
Forgive Me
Flashing Lights
Living with out him? Learning to love again? Moving on? All of these are the impossible things demanded of me by Lea. I sighed. Does she really believe the hole in my heart will ever be fixed? That my life will be complete again, that the big chunk of the puzzle that has gone missing will ever be found again?
I turn to face the black and white keys of my piano. I wasn't in the mood to play anything I played with him. That is my entire repertoire of pieces. Instead I place my fingers on the keys and began to play, making it up as I go. Suddenly I jump up and grab a pencil and some plain paper with printed staffs on it. I play again, over and over again until I know the movement of my fingers of by heart then I write out the piece I created. For several hours I continue to play my song and change it until it sounds exactly how I feel. Still I play until my fingers ache, until I begin to cry. That's when the door opens. I turn expecting to see Lea, come back from her music class. I look up, crying, my eyes begging for her hugs to comfort me. But I don't see Lea. I see a unfamiliar face, a boy with the biggest green eyes and curly hair. He looked at me. In his eyes I can see confusion and , surprisingly, genuine concern. I stand there frozen in time, staring at the stranger. I have seen him before. Where? Who knows. I hear his voice say something. Are you okay? I think. I open my mouth to ask him why he is here but abruptly close it. The door opens to reveal Lea and 4 other guys, all very confused looking. Suddenly it is all to much. Too many new faces. Too many questions I don't know the answer to. So I run. Run past the boy and shove through the mass of bodies at the door. I hear Lea screaming my name and footsteps running after me. I run out of the building. Lights flash as I run out. I hear the groan of reporters saying
'Its not them?!' As my mind puts two and two together. The boy. The one who I strangely seem to have seen somewhere is Harry. The Harry Styles.
I turn to face the black and white keys of my piano. I wasn't in the mood to play anything I played with him. That is my entire repertoire of pieces. Instead I place my fingers on the keys and began to play, making it up as I go. Suddenly I jump up and grab a pencil and some plain paper with printed staffs on it. I play again, over and over again until I know the movement of my fingers of by heart then I write out the piece I created. For several hours I continue to play my song and change it until it sounds exactly how I feel. Still I play until my fingers ache, until I begin to cry. That's when the door opens. I turn expecting to see Lea, come back from her music class. I look up, crying, my eyes begging for her hugs to comfort me. But I don't see Lea. I see a unfamiliar face, a boy with the biggest green eyes and curly hair. He looked at me. In his eyes I can see confusion and , surprisingly, genuine concern. I stand there frozen in time, staring at the stranger. I have seen him before. Where? Who knows. I hear his voice say something. Are you okay? I think. I open my mouth to ask him why he is here but abruptly close it. The door opens to reveal Lea and 4 other guys, all very confused looking. Suddenly it is all to much. Too many new faces. Too many questions I don't know the answer to. So I run. Run past the boy and shove through the mass of bodies at the door. I hear Lea screaming my name and footsteps running after me. I run out of the building. Lights flash as I run out. I hear the groan of reporters saying
'Its not them?!' As my mind puts two and two together. The boy. The one who I strangely seem to have seen somewhere is Harry. The Harry Styles.
Notes
HI!!!!!If you are reading this I hope you liked my chapter!
I am writng the next one now.
I have a question for you ( if you are actually reading this )
We all know Niall actually has brown hair but dyes it. My question is do you think he looks best with blonde or Brown hair???
I think blonde, just because I am used to it but then again doesnt your natural look best??? i dont know?
well have a good day!
Chocolate
xxx
WELCOME'! and i completely agree!
11/22/13