the razor, I then put it away like no one even touched it. I push down my sleeves and I walk into the kitchen. Harry is talking to Louis and when he sees me, he stops talking. I rub my wrist and I get some water from the fridge. He looks at my wrist and his eyes go wide. I look down at my wrist and you can see the blood on my sleeves. I mumble: "Oh shit." He comes up to me and pushes them up. He gasps and says: "Why did you do this?" I stand still and I don't say anything.
He screams: "Nicole, Answer me!" I jump a little and then Louis comes over and looks at my wrist. He gasps and I give him a glare, as fuck off. I then scream back at him: "Its none of your fucking business Harry, so back the hell off." I pull my wrist back and I walk away. I walk upstairs and I take a shower. I let the hot water go over the cuts on my wrists. It burns and I jump a little bit. I turn the water off and I look at the cuts again, they are all red. I sigh and I go into the bed and I lay down, thinking what I did wrong with my life. I then slowly close my eyes and I fall asleep to the sound of nothing.
2 Days Later..
My phone goes off again and I check the message, its from Twitter. I click on it and its from Harry, It says: "For the people who said to my girlfriend to cut herself, fuck off because she just did it. :'(" I get another notification and its from Harry again on Twitter. It says: "@Nicole_Fagotti1 If your reading this, which your probably not because its been 2 days since we talked, but I love you so much. xx" I smile a little bit and I post on Harrys comments saying: "Awh Harry I love you too! xx" A few minutes later, Harry comes in and I smile. I run up to him and I hug him tightly.
He hugs me back and I let the tears roll down my cheeks onto his shirt. I pull away and he wipes away my tears. I look up and I stand on my tippy toes. He leans down and we kiss. Sparks fly, I never felt this good in a long time. Louis comes in and he asks: "Awh no kiss for me?" I pull away and I giggle, I go up to him and I kiss him. I pull away and then Harry goes up to him. He kisses him and I get my phone out. I take a picture and I look at it and I smile. They pull away and I show the phone to them. They try to grab it out of my hand but I put it in my bra before they can. I kiss Harry again and he forgets all about it.
i love the story but things unnecessary happen too quickly and when the people talk you make them say 'omg' and 'lol' and stuff, thats really more for texting. BUT YEA DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE THE STORY
1/24/16