*Anna’s POV*
Every day was the same. I woke up, silent, without talking, went to school, stayed quiet and tried to stay away from people, went home and shut the world outside my bedroom door. I was alone; at least it felt that way. Then in the evening my parents or Cat were telling me to come and eat some dinner but I would ignore them.
But today was different. I wasn’t used to the hurt anymore, because during all of that daily routine I felt absolutely nothing. I was numb. But today it hurt. More than ever. Today I did not not speak because I just didn’t feel like it. I had the feeling, that if I opened my mouth, there wouldn’t be any words coming out of it. I’d just scream. And I’d never stop.
I made through school without crying, even though today I felt like I could actually cry any second. Everything reminded me of Niall, especially here in school. Because these were all places where I had been with him, having fun, being happy.
As soon as I got home I went to my room and locked the door. I didn’t want to see anyone. Normally I didn’t care, I’d just ignore them. But today was different.
For the first time since the boys left I put on some music. I set my iPod on random. I didn’t even realize that there were songs on there that I always sang with Niall. Until it was to late.
*Cat’s POV*
I was sitting in my room, making homework, because unlike Anna I actually cared about school. But to be honest, since Anna didn’t speak anymore I stopped looking forward to school. We used to have fun in the lessons, being weird and making weird noises. We often laughed throughout a whole lesson because of one single sentence a teacher or a classmate or one of us said. There was no reason behind it, we just found everything funny. Because when we were together it was as if we were on drugs. Now Anna stared in thin air and I was sitting next to her trying to listen to the teachers and getting distracted by the abnormal behaviour of my best friend.
Suddenly a loud scream snapped my out of my thoughts. I knew who it was. And knew it was bad. I had to do something now. My and Louis’ plan couldn’t wait. Anna would go crazy. Or is she already? *Niall’s POV*
I had no idea what was going on, Louis didn’t tell me. But to be honest I didn’t care. As long as I didn’t have to act happy for the fans, I was good. Well, I was never good. But I was better.
We left the hotel that we were staying in with our entire luggage. It was only Louis and I; all the other boys were staying in the States. During the ride to the airport none of us talked. Not that I talked at all, I didn’t feel like it. But Louis normally never stopped talking. When we arrived, there were some fans at the airport. Before I could descend, Louis gripped my wrist.
“You will pretend to be happy, you hear me Niall? I’ve had enough of your stupid ‘I’m sad and everybody should see’-shit. The fans want to see us happy and if we’re not, they’re spreading rumours. So please fake a smile for them, will ya?”
Louis wasn’t the type for that kind of order but I followed it anyways. I smiled at the fans, gave some autographs and then Louis and I were in the airport alone, without anyone I had to pretend for.
The rest of the journey went by without any other conversation. Most of the time Louis didn’t even look at me. I knew he was awake during the whole flight, because I was watching him, but he either looked away or had his eyes closed.
Sadly our fans found out where we were travelling to and some were waiting outside. So Louis looked at me with a sincere look and I knew what I had to do. Faking smiles, writing autographs.
I still didn’t know what Louis and I were doing here. I just hoped it was over soon, so I could go ahead and drown in ma misery. Louis took our bags and put them into a black SUV. It took us to a hotel in London. I hoped I could just stay in the hotel room, doing nothing, but Louis had other plans. He dragged me outside again after putting our bags down. We got back into the SUV and we drove through London. We stopped in front of a small café where Louis motioned me to get out of the car. He went inside the café and I was following. I didn’t even look up until I heard a cry of pain.

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