Song for the chapter: Adam Lambert - Better than I know myself

I flinched as the thunder sounded like it was really close to our house. My mum and her husband were out for a business meeting, so my sister and me had dinner in front of the TV.

Since she was having a class excursion tomorrow she left earlier to sleep over at her girlfriends house. So I was sitting alone in my room over some homework and was worrying about the thunderstorm, that was really near to happen.

The clouds were black like coffee without milk in. I was waiting for the rain to start.

I had texted Harry earlier, since he still seemed really worried about what happened at school today. I said that I was fine and that I would make myself a comfortable evening alone in front of my laptop watching my favourite series.

I went to the shower and enjoyed the hot water flowing over my cold body. After I got out I changed into my pyjamas and turned up the heating in my room. I had just laid down on my bed, my laptop and a cup of tea on my knees, when the doorbell rang.

“Oh, great”, I sighed as I got up again, wondering who the hell was ringing at our front door, since it was about to start to rain every second.

I walked over the cold floor with my bare foot before I jumped down the stairs and headed to the door. As soon as I opened it, I squeezed in surprise.

Charming and good-looking like always with his hair being a curly mess he was standing in front of me.

“Do you want to let me wait until it starts to rain and I will be completely wet before you ask me in?”, he said facetiously.

“Oh right. Come on in”, I said stepping back to make space for him to enter.

“What are you doing here?”, I asked still surprised.

“I was at work and thought you will probably feel alone again since nobody is here, so I figured I could comer and see if you are okay.”

“I am, but thank you for checking”, I said moved.

“What were you doing?”, he asked.

“I was just about to make myself a comfortable evening”, I answered.

“Do you want to get upstairs and join me watching TV?” Harry nodded.

“May I ask for a glass of water?”, he asked politely.

“Sure, you can already get upstairs and I will be there in a minute”, I said and headed to the kitchen. The moment I entered my room the first lightning was illuminating the sky and I heard the first raindrops against my window.

I winced and looked to Harry, who was standing in the middle of the room. He was staring out the window as well, before his eyes locked into mine. What happened next was out of my logical control.

I really do not know what happened or how our bodies were overcoming the barrier of 3 meters or how I was suddenly not holding the glas anymore.

His lips just crashed into mine and I pressed my body against his. I was a lot more confident than the time when we first kissed on the party.

I had been drunk and in that state I had thought that it couldn`t get better. But today I was completely sober and it was so much more intense than the first time, that I got goose bumps.

Harrys hands were moving down my back to my ass. He grabbed it softly and bit my lip. I slipped with my tongue against his teeth and he moaned deeply. Even moaning his voice was the best thing I ever heard in my life.

Outside my window the world seemed to go under. Raindrops were falling against my window and the sky was lighted like the day was not ready to leave yet.

Harry pushed me to my bed and we both fell down on it. He was already close to me, but it felt like that was not enough.

My wet hair fell into his face and he took a deep breath and opened his eyes into mine. I felt like I was sinking.

Sinking into rainfalls, into Harrys eyes and his hands on my naked skin over my pants. I kissed him again and I felt something I never felt before.

I wanted him. And I did not wanted to wait for anything.

He realized the change in my kiss as it got more impassioned and more urgent.

“Clary, that was not the reason I was coming over”, he said out of breath.

“I know, but just that you did is a good reason”, I whispered back.

“I like you Clary”, he said quietly.

“I like you as well Harry.” I started to kiss him again.

“I do not make you feel like you have to”, he said and stopped the kiss.

“I really want to, Harry, but I am afraid I will make something wrong”, I said quietly telling him one of my biggest worries. He looked at me softly.

“So you never...?”, he started to ask. I shook my head. He was about to stay up.

“No, don`t leave me like this”, I said pushing him back on the bed.

“Clary, if you never...you don`t have to”, he repeated.

“But I want to and I want you to be...the first”, I said blushing.

He sighed and I could feel him given in before he started to kiss me again, also hungry this time. He pushed me down to the mattress.

I was wondering about my hands since they seemed to know exactly what to do. I unbottend his shirt and touched his muscles and his breast. His body was warm and I pressed my cold hands against it. Harry moaned.

He moved his hands under my shirt and started to touch softly my breasts. It felt more than just good. We sat up and he pulled my shirt over my shirt.

There we were sitting on my bed with no shirts on.

“What if you will be disappointed?”, I whispered.

“You do not have to be afraid. It is me Clary. We take it slow, okay?”, he said starring into my eyes.

My eyes fluttered over his beautiful face and I nodded. I felt safe like I always did around him, even if I was about to do something that was all new to me. Harry touched my lips gently again, before he started to leave a hot line of kisses down my neck.

He kissed my stomach, until he arrived at my pants, he started to pull it of, while I was opening his as well. I kissed him again harder this time biting his lip. He opened my bra and got rid of my panty. Now I was completely naked.

“You are beautiful and you have nothing to be ashamed of”, he said while kissing me.

He took most of my fear with this words and I started to relax. While he was getting out of his boxers I opened my night cabinet pulling out a candom. Harry took it smiling and started to pull it over. I started to kiss his neck down his back.

He moaned and started to laugh: “I can not concentrate when you are torturing me like that.”

I was not thinking about stopping. When Harry was ready he turned and started to kiss my lips again. As he got in me I moaned again. I thought it would hurt more, it felt strange and unknown, but not in a bad way.

He moved slowly and asked really caring: “You are okay?” I nodded and started to kiss him again. A lightning illuminated my room.

I could feel Harrys hot breath on my checks before he started to move faster. The raindrops were the perfect soundtrack for this.

“You are so pretty and perfect to me Clary Meyer”, he said and probably I just needed these words to gave in. We both moaned and I felt amazing. We kissed some more minutes, before Harry laid down next to me.

I rested my head on his chest and he started to stroke over my back. Everything about this felt right. Like our bodies were a common puzzle, just waited to be completed by each other.

“What do you think?”, Harry asked after a while through the silence.

“That I am happy to be here with you”, I said. I could feel him smile.

“You are the prettiest and most amazing girl I never knew”, Harry said. My heart felt like it was jumping out of my chest.

“No one ever said that to me.”

“Then they are all blind, if they never saw”, Harry said. I smiled, feeling his hart race under my hand.

“But why me?”, he asked suddenly. I looked up into his green eyes.

“You are kidding, right?”, I asked shocked.

“You just decided to let me be your first”, he said.

“You are flawless”, I said, “the way you smile and talk and speak about your family and the way you care about me and how I am, your eyes, your hair, the way you smell, your intelligence and humour...do I really have to go own?”, I asked.

Harry looked at me, before he kissed me again.

This time the kiss was easy, like a summer breeze going over a green meadow.

“I am so happy I found you”, I said his lips still on mine.

“I am happy I let me be found by you”, he answered.

My chest was bursting of happiness. And while outside the window the storm was going on, I was laying in my bed next to Harry feeling happier than ever before in my life.

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