Song for the chapter: Lenny Kravitz: I`ll Be Waiting

“Clary, did you heard me?” I was sick. No.

“Clary?” I felt sick.

“Please answer.” I ran over to the sink and puked in it. Tacos.

I could feel my Mum`s hands on my back, asking what was wrong.
I nodded my head, clearly not able to say something.

I took the phone back to my ear. Get yourself together.

“Taylor? How is he?”

“Oh, Clary”, she seemed relieved that I heard her, “I don`t know. He is in the casualty unit and they couldn`t give any infromation...” I started to walk to the door, grabbing my jacket.

“Clary”, I heard my mother`s voice behind me.

“What`s the address?”, I asked Taylor. My voice was shaking, but I was able to speak. She told me and I grabbed the car keys.

“I`m on my way”, I pressed out.

“Connor and me are also already on our way. I see you there.” I hung up.

“Clary, what is wrong?”, my Mum`s voice was panicky.

“Harry...he had...an accident. We have to go”, I forced her and pushed her out of the door. She surprisingly shut up and got in the car.

The minutes to the hospital were hell. I sweated and then I shivered again.

My mobile phone laid in my hands and I prayed to God that it wouldn`t beep again. No ringing, no information, no expressions of death.

We followed the signs to the hospital and my Mum said that everything will be fine again. I wanted to believer her so badly. As soon as the car tires stopped on the ground, I jumped out of the car and ran into the entrance. I spotted Connor and next to him: Taylor.

“What...”, I started as I stopped in front of them.

“He`s still being operated. The doctors said it doesn`t look good”, Connor said with a broken voice.

“No...”, I started sobbing uncontrollable. I felt my knees giving in and before I dropped down to the floor, Taylor catched me and hugged me.

“He`ll get through this. He is a fighter, Clary. We both know...”, she whispered and hold me close.

I couldn`t think, couldn`t breathe and I felt lost.

All I wanted, all I needed was Harry. But he wasn`t here.

He was on his way to my house. Taylor let me cry until I was too exhausted. I just laid my head on her shoulder, feeling her heartbeat and smelling her shampoo.

“We should sat up”, she said quietly. I nodded my head. I couldn`t.

“Okay”, she said, but she made us sit more comfortable on the ground, so that we could rest our backs on the wall. I was holding her hands and she just hugged me tight.

For the first time I noticed the situation clearly. There was Connor, my Mum and two other person, both women. Harry`s Mum and his sister, I remembered our talk on the bench.

His Mum looked like him. She had the same chocolate brown hair and the nose. His sister was gorgeous, her look nearly flawless. They both looked like they had cried, but both had their fear under control now.

Nobody was talking, we all just waited. Waited for someone to tell us, clear the darkness, that was lasting on us.

After a while Connor sat down to my other side and I grabbed his hand as well. They were shaking and I could see tears running over his face, but he didn`t made a sound.

My Mum was sitting next to Harrys` and they both were talking about us. Harry and me. We hadn`t even cleared what we were. We are. Hopefully.

Oh God. Please listen to my silent prayers.

Notes

Hey you all! Decided to spread the chapter into two parts.

What do you think will happen to Harry?

I know it its a lot to ask for, but you would do me a HUGE FAVOR, if you would chare the story over your tumblr-sites, facebook, ... or tell your 1D friends!
You would be the best readers ever! :)

Enjoy your day with the amazing song from Lenn Kravitz: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WpnbQfxOu_s