The Heart Of UK, Or The Crown Of USA?
The Hurtful Truth
****The Next Day****
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Kimberly’s POV:
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I know that you are all wondering what happened; don’t worry I’ll explain everything now. Trevor told me that the committee has been seeing my pictures all over the tabloids, magazines, Internet you name it! They informed Trevor, since he’s my manager that I have to go back to LA, to give an apologetic statement on my behavior. Apparently they don’t mind a crowned beauty queen to have a relationship, but they said that I am the first to have this much media covering on my personal life; and indeed some gossip articles have spread out wrong rumors about me and Harry. They need me to submit an official apology letter in order to keep my crown. I know what you all think, it’s insane and it doesn’t even mean anything to anyone about my personal life; but when you’re a beauty representative to a country, it does.
In fact they are allowed to control your entire movement and social atmosphere for an entire year. I guess this means no more London, and surely Trevor told me that I have a choice to whether stay or leave. If I stay, I’ll be able to be with Harry, and if I return, I get to keep the crown and title. I am lost, and I honestly have no clue what so ever on how am I supposed to pick between two precious things in my life. THIS IS PURE NONSENSE! I CAN’T DUMP HARRY AND I CAN’T LOSE A TITLE MY COUNTRY GAVE ME AND I WORKED SO HARD FOR!
At this moment, I am at a coffee shop waiting for Trevor to meet me up after he has done canceling all of my campaign arrangements (http://www.polyvore.com/dark_elegance/set?id=98471122). Which means I need to pick another campaign and practice it in LA, you know what? My heart is saying stay in Harry’s arms, whereas my head is pushing the traveling action to a priority level. It’s this situation that I don’t wish for anyone at all. IF ONLY SOMEONE HAVE TOLD ME THAT I AM NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE A LOVE LIFE OF MY OWN, I WOULDN’T EVEN HAVE COMPETED IN THE MISS USA PEAGEANT! IF ONLY GOD COULD CREATE A MIRACLE THAT WOULD GRANT ME TWO OF THESE DEARED THINGS TO KEEP INSTEAD OF GIVING UP ONE! I CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE DROPPING THE CROWN; IT’S BEEN YEARS OF HARD WORK AND MY ANIXIETY ISSUES OF BEING UGLY ON THE RISK LINE! I CERTAINLY CAN’T EVEN LEAVE HARRY, MY BABY HARRY, MY EVERYTHING HARRY…
“Hey… I just finished canceling all of the bookings for the campaign; the money will be transferred back to your account immediately. Kim, please try to make up your mind. What do you want to do? We have till tomorrow to figure out what to do or else they will decide instead of y-…” Trevor’s words got interrupted by a phone call I received; it was the only person I didn’t want to talk to at this moment, because I won’t be able to hold myself:
*Phone Conversation*
Harry: “Hello kitten.”
Me: “Hello... (I sighed because his voice was killing me more and more .)”
Harry: “I know, you’re mad at me and I was a complete prick, I want to make it up for our tiny argument.”
Me: “(Ok, now how will I break the news to him!?! How can I possibly leave the only person I truly felt safe and loved the most with?) You don’t need to apologise.... (I paused and spoke) Harry ...?”
Harry:”Yes beautiful? (Stop being wonderful I’m dying ...)”
Me: “I just miss you, and I need to talk to you and see you and hug you and kiss you (I felt a tear slip on my cheek)... I-I... Oh god...”
Harry: “Hey! Baby I miss you more! Are you alright? Kimmy where are you? (He cooed his reply and I felt burning flames strike my soul.)"
Me: “(I sighed deeply) Can you come to the cafe near my hotel right now?”
Harry: “I’m on my way, but please stop crying baby you’re making me worried...?”
Me: “Promise me that you’ll always remember what I’ll say to you right now?”
Harry: “Without hearing it first, I promise.”
Me: “(I started officially crying as I spoke) I-I love you s-so much...”
(I couldn’t manage to hear anything anymore; I just hung up and sobbed.)
*Phone Call Ended*
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Kimberly’s POV:
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I know that you are all wondering what happened; don’t worry I’ll explain everything now. Trevor told me that the committee has been seeing my pictures all over the tabloids, magazines, Internet you name it! They informed Trevor, since he’s my manager that I have to go back to LA, to give an apologetic statement on my behavior. Apparently they don’t mind a crowned beauty queen to have a relationship, but they said that I am the first to have this much media covering on my personal life; and indeed some gossip articles have spread out wrong rumors about me and Harry. They need me to submit an official apology letter in order to keep my crown. I know what you all think, it’s insane and it doesn’t even mean anything to anyone about my personal life; but when you’re a beauty representative to a country, it does.
In fact they are allowed to control your entire movement and social atmosphere for an entire year. I guess this means no more London, and surely Trevor told me that I have a choice to whether stay or leave. If I stay, I’ll be able to be with Harry, and if I return, I get to keep the crown and title. I am lost, and I honestly have no clue what so ever on how am I supposed to pick between two precious things in my life. THIS IS PURE NONSENSE! I CAN’T DUMP HARRY AND I CAN’T LOSE A TITLE MY COUNTRY GAVE ME AND I WORKED SO HARD FOR!
At this moment, I am at a coffee shop waiting for Trevor to meet me up after he has done canceling all of my campaign arrangements (http://www.polyvore.com/dark_elegance/set?id=98471122). Which means I need to pick another campaign and practice it in LA, you know what? My heart is saying stay in Harry’s arms, whereas my head is pushing the traveling action to a priority level. It’s this situation that I don’t wish for anyone at all. IF ONLY SOMEONE HAVE TOLD ME THAT I AM NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE A LOVE LIFE OF MY OWN, I WOULDN’T EVEN HAVE COMPETED IN THE MISS USA PEAGEANT! IF ONLY GOD COULD CREATE A MIRACLE THAT WOULD GRANT ME TWO OF THESE DEARED THINGS TO KEEP INSTEAD OF GIVING UP ONE! I CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE DROPPING THE CROWN; IT’S BEEN YEARS OF HARD WORK AND MY ANIXIETY ISSUES OF BEING UGLY ON THE RISK LINE! I CERTAINLY CAN’T EVEN LEAVE HARRY, MY BABY HARRY, MY EVERYTHING HARRY…
“Hey… I just finished canceling all of the bookings for the campaign; the money will be transferred back to your account immediately. Kim, please try to make up your mind. What do you want to do? We have till tomorrow to figure out what to do or else they will decide instead of y-…” Trevor’s words got interrupted by a phone call I received; it was the only person I didn’t want to talk to at this moment, because I won’t be able to hold myself:
*Phone Conversation*
Harry: “Hello kitten.”
Me: “Hello... (I sighed because his voice was killing me more and more .)”
Harry: “I know, you’re mad at me and I was a complete prick, I want to make it up for our tiny argument.”
Me: “(Ok, now how will I break the news to him!?! How can I possibly leave the only person I truly felt safe and loved the most with?) You don’t need to apologise.... (I paused and spoke) Harry ...?”
Harry:”Yes beautiful? (Stop being wonderful I’m dying ...)”
Me: “I just miss you, and I need to talk to you and see you and hug you and kiss you (I felt a tear slip on my cheek)... I-I... Oh god...”
Harry: “Hey! Baby I miss you more! Are you alright? Kimmy where are you? (He cooed his reply and I felt burning flames strike my soul.)"
Me: “(I sighed deeply) Can you come to the cafe near my hotel right now?”
Harry: “I’m on my way, but please stop crying baby you’re making me worried...?”
Me: “Promise me that you’ll always remember what I’ll say to you right now?”
Harry: “Without hearing it first, I promise.”
Me: “(I started officially crying as I spoke) I-I love you s-so much...”
(I couldn’t manage to hear anything anymore; I just hung up and sobbed.)
*Phone Call Ended*
Notes
I think that we all will stop liking these beauty competitions after what we just learned! I can't believe that they are allowed to interfere with the winner's life just because they gave her a crown and a title! :O! Honestly, didn't your heart break when Harry was being such an angel on the phone? I don't blame Kimberly, she is becoming devastated because sooner or later she needs to tell Harry about this. But, when will she? And what do you think his response will be?I think it's sooner than you expected, and by that I mean:
KEEP READING MY BEAUTIES <3 :D xx
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10/5/13