Obsessed

Paisley's POV


The next morning, I was awake early. I couldn't sleep at all and I knew I had to get breakfast early, before everyone wakes up and starts bugging me.

I ordered room service and within fifteen minutes, my stack of pancakes with lemon and sugar on them had arrived and I sat in the middle of the fluffy warm bed, eating my amazing food and scrolling through twitter.

I was going to tweet a photo of my breakfast, but decided not to.

I was finishing my food when a knock came on my door.
It was still super early, I didn't know who would be awake at this time.





The door opened, without me having to say anything and Tully appeared.


"I'm about to wake everyone up in about half an hour. So If you wanted to head over to the arena before then?", she asked. I nodded and got out of bed, having a quick shower and getting ready.
Once I was changed I stepped out of the room with my handbag before I got into the elevator and it took me down to the car park.
I got in a black van and it took my for a drive, for half an hour to the arena.



Not many people were there. Hardly anyone at all.
So I was happy that I was able to get into my private dressing room without being stopped or spoken to by anyone.
But my phone kept buzzing with messages from everyone.



Where are you?! - Skylar sent.
Did you even get to the hotel last night? - Also from Skylar
DUDE! I'm freaking out! Where are you?!?!?!?!?! - AGAIN from Skylar
Tully said you were fine! And that you just weren't feeling well?! - So many messages from her!
Everyone is in mine and the girls' room! When you get here come in! We're playing a game of truth! - Skylar said.


Oi dude! Where are you? - Raya
Everyone is worried about you! - Raya
You haven't been speaking to any of us! What's up?! - Another from Raya
Please answer. We don't know what we did wrong! But I'm sure we can fix it! - Raya you did nothing wong




PAISLEY PAISLEY PAISLEY WHY DIDN'T YOU JUMP IN ONE OF THE VAN'S WITH US? - Louis
HEY PAI PAI ANSWER ME! - Louis again
WE ARE PARTYING IN THE GIRLS ROOM. WHEN YOU GET HERE PLEASE COME JOIN US! - Another from Louis.


There were a few from the others as well.
But there was just one from Harry.
Are you okay? - Harry

















My door was closed, but I could hear when they arrived. All of them were laughing and chatting away down the halls. And they seemed to stop right in front of my door.
"Okay Skylar, you're in the room and Raya you're in the one next to that. Boys you have these rooms, but you can choose them between yourselves", I heard Tully speak.
Soon, the noise died down.
But then I heard Louis, "Where is she?"

"Umm, she's not feeling real well. She's resting at the moment", Tully said.
I mentally thanked her for not telling anyone that I was already here.
"Is she here yet?", he asked.
"No. Not yet", Tully lied.
"Well when she gets here. Could you please tell me?", he asked.
"Yeah I will Lou", Tully said.
"I just hope she is okay"







I don't think I will ever be okay.



"You know you can't avoid them forever", Tully said to me, sitting on the opposite couch.
"I'm not avoiding them. I- I just want to be alone", I say in a small voice.
She knew I was in pain. "Are you going to rehearse? You girls are schedules to practise on stage after lunch", she spoke.
"Y-Yeah I might. I don't particularly want to walk into the lunch room with everyone staring at me though"
Tully laughed. "I will have someone bring you the food"
I nodded.




Tully walked out of the room about 10 minutes later and I laid down, trying to think things through.

The tears started to fall










As I was eating lunch quietly, a knock came on my door and it slowly opened.
Revealing Eleanor.

I didn't really know what to do but I gave her a little smile and looked down at me plate.
"You don't have to say anything. And I won't pester you to tell me what it wrong. I just wanted to make sure you were eating and see if you needed anything", she smiled gently.
"N-No I'm fine", I whisper, nodding my head. But not looking up to her.
"The girls are about to head over to the stage, if you wanted to go", she spoke.
"I just don't want everyone fussing over me and bugging me for answers", I say.
"Don't worry about anybody else. Just go do what you came to do and after that you can come back in here and relax. The best way to face your troubles is to work hard"
I agreed and soon enough, Eleanor was walking with me out to the stage.
The girls looked over when I walked through the back and became visible. Only then did I realise that the guys were also watching.

"Today, we won't be singing. Just quickly running through some changes and that's it.
I could feel everyone's eyes burning into me and rehearsal seemed to go on for hours before we were finally able to leave. "Hey! Where the hell have you been?!", Raya frowned.
I could still feels eyes on me. Everyone's eyes. "J-Just a-around", I say quietly, trying to smile before quickly walking back off the stage where I came from.



I left as soon as I gathered my stuff from my dressing room.
I wanted to get away from everyone.
The tears were dropping from my eyes slowly and I managed to walk out the doors just as I saw the whole gang coming towards me and calling my name.


I was in the van and driving off before they could speak to me.


But when Raya spoke to me, she sounded so mad.

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