Same Love (Larry Stylinson)
Chapter One
Louis's P.O.V
It has only been a week since the VMAs and the fans are still talking about Harry leaning his head on my shoulder during 'Same Love' but he quickly pulled away because we aren't suppose to be together. I don't understand why we can't be together, we love each other and want to be together, but our management won't let us be public. I honestly think our fans would be okay with it, but management doesn't want to take the risk. What upsets me the most is that Harry agrees to keep it secret. I don't let it show, but it really makes me feel like he doesn't want people to know he is gay, it kind of makes me feel like he is ashamed to be with me. The boys are all back in the UK while me and Haz decided to stay back, I kind of regret staying here. All Harry has been doing is going out with his buddies I want to go with him, but management said it would look suspicious.
So once again I'm forced to hang out with my "girlfriend" Eleanor. Eleanor is a lovely women and I respect her, but I just hate pretending to be in love with her. I also hate how we are lying to the fans I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep the charade up. There is a knock on the door, I get up and open the door hoping it was Harry, but it was Eleanor.
"Hey Louis." She said cheerfully as I let her into the hotel room.
"Hi Eleanor." I say more stressed than usually Eleanor has noticed.
"Hey, what's wrong?" She asked as she sits next to me on the couch, this usually happens everything she comes to hangout with me.
"Nothing I'm just getting tired of this charade." I said truthfully, Eleanor doesn't seem to take an offense to this and she isn't suppose to she is a great gal.
"I know that it kills you Louis but from what your management has told me they said its for the better."
"For the better? Maybe for them but not for me and Harry. Do you know how hard it is when someone tells you can't kiss or hold hands with your boyfriend in public because it would look bad for our public appearance." I asked, she stay silent. I know I'm right and she knows that I'm right.
"Well come on let's go do something." I suggest, Eleanor looks at me shocked.
"Come it's not that shocking. I just want to go our and do something." I said laughing a bit.
"Well okay. What do you want to do?" She asks.
"Why don't we go out to dinner or something? Does that sound alright?" I asked, she gives me her little smile and she nods her head.
"Yeah that sounds perfect."
-skip car ride-
I got out of the car and walked around and open the door for Eleanor. I stuck out my hand for her to grab she graciously grabs my hand and gets out of the car. I decide to instead of letting go of her hand I actually intertwined mine with hers. This really shockers her, out of the corner of my eye I look at her looking down at our hands. I turned and smiled at her, of course it's not the same loving smile I get when I'm with Harry, but it's a friendly one. Somehow the fans found out I was going out, I don't understand how they found out where I was going to be. These girls are good, too good.
"Oh my gosh Louis!" I hear one girl yell. Then there was more screaming after that.
They were saying some nice things about me and El. And other girls were being down right nasty. Even though mine and Eleanor's relationship isn't real it doesn't mean they could say rude things to her. Eleanor is like a sister to me, if you mess with her you are going to mess with me too. I stop to say something, but Eleanor drags me into the restaurant.
"El why did you stop me, they can't talk to you like that." She gave me a thankful smile but she shook her head at me.
"It's fine Louis, you don't need to protect me. I'll be fine." She said, that's what her lips are saying, but looking into her eyes I can see the hurt. I know all those hateful things the fans send to her through twitter gets to her, she just won't let me help her she claims she's fine but she not.
"El..." I said.
"Louis. I'm fine I promise."
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"Thanks for the good day today." She said, she leaned over the divider and gave me a kiss on the cheek. She got out of the car and got into her own and drove off.
I got out of my car and went into the hotel, luckily there was no papz out tonight. I got into the elevator I was eager to get to my room because I knew Harry was there by know. When the doors opened I quickly walked out and over to my room. I slide my card key in and opened the door. And like I expected Harry was there lying on the bed.
"Hey babe." He said smiling at me.
"Hey Boo." I said walking over to him, I toed off my shoes before climbing into bed with him. Harry instant wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer he gave me a soft kiss on the top of my head.
"How was your day Boobear?" He asked.
"It was alright just hung out with Eleanor for a while, because you know." I said.
"Yeah I know." He said he doesn't sound upset, I know if he had a fake girlfriend I would be upset if he hung out with her instead of me. That's why I have been questioning if Harry still likes me.
"How was your day?" I asked.
"It was good. Had a great day with some lads I met the other day." I stay silent, he met boys?
Okay usually this wouldn't be a problem, but since me and Harry are dating it worries me because what if he stops liking me and likes someone else. Harry could be with whoever he wanted to be with guy or girl. Anyone would want to be with him. I felt myself start to tear up a bit, I'm such a girl.
"Boo what's wrong?" Harry asked worriedly.
I quickly stood up and wiped my tears, "nothing Harry. I'm fucking peachy." I said as I ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
It has only been a week since the VMAs and the fans are still talking about Harry leaning his head on my shoulder during 'Same Love' but he quickly pulled away because we aren't suppose to be together. I don't understand why we can't be together, we love each other and want to be together, but our management won't let us be public. I honestly think our fans would be okay with it, but management doesn't want to take the risk. What upsets me the most is that Harry agrees to keep it secret. I don't let it show, but it really makes me feel like he doesn't want people to know he is gay, it kind of makes me feel like he is ashamed to be with me. The boys are all back in the UK while me and Haz decided to stay back, I kind of regret staying here. All Harry has been doing is going out with his buddies I want to go with him, but management said it would look suspicious.
So once again I'm forced to hang out with my "girlfriend" Eleanor. Eleanor is a lovely women and I respect her, but I just hate pretending to be in love with her. I also hate how we are lying to the fans I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep the charade up. There is a knock on the door, I get up and open the door hoping it was Harry, but it was Eleanor.
"Hey Louis." She said cheerfully as I let her into the hotel room.
"Hi Eleanor." I say more stressed than usually Eleanor has noticed.
"Hey, what's wrong?" She asked as she sits next to me on the couch, this usually happens everything she comes to hangout with me.
"Nothing I'm just getting tired of this charade." I said truthfully, Eleanor doesn't seem to take an offense to this and she isn't suppose to she is a great gal.
"I know that it kills you Louis but from what your management has told me they said its for the better."
"For the better? Maybe for them but not for me and Harry. Do you know how hard it is when someone tells you can't kiss or hold hands with your boyfriend in public because it would look bad for our public appearance." I asked, she stay silent. I know I'm right and she knows that I'm right.
"Well come on let's go do something." I suggest, Eleanor looks at me shocked.
"Come it's not that shocking. I just want to go our and do something." I said laughing a bit.
"Well okay. What do you want to do?" She asks.
"Why don't we go out to dinner or something? Does that sound alright?" I asked, she gives me her little smile and she nods her head.
"Yeah that sounds perfect."
-skip car ride-
I got out of the car and walked around and open the door for Eleanor. I stuck out my hand for her to grab she graciously grabs my hand and gets out of the car. I decide to instead of letting go of her hand I actually intertwined mine with hers. This really shockers her, out of the corner of my eye I look at her looking down at our hands. I turned and smiled at her, of course it's not the same loving smile I get when I'm with Harry, but it's a friendly one. Somehow the fans found out I was going out, I don't understand how they found out where I was going to be. These girls are good, too good.
"Oh my gosh Louis!" I hear one girl yell. Then there was more screaming after that.
They were saying some nice things about me and El. And other girls were being down right nasty. Even though mine and Eleanor's relationship isn't real it doesn't mean they could say rude things to her. Eleanor is like a sister to me, if you mess with her you are going to mess with me too. I stop to say something, but Eleanor drags me into the restaurant.
"El why did you stop me, they can't talk to you like that." She gave me a thankful smile but she shook her head at me.
"It's fine Louis, you don't need to protect me. I'll be fine." She said, that's what her lips are saying, but looking into her eyes I can see the hurt. I know all those hateful things the fans send to her through twitter gets to her, she just won't let me help her she claims she's fine but she not.
"El..." I said.
"Louis. I'm fine I promise."
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"Thanks for the good day today." She said, she leaned over the divider and gave me a kiss on the cheek. She got out of the car and got into her own and drove off.
I got out of my car and went into the hotel, luckily there was no papz out tonight. I got into the elevator I was eager to get to my room because I knew Harry was there by know. When the doors opened I quickly walked out and over to my room. I slide my card key in and opened the door. And like I expected Harry was there lying on the bed.
"Hey babe." He said smiling at me.
"Hey Boo." I said walking over to him, I toed off my shoes before climbing into bed with him. Harry instant wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer he gave me a soft kiss on the top of my head.
"How was your day Boobear?" He asked.
"It was alright just hung out with Eleanor for a while, because you know." I said.
"Yeah I know." He said he doesn't sound upset, I know if he had a fake girlfriend I would be upset if he hung out with her instead of me. That's why I have been questioning if Harry still likes me.
"How was your day?" I asked.
"It was good. Had a great day with some lads I met the other day." I stay silent, he met boys?
Okay usually this wouldn't be a problem, but since me and Harry are dating it worries me because what if he stops liking me and likes someone else. Harry could be with whoever he wanted to be with guy or girl. Anyone would want to be with him. I felt myself start to tear up a bit, I'm such a girl.
"Boo what's wrong?" Harry asked worriedly.
I quickly stood up and wiped my tears, "nothing Harry. I'm fucking peachy." I said as I ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
Sooo no sequel?!?!
9/23/14