I Should've Kissed You
Chapter Twenty ღ
C’mon…1 minute…c’mon….there, there he was.
“HARRY!” I shout, a huge smile sprung across our faces. We didn’t cliché and run to each other, I waited for him to come to me and hug me like there is no tomorrow, we had never been seen in public like a couple so I wasn’t expecting anything more than a hug, but we both knew we wanted more, our desire was too much to handle, before I know we were kissing in the middle of Heathrow airport.´
“I’ve missed those lips” he whispered gently. We broke our embrace and intertwined our fingers and were led by Paul and the other security guards to the car. Harry and I couldn’t stop smiling, Diamond didn’t come because their relationship wasn’t open to the public. Though Eleanor and Danielle were here, Perrie was arriving tomorrow, the 21. Harry was spending Christmas with his family he was staying there until the 25th the rest he was with us, his friends and they were back on tour in the 7th of January.
“I couldn’t take one more day without you” Harry said opening the van’s door.
“Me neither” I say going to the far back seat of the van. Harry sat beside me, I could see he was so tired. So was I, it was 6am and we had to drive one hour and a half until we got to Harry’s house. Niall Liam and the others came in the van and Paul started driving. “You’re so tired its adorable” I whisper making him smile.
“I could say the same” his sleepy voice was so sexy.
“Mm-hm” I mumble then yawn. I take Harry’s hand and intertwine his fingers with mine, I’ve missed his smooth touch.
“I love you” he whispered as I put my head on his shoulder and he immediately rested his head on mine. We were so tired we ended up falling asleep. I woke up about after 45minutes we had about 45minutes left. Harry was fast asleep I couldn’t move much cause he was with his head on my shoulder. I take my phone out and read my mentions, there were a billion of pictures with me and Harry from the airport so I had a few. I look at a tweet Niall tweeted and tagged me and Harry;
@NiallOfficial; @Harry_Styles and @hopie_smith acting cute and cuopley. Sleep tight xD *picture attached with me and Harry fast asleep leaning on eachother* xx
I look at Niall but he was fast asleep on Zayn’s chest. Time for revenge. I tweeted;
@hopie_smith; @NiallOfficial and @zaynmalik1D acting so cute #Zarry guys! Revenge its rough Nini. ;) *picture attached with Niall fast asleep on Zayn’s chest* xx
I lock my phone, I must’ve moved to quickly because I had awaken Harry. “I’m so sorry babe” I whisper.
“Its fine” he said flashing me a smile, damn I had missed that smile. “How long to your house?” he asks still in a sleepy voice.
“About forty minutes” I say.
“So your parents coming for Christmas?” he asked.
“That’s the plan” I say.
“You don’t sound so happy about that” he said with a confused face.
“First time they came to visit me and its not because of me…its because of Di” they didn’t really care about me, my mom and I used to be close before I started to act rebellious and I would do shit at school and always be in trouble…
“Hey, they’re coming because of you too!” he said trying to comfort me.
“Face it Harry, its because of Diamond” I say harshly
“Whatever you say” he said annoyed.
“I’m sorry” I say after a beat “its just when it comes to my parents I get touchy…” I say “and get really angry”
“Sorry” he apologized.
“You have nothing to apologize for babe” I say smiling weakly. Harry could see how upset I was, we were dating for about two months, three months on the 29 of December.
“Yes, I do, whatever I said made you upset, I’m sorry” he said with a frown.
I just smile weakly my childhood memories weren’t so good, my dad… real dad, he left when I was 7 when my dad passed away… let’s not go there. Harry pulled me close he could feel I was about to tear up, he was right tears were flowing down my cheeks. “my dad would’ve loved you” I manage to say.
“Hope” Harry whispered.
“Its true!” I say leaving his chest, “you were always what he described when I was little!” I say he was listening really closely. “he said, I remember perfectly, my dad said that he had to look me in the eyes and look completely in love, he said he had to care, care enough to almost put me in front of himself, he had to be romantic and funny” I say looking into his eyes, “Being good looking was just an extra tad” I say with a little tear running down. “He would be proud, I think?” I say.
“He would’ve been so proud hope” Harry said then takes my hand and kisses me passionately.
“Get a room!” Danielle said, as we immediately break contact.
“Daniiiiiii” Eleanor shouted “you just ruined such a romantic moment” she pouted.
“I see you two are awake” I say with a little laugh.
I lean my head on Harry’s chest. “Oh, he also said he had to be a good kisser” I laugh. “check” I say as we both laugh, he was playing with my hair, I hadn’t laughed in a while if I think about it…
“Tell me about your family” Harry said. Why did he want to know?
“Well….what do you want to know?” I ask I really didn’t know what to say.
“Well how about your aunt that lives here” he asked.
“Aunt Cecilia? She’s great, when I was here in 2OO9 she was the one that took care of me, and Paige too..” I say.
“And your uncle?” He said with a smile he was just trying to know everything about me It was normal right? I don’t know, but I had nothing to hide. “Your uncle?” He asked again.
I froze, the memory of my uncle made me freeze, I couldn’t talk and I almost couldn’t breathe I was panting, everyone in the car was looking at me, I didn’t know what to do. I blacked out. I woke up I didn’t know where I was.
“HARRY!” I shout, a huge smile sprung across our faces. We didn’t cliché and run to each other, I waited for him to come to me and hug me like there is no tomorrow, we had never been seen in public like a couple so I wasn’t expecting anything more than a hug, but we both knew we wanted more, our desire was too much to handle, before I know we were kissing in the middle of Heathrow airport.´
“I’ve missed those lips” he whispered gently. We broke our embrace and intertwined our fingers and were led by Paul and the other security guards to the car. Harry and I couldn’t stop smiling, Diamond didn’t come because their relationship wasn’t open to the public. Though Eleanor and Danielle were here, Perrie was arriving tomorrow, the 21. Harry was spending Christmas with his family he was staying there until the 25th the rest he was with us, his friends and they were back on tour in the 7th of January.
“I couldn’t take one more day without you” Harry said opening the van’s door.
“Me neither” I say going to the far back seat of the van. Harry sat beside me, I could see he was so tired. So was I, it was 6am and we had to drive one hour and a half until we got to Harry’s house. Niall Liam and the others came in the van and Paul started driving. “You’re so tired its adorable” I whisper making him smile.
“I could say the same” his sleepy voice was so sexy.
“Mm-hm” I mumble then yawn. I take Harry’s hand and intertwine his fingers with mine, I’ve missed his smooth touch.
“I love you” he whispered as I put my head on his shoulder and he immediately rested his head on mine. We were so tired we ended up falling asleep. I woke up about after 45minutes we had about 45minutes left. Harry was fast asleep I couldn’t move much cause he was with his head on my shoulder. I take my phone out and read my mentions, there were a billion of pictures with me and Harry from the airport so I had a few. I look at a tweet Niall tweeted and tagged me and Harry;
@NiallOfficial; @Harry_Styles and @hopie_smith acting cute and cuopley. Sleep tight xD *picture attached with me and Harry fast asleep leaning on eachother* xx
I look at Niall but he was fast asleep on Zayn’s chest. Time for revenge. I tweeted;
@hopie_smith; @NiallOfficial and @zaynmalik1D acting so cute #Zarry guys! Revenge its rough Nini. ;) *picture attached with Niall fast asleep on Zayn’s chest* xx
I lock my phone, I must’ve moved to quickly because I had awaken Harry. “I’m so sorry babe” I whisper.
“Its fine” he said flashing me a smile, damn I had missed that smile. “How long to your house?” he asks still in a sleepy voice.
“About forty minutes” I say.
“So your parents coming for Christmas?” he asked.
“That’s the plan” I say.
“You don’t sound so happy about that” he said with a confused face.
“First time they came to visit me and its not because of me…its because of Di” they didn’t really care about me, my mom and I used to be close before I started to act rebellious and I would do shit at school and always be in trouble…
“Hey, they’re coming because of you too!” he said trying to comfort me.
“Face it Harry, its because of Diamond” I say harshly
“Whatever you say” he said annoyed.
“I’m sorry” I say after a beat “its just when it comes to my parents I get touchy…” I say “and get really angry”
“Sorry” he apologized.
“You have nothing to apologize for babe” I say smiling weakly. Harry could see how upset I was, we were dating for about two months, three months on the 29 of December.
“Yes, I do, whatever I said made you upset, I’m sorry” he said with a frown.
I just smile weakly my childhood memories weren’t so good, my dad… real dad, he left when I was 7 when my dad passed away… let’s not go there. Harry pulled me close he could feel I was about to tear up, he was right tears were flowing down my cheeks. “my dad would’ve loved you” I manage to say.
“Hope” Harry whispered.
“Its true!” I say leaving his chest, “you were always what he described when I was little!” I say he was listening really closely. “he said, I remember perfectly, my dad said that he had to look me in the eyes and look completely in love, he said he had to care, care enough to almost put me in front of himself, he had to be romantic and funny” I say looking into his eyes, “Being good looking was just an extra tad” I say with a little tear running down. “He would be proud, I think?” I say.
“He would’ve been so proud hope” Harry said then takes my hand and kisses me passionately.
“Get a room!” Danielle said, as we immediately break contact.
“Daniiiiiii” Eleanor shouted “you just ruined such a romantic moment” she pouted.
“I see you two are awake” I say with a little laugh.
I lean my head on Harry’s chest. “Oh, he also said he had to be a good kisser” I laugh. “check” I say as we both laugh, he was playing with my hair, I hadn’t laughed in a while if I think about it…
“Tell me about your family” Harry said. Why did he want to know?
“Well….what do you want to know?” I ask I really didn’t know what to say.
“Well how about your aunt that lives here” he asked.
“Aunt Cecilia? She’s great, when I was here in 2OO9 she was the one that took care of me, and Paige too..” I say.
“And your uncle?” He said with a smile he was just trying to know everything about me It was normal right? I don’t know, but I had nothing to hide. “Your uncle?” He asked again.
I froze, the memory of my uncle made me freeze, I couldn’t talk and I almost couldn’t breathe I was panting, everyone in the car was looking at me, I didn’t know what to do. I blacked out. I woke up I didn’t know where I was.
Notes
sorry i took so long, but i finally had my musical at my school!!! it went really good so i spent the last few days resting cuz all my body was hurt. anyways, hope you like it :DStrawberryloveee xoxoxo
7/11/13