Promise'
'Promise..' I sigh
Lea nodded. 'Ok just don't do anything stupid'
I nodded and curled back up under the covers of my warm cozy bed. I heard the door open then close of my apartment to the rest of the world as lea went to buy food. I hast really had the will to get out of my apartment.
' Thank you lea' I whispered though I knew she couldn't hear. I was so lucky to have such a good friend.
I turned my head to the other side of the bed. Tears welled up in my eyes.
I could see Jace. Sleeping peacefully with the play of a smile on his face. I saw him open his eyes and smile at me. I could here myself asking him why he was staring at me, His voice telling me that he loved me. The room around me dissolved and turned into a field of grass and blue sky. I could see myself panting for breath. Jace chasing after me, catching up wrapping his arms around my waist and lifting me off the ground. I could her myself squeal and start laughing, smiling. Suddenly I'm looking at our apartment, us dancing around to my alarm music one morning that I did t want to get up. Then the walls fall away and get replaced by white-washed walls and a hospital bed. I see Jace lying there motionless, the life support system silent, signalling the unbearable. I hear myself scream and Leas voice. Her voice pulling me back to my bed. Leas face comes into vision.
' it's ok. Just a bad dream' she says
I burst into tears and she crawls next to me, puts her arms around me and rocks me.
' shhhh, it's ok. You'll be ok, we will be ok...' She repeats over and over again until I start to believe it myself. Maybe, just maybe, everything will be ok. Maybe I will live, live without him.

Notes

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