Niall looked at the blades in my cut and stinging hands and the blood in the sink. The expression on his face showed it all, he was disappointed and worried. Tears welled up in his now gloomy eyes like Niagra Falls in a storm. I, then, started to wash away the blood but I felt a pair of unusually large hands on my bony hips before pulling me around only to be met with a beautiful face with tears streaming down the, now, Snow White skin. It took him a while to talk but when he did, he had taken a deep shaky breath and stuttered before he finally spoke."Jess... Why? Why do you feel the need to hurt yourself? You're beautiful, intelligent, pretty inside and out and most of all you have the best sense of humour anyone could possibly have!" I didn't realise I was crying until Niall wiped a few salty tears away from my cheeks and chin. I licked the rest away with my dry tongue. Before I could respond to Niall, he pulled me into a bone crushing hug that felt surprisingly comfortable, unfortunately it ended to soon and Niall's angelic voice spoke soothingly to my pinna.
"Let's get you cleaned up, shall we?" He offered a small smile and helped me onto the counter before pulling out the first aid kit from one of the multiple cabinets that was positioned under the counter. Gently he laid the first aid kit on the marble surface before rummaging through it and finding a bandage and 2 dressings. I flinched when he pressed the cold aloe Vera to the stinging open cuts. He instantly mumbled an apology and looked into my eyes as if to ask 'is it okay to carry on?' To which I replied with a small reassuring nod. He took a sharp intake of oxygen when one of the deep cuts started to bleed again, heavily! Then his soft delicate hands came into contact with my pink and white scarred forearm and placed the gushing cut under the cold running water being produced from the silver tap. I watched the once clear water turn orange and then blood red, literally. I was abruptly snapped out of my trance when Niall's voice filled my ears.
"This is bad Jess, you're probably going to need stitches for that one" he nodded sorrowfully towards the cut that was still bleeding underneath the water. I hadn't realised that he was almost done with the other wrist by skilfully wrapping the bandaged around my thumb and down half of my forearm and back up again. He noted that he wanted to bandaged the other wrist up once he had gotten a towel ready. I quickly placed my bleeding wrist into the palms of his hands that were protected by the black towel, he then quickly dried off the excess water by which time I was prepared to take the towel off of him and give him the dressing I had prepared. After he had placed the dressing down and it was secure enough to bandage it up, he mimicked his actions which he done with the previous wrist.
When he was done and put the first aid kit away I quickly and as delicately as i could went over to him and hugged him. He looked into my green eyes once he had pulled away and we both painfully slowly leaned in until we could feel each others eyelashes.
"Niall?! What's taking so long? Is Jess okay?" We both let out a groan of frustration and i blushed crimson red as Louis' voice rung in both of our ears and started walking downstairs. I guess It looked really dodgy because the bathroom was on view from the bottom of the stairs where Louis was yelling from. I quickly made my way into the living room and briefly heard Louis talking to Niall " well done mate, finally got some" followed by a sigh from Niall and a pat on the back by Louis. Because I was wearing a short sleeve tee my bandages were on full show, luckily Niall saw my discomfort and sat next to me on the sofa, me nearest the armrest and Niall in the middle of me and Liam.
We started our movie marathon with Toy story (Liam's choice).
After sitting through 4 hours worth of all the Toy Stories, Liam headed to bed, Louis and El went to bed and so did Zayn and Perrie. This obviously made me give a snazzy comment such as " Night guys! Make sure you actually sleep!" They all let out a tired chuckle.
As for me, Niall and Harry we were all on the sofa, me cuddled up with Niall somehow and Harry's feet were on my lap and he was asleep with parted lips and soft snores escaping them. Niall and me are currently about to watch all the Scream movies but he stopped me before I could put the DVD in.
"Jess, I'm going to take you to the hospital tomorrow or today seeing as its 12:30 am. You've lost a lot of blood!" I was too tired to argue plus I really wanted to watch the scream movies for like the 11th thousandth time!
We got comfy and pressed play on the movie, once the sponsor adverts were out the way the real thing started.
I woke up cold and Harry's feet were still on my lap in an odd manner. I never thought I would say this to myself but wow you have big feet.
Harry chuckled and agreed "cheers, Jess" shit!i said that out loud, didn't I?
"Yep" Oh my fucking God I really need to keep my thoughts to myself. Harry didn't respond so I guess I kept that one in.
"Where's Niall?" I asked.
" He's eating...as usual" Harry laughed with his dimples full on show. I didn't remember that I had bandages on so I sat on my hands. Don't judge me, is comfy, when you don't have bandaged up arms.
"Owwww!" I exclaimed but quickly shut up and walked out of the room to the kitchen when Harry looked over.
I was then greeted with a tired Niall and a tired El and Perrie (probably not for the same reason as Niall though!)
" what's wrong with you two? You look like you've been fucked in the bum! Oh wait, you have" I giggled along with the girls half heartedly " Lou, Zayn! What did you do to them!?" By now all the other boys were in the kitchen. Louis turned bright pink and Zayn well he didn't look far off from a tomato.
Niall asked me in a hushed whisper if I wanted to go to the hospital which I just responded by walking upstairs towards where I put my bag last night; the guest room.
Once I was inside the guest room I quickly stripped down and ran to the nearest bathroom without getting caught naked. I almost got there but I think Liam caught a glimpse of where the sun doesn't shine.
In the shower I scrubbed every place possibly humanly. Avoiding the bandages. I must have forgotten to lock the door and the water wasn't hot enough to steam up the glass that was supposed to hide my nakedness.
In came

Notes

Will upload the hospital scene as the next chapter ,

bye my lovelies :*