What has my Life become?
Chapter 2
*JESSIKAS POV*
when Niall introduce us to Liam..
Jake was excited because appearantly i love one of their songs and i didnt know who it was by..Im funny huh? Haha.
"So do you guys want to walk around and just hang out?" liam asked us
"Sure!" jake immideiatly answered.
"Umm jessika do you want to?" Niall asked noticing that i was just crying and im tired but didnt really mind ..
"Yeah its fine with me" I faked a smile.
"Umm lads can i have a minute with Jessika?" Jake shocked me.
"Yeah of course" Niall answered politely.
We walked over to the bench and he just stared at me
"Okay what!" I snapped
"What happened!"
"Oh.."
"Cmon tell me please..i hate to see you sad...and that smile? That smile you did back there it was fake..now cmon trust me.."
Fuck he could see right through me .
"Fine Jake..i dont know what Im gna do..once i have this little girl..I dont want her living under a bridge! thats not the life any mother would ever want for their child..i think i might i might..."
"No you cannot put her up fro adoption" Jake said worried
"I have to Jake its going to be too hard..We need to get back to them they look worried"
"We are not done with this conversation!"
"Fine"
We walked back and we stood there awkwardly for about a minute before Niall spoke..
"So what do you guys want to do?"
I didnt say anything. These were Jakes idols. I will let him choose.
"Umm we can go to the movies?" Jake answered
"Is that cool with you?" Liam asked me
"Yeah i dont care as long as my best friend here gets to spend a day with his idols." I smiled for real this time ..at jake..he smiled back blushing
hehe i made him blush in front of his idols!!
*LIAMS POV*
Well this is going off to a good start.
I wanted to get to know Jake.
he seemed nice and caring.
I could tell he really cared about Jessika.
Well off to the movies now.
*NIALLS POV*
I couldnt help but over hear Jessikas and Jakes conversation
I cant believe shes trying to put her baby up for adoption.
We from what Ive heard..i guess its her only option.
But she lives under this bridge?
For 8 months? If jake cared so much why doesnt she live with him? Why is a beautiful girl like Jessika living under a bridge? why is she even pregnant? All these questions were racing through my mind before i noticed they were coming back.
Great we are going to the movies.
Maybe just maybe i will have the guts to ask her out after the movies.
Maybe..
i hope so..
*JAKES POV*
UGH
when jess called me crying.
i couldnt help it and cry after she hung up.
My parents hate jess because they think shes stupid and too young for pregnancy but they dont understand her fucking ex raped her!!
I still remember that day clearly..
-Flashback-
I had just finished my homework.
When i heard climbing up my window.
i grabbed a bat and ready to hit any burgler
But when i saw the blonde hair i knew it was Jess.
Her clothes were ripped. And she had been crying.
so i started getting teary.
I went and helped her up..
She then hugged me tightly.
"Jess what happened whats wrong?!"
"E-Eric.."
"What did he do??" I was worried sick now.
"He He He raped me."
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU OKAY DID HE HURT YOU??? IMA GO FUCK HIM UP!!"
"Im fine he slapped me but Im fine..please J dont go dont..its not worth it..so i listened to her.
She cried for hours nd we just fell asleep together.
-End of Flashback-
I started crying at the memory..
i did what i always do to take the pain away..
i took my blade out and slit my wrist 3 times.
I then snuck out my house and found Jess..
She was with Niall horan omg.
We talked then liam came omg i was going to die!!
Liam was the cutest!!
It was funny because Jess doesnt know who they are but sje loves the song 'Over Again' it reminds her of...everything.
Well we were off to the movies now..fun
*ERICS POV*
I saw Jess today
Talking to those one direction guys.
She she was pregnant..
Did i do this to her? no its not possible
It cant be.
It did make sense though..its been 8 months..and no its not my baby!
i saw she left with the guys.
i saw the blonde one checking her.
no fuckn way was he going to get Jess ..my girl!!
I know she will hate me forever but i dont give a shit.
I want jessika!!
That bitch is going to be mine!!!
i followed them to the movies...
Showtime...
when Niall introduce us to Liam..
Jake was excited because appearantly i love one of their songs and i didnt know who it was by..Im funny huh? Haha.
"So do you guys want to walk around and just hang out?" liam asked us
"Sure!" jake immideiatly answered.
"Umm jessika do you want to?" Niall asked noticing that i was just crying and im tired but didnt really mind ..
"Yeah its fine with me" I faked a smile.
"Umm lads can i have a minute with Jessika?" Jake shocked me.
"Yeah of course" Niall answered politely.
We walked over to the bench and he just stared at me
"Okay what!" I snapped
"What happened!"
"Oh.."
"Cmon tell me please..i hate to see you sad...and that smile? That smile you did back there it was fake..now cmon trust me.."
Fuck he could see right through me .
"Fine Jake..i dont know what Im gna do..once i have this little girl..I dont want her living under a bridge! thats not the life any mother would ever want for their child..i think i might i might..."
"No you cannot put her up fro adoption" Jake said worried
"I have to Jake its going to be too hard..We need to get back to them they look worried"
"We are not done with this conversation!"
"Fine"
We walked back and we stood there awkwardly for about a minute before Niall spoke..
"So what do you guys want to do?"
I didnt say anything. These were Jakes idols. I will let him choose.
"Umm we can go to the movies?" Jake answered
"Is that cool with you?" Liam asked me
"Yeah i dont care as long as my best friend here gets to spend a day with his idols." I smiled for real this time ..at jake..he smiled back blushing
hehe i made him blush in front of his idols!!
*LIAMS POV*
Well this is going off to a good start.
I wanted to get to know Jake.
he seemed nice and caring.
I could tell he really cared about Jessika.
Well off to the movies now.
*NIALLS POV*
I couldnt help but over hear Jessikas and Jakes conversation
I cant believe shes trying to put her baby up for adoption.
We from what Ive heard..i guess its her only option.
But she lives under this bridge?
For 8 months? If jake cared so much why doesnt she live with him? Why is a beautiful girl like Jessika living under a bridge? why is she even pregnant? All these questions were racing through my mind before i noticed they were coming back.
Great we are going to the movies.
Maybe just maybe i will have the guts to ask her out after the movies.
Maybe..
i hope so..
*JAKES POV*
UGH
when jess called me crying.
i couldnt help it and cry after she hung up.
My parents hate jess because they think shes stupid and too young for pregnancy but they dont understand her fucking ex raped her!!
I still remember that day clearly..
-Flashback-
I had just finished my homework.
When i heard climbing up my window.
i grabbed a bat and ready to hit any burgler
But when i saw the blonde hair i knew it was Jess.
Her clothes were ripped. And she had been crying.
so i started getting teary.
I went and helped her up..
She then hugged me tightly.
"Jess what happened whats wrong?!"
"E-Eric.."
"What did he do??" I was worried sick now.
"He He He raped me."
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU OKAY DID HE HURT YOU??? IMA GO FUCK HIM UP!!"
"Im fine he slapped me but Im fine..please J dont go dont..its not worth it..so i listened to her.
She cried for hours nd we just fell asleep together.
-End of Flashback-
I started crying at the memory..
i did what i always do to take the pain away..
i took my blade out and slit my wrist 3 times.
I then snuck out my house and found Jess..
She was with Niall horan omg.
We talked then liam came omg i was going to die!!
Liam was the cutest!!
It was funny because Jess doesnt know who they are but sje loves the song 'Over Again' it reminds her of...everything.
Well we were off to the movies now..fun
*ERICS POV*
I saw Jess today
Talking to those one direction guys.
She she was pregnant..
Did i do this to her? no its not possible
It cant be.
It did make sense though..its been 8 months..and no its not my baby!
i saw she left with the guys.
i saw the blonde one checking her.
no fuckn way was he going to get Jess ..my girl!!
I know she will hate me forever but i dont give a shit.
I want jessika!!
That bitch is going to be mine!!!
i followed them to the movies...
Showtime...
11/16/13