I woke up alone in Harry's bed. It was just about 3 in the morning, I decided to get up and search for him. I looked around each of the room's upstairs but he wasn't there. I heard music playing from downstairs, I sneaked down the stairs trying not to disturb him.

'Shot me out of the sky, you're my kryptonite. You keep making me weak, yeah frozen and can't breathe'.

I closed my eyes listening to him sing, his voice is beautiful. I jumped down the last step, the music came to a halt. I poked my head around the door letting him know it was me. I waved my hand at him and went and sat on the sofa.

"That was really something" I smiled at him.

"Not to boy band for you?" he joked.

"Oh, definitely" I laughed making him smile.

"Come here" he gestured me to come over to him.

I got up off the sofa and approached him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me onto his lap.

"Harry why do you have to ruin every good moment we have?" I asked agitated.

"You're telling me you don't like sitting on my lap?" he tilted his head to the side.

"No" I lied.

He pulled me closer to him "Stop lying" he said smiling making my eyes roll. "You want me just as much as I want you".

"You're so full of yourself" I said getting off his lap.

"Stop fighting it" he shook his head.

"Fighting what?"

"You want me Morris, you can have me anytime you want. Why are you trying so hard to push me away?" he asked.

"You're an asshole Harry, and what happens after this week ends huh? Why bother trying to get attached when it's all going to end?" I said bringing a lump to my throat.

"If everyone thought like that then nothing exciting would happen" he said rolling his eyes.

"Yeah I'm going back to bed" I said turning away from him.

"Is that an invitation?" he joked.

I growled as I exited the room, running up the stairs and jumping back in the bed. I heard his footsteps getting closer and closer, I decided to cover my head with the duvet. I felt him get on the bed and move towards me. I shut my eyes tightly as he pulled the duvet off my head. He climbed on top of me and sat in my lap.

"You're heavy" I moaned.

"We can always switch and you can get on my lap" he laughed.

"Harry I'm tired" I lied.

I wasn't sure how much longer I could fight him off me. My body was close to giving in.

"Fine" he got off me and lay down next to me.

He grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him.

"Erm Harry?"

"Please?" he looked me in the eyes.

I sighed "Okay" I nodded and settled down comfy in his arms.

3 hours later I woke up comfortable next to Harry. I didn't like the way my body fit perfectly in his. I then did something I know I shouldn't have done. I pulled on his hand wrapping his arm around me, he snuggled his nose into my neck as we lay there for another 45 minutes pretending to be asleep.

Finally the alarm went off, I wriggled out of Harrys hold. He pulled me back hugging me tightly.

"Stay in bed with me" he moaned.

"Harry no" I demanded.

"Fine" he let go of me
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I rolled out of bed falling on the floor. I stretched out making a weird noise.

"You alright down there?" he laughed.

I nodded my head "Just stretching" I smiled.

"I bet you're happy we're almost half way through the week" his smile didn't meet his eyes.

I nodded, not wanting to admit that knowing I would be apart from him would probably kill me inside.

He shook his head and hopped off the bed "I'm going for a shower, be back in a bit" he said whilst leaving the room.

I frowned, yesterday he practically pushed me into the shower, now he wants to go by himself?

After 10 minutes he returned with a towel wrapped round his waist.

"I'm going to have a shower now" I said to him.

"Okay" he smiled.

What the fuck is going on with him? I am now instantly in a bad mood. I had a quick shower scrubbing off as much Harry as I could. I wrapped the towel around me and walked back into the bedroom. I searched through my bag finding something decent to wear, I pulled out a blue top, jeans, knickers and a bra. I quickly got changed, brushing through my wet tangled hair and ran down the stairs. I found Harry in the kitchen eating a sandwich.

"Want some?" he said holding out his sandwich.

"No I'm good" I said coldly before opening the fridge and pulling out a can of coke
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"What's wrong with you?" he asked.

"Nothing" I shrugged.

He rolled his eyes "Whatever" he said before picking up his bag. "Come on we got to go" he shouted running out the door.

So one minute he wants to skip school and stay in bed and the next he's worried about missing it. What the hell? I got in the car beside Harry, neither of us spoke throughout the journey. When we arrived Harry opened the door and slammed it shut behind him.

"What's wrong with him?" the driver asked me.

"I have absolutely no idea" I replied and he gave me a sympathetic look.

"See you later" he smiled at me before driving off.

Harry was gone by the time I turned around. I shook my head not letting it bother me, I was probably over thinking as per usual. I swung my bag over my shoulders and made my way over to Jess and Tyler.

"Hey guys" I smiled at them
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"Hey" they smiled. "Where's Harry?" Jess asked.

"I don't know" I shrugged.

"That's weird I thought you both were joint at the hip" Tyler joked.

"Obviously" I said sarcastically before walking off. I wasn't in the mood for jokes.

I managed to fall asleep through first lesson, if anyone asked me I honestly couldn't tell them what the hell we were learning about. I barely managed to last through second lesson, I don't know why I was so tired. I had plenty of sleep last night.

I went and sat with Harry and Zayn at lunchtime. The rest were either busy or on their way. Harry and Zayn spoke about their next gig, which will be in 2 weeks today. That must be why Harry is constantly practicing.

"Are you coming?" Zayn asked me.

But Harry decided to answer for me "Yeah right, she hates our music" he joked.

"I never said I hated it" I corrected him.

"Why don't you come along?" Zayn handed me a leaflet. I tucked it into my bag before taking a sip of my drink.

"So you're coming?" Harry asked me.

"I might" I replied bluntly.

Liam and Niall came to the table at that point.

"Hey guys" Niall smiled widely.

"Hey" Liam nodded obviously feeling awkward. To be honest I can't blame him after yesterday.

"Hey" I smiled at both of them.

Niall joined Harry's and Zayn's conversation about the gig, whereas Liam stayed quiet. My phone started to vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out and saw Zach was calling me. I jumped out of my seat pressing the green button.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey sis how are you?" Zach said cheerfully.

"Could be better what about you?"

"Wonderful sis" great Zach's drunk.

"Zach it's 1 in the afternoon how the hell are you drunk" I moaned.

"What are you my mother?" Zach laughed.

It was like a person stabbing me in the heart with a needle. I winced at the sudden pain I felt. I pressed the red button cutting him off and went and sat down at the table.

"Who was that?" Harry asked.

"Nobody" I said truthfully, because at this moment Zach meant nothing to me.

"So you were talking to yourself?" he laughed.

"I haven't got time for this" I half shouted picking up my bag and stormed out of the canteen.

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I found a bench to sit on. I rested my head on my knees.
I suddenly felt someone tapping in my shoulder. I looked up to see Liam standing there, trying his best to smile.

"Kate are you alright?" he asked sitting down next to me.

"Not really" I replied looking down.

"We need to stop meeting like this" he laughed.

I smiled "I'm sorry about yesterday" I said awkwardly.

"Its fine, it's not my place you and Harry are together".

"Together?" I asked "Yeah Harry doesn't do the whole dating thing" I reminded him.

He shrugged "I don't know he seems smitten by you".

"He has barley spoken to me all day and been a right dick, yeah totally smitten" I said sarcastically.

"That's what he does, he tries to push people away".

"He needs to understand that it won't be hard to push me, I have a lot of things I have to deal with right now. I haven't got time for his stupid games, 4 more days and me and him are done" another needle dabbing at my heart. "I don't want to talk about Harry" he's taking up too much of my life.

"Fine, what do you want to talk about?" he asked smiling.

"Nothing really, I just want to sit here" I said leaning my head back and closing my eyes.
Liam then did the same and we sat in peace for the rest of lunch.

Notes

a little kiam moment. aw aw aw


my kittyyy



paynoooooooooo


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no more perfection needed


okay last one