Little Things
While The Boyfriend's Away...
After that day me and Harry were different around each other. A good different though. It was like we were more connected, more in sync with each other. Even when we were together at school people noticed the change in us. I mean other than feeling closer to harry I didn’t feel that much different. It wasn’t like having sex opened this door to all these fascinating things unseen by the virgin eye. I made love to the person I am in love with. Other than that it wasn’t as big a deal as I thought it would be. Not as emotional as I expected.
Alex was the first to notice the fact that I was simply glowing. We were in the library during study when Harry and Liam came in to visit. He was immediately drawn to me like there was a force between us automatically pulling us together. Everything fit right. Our lips fit perfectly to each other’s our bodies were like two puzzle pieces fitting together whenever we hugged. It was amazing. When he got called over to help Liam with something Alex whispered to me “You can tell. You guys just seem glowy. Like you made a real connection.”
But that little visit was his last before he got on his plane to continue the tour. I'm kind of regretting having sex with him. Not like that I mean I regret not waiting till I had more time with him. Now I have to wait another month or so before I see him again.
Throughout the week I felt more and more alone. I just wanted to see Harry. Come Friday I could barely be bothered to leave my room once I got home. All the sudden the front door opened. I raced out hoping it was Harry but it was Alex.
“Wow way to look happy to see me.” She put a box of donuts on the coffee table.
“I thought maybe you were Harry.” I plopped on the sofa
“Hun I know last weekend meant a lot to you but you’re acting like he died.” She sat next to me and handed a chocolate frosted.
“I know I just miss him. I don’t know what to do with myself. Other than going to school and drama I have nothing. And drama ends next week.”
“You should be excited the SHOW IS NEXT WEEK!!!” she said bouncing.
“Yah and then I have SAT’s the next day. Joyous me.” I took a bite of my donut. “And what if the boys don’t make it?”
“They will. They wouldn’t miss it for the world. You know that.” There was a knock on the door. “I’ll get it!” Alex went and opened the door for Rylan.
“So I got a cute dress some killer heels and with the help of your curling wand we will all look amazing to go out tonight.” Rylan exclaimed
“What no, no way. I just want to stay in.”
“That’s what we thought you would say.” Sighed Alex. “So…”
“So I got the Notebook, The Breakfast Club and a Skype date with the boys at 7:30 for us.” She smiled and pulled me into a hug.
“Thank you.”
LINE BREAK
“DON’T YOU FORGET ABOUT ME!!!! DON’T, DON’T, DON’T, DON’T, DON’T YOU FORGET ABOUT MEEE!!!” we were all singing at the top of our lungs with our first held high. Our little sing-a-long was interrupted by my computer going off, it was the boys.
“Hi!!!!” we all yelled.
“Oi you girls are happy. Were you crying Alex?” Lou asked looking concerned
“Yes.” She said with a smile. “Good crying.”
“We were watching the Breakfast Club.” Rylan smiled
“Ahh the slumber party tradition lives on.” Harry said.
“But of course.” I laughed. We got on to talking about random stuff, each of us texting the boys. After a while the girls all went to separate rooms so we could each talk to our boys alone.
“Hi.” I smiled
“Jazz, what’s been going on? The girls are really concerned about you. I’m concerned about you.”
“I miss you. A lot.” We were both quiet for a minute.
“Do you regret having sex with me?” he asked with the saddest look in his eye.
“No. I regret the timing. Being with you was perfect. But then you left. And now I’m alone.”
“You are not alone. You have the girls. And you have me. We only need to wait one more week.”
“I know.”
“Good now I want you to go out and go dancing with the girls. Its only 8:30 on a Friday night. I want you to go have fun.”
“But Harry-”
“No buts. Go.” He smiled and the girls came running in.
“Thanks Harry for finally convincing her to come out with us.”
“Anytime girls. Take care of her though.”
“We will by Harry.” And they clicked off. “Now let’s get you ready.”
Alex was the first to notice the fact that I was simply glowing. We were in the library during study when Harry and Liam came in to visit. He was immediately drawn to me like there was a force between us automatically pulling us together. Everything fit right. Our lips fit perfectly to each other’s our bodies were like two puzzle pieces fitting together whenever we hugged. It was amazing. When he got called over to help Liam with something Alex whispered to me “You can tell. You guys just seem glowy. Like you made a real connection.”
But that little visit was his last before he got on his plane to continue the tour. I'm kind of regretting having sex with him. Not like that I mean I regret not waiting till I had more time with him. Now I have to wait another month or so before I see him again.
Throughout the week I felt more and more alone. I just wanted to see Harry. Come Friday I could barely be bothered to leave my room once I got home. All the sudden the front door opened. I raced out hoping it was Harry but it was Alex.
“Wow way to look happy to see me.” She put a box of donuts on the coffee table.
“I thought maybe you were Harry.” I plopped on the sofa
“Hun I know last weekend meant a lot to you but you’re acting like he died.” She sat next to me and handed a chocolate frosted.
“I know I just miss him. I don’t know what to do with myself. Other than going to school and drama I have nothing. And drama ends next week.”
“You should be excited the SHOW IS NEXT WEEK!!!” she said bouncing.
“Yah and then I have SAT’s the next day. Joyous me.” I took a bite of my donut. “And what if the boys don’t make it?”
“They will. They wouldn’t miss it for the world. You know that.” There was a knock on the door. “I’ll get it!” Alex went and opened the door for Rylan.
“So I got a cute dress some killer heels and with the help of your curling wand we will all look amazing to go out tonight.” Rylan exclaimed
“What no, no way. I just want to stay in.”
“That’s what we thought you would say.” Sighed Alex. “So…”
“So I got the Notebook, The Breakfast Club and a Skype date with the boys at 7:30 for us.” She smiled and pulled me into a hug.
“Thank you.”
LINE BREAK
“DON’T YOU FORGET ABOUT ME!!!! DON’T, DON’T, DON’T, DON’T, DON’T YOU FORGET ABOUT MEEE!!!” we were all singing at the top of our lungs with our first held high. Our little sing-a-long was interrupted by my computer going off, it was the boys.
“Hi!!!!” we all yelled.
“Oi you girls are happy. Were you crying Alex?” Lou asked looking concerned
“Yes.” She said with a smile. “Good crying.”
“We were watching the Breakfast Club.” Rylan smiled
“Ahh the slumber party tradition lives on.” Harry said.
“But of course.” I laughed. We got on to talking about random stuff, each of us texting the boys. After a while the girls all went to separate rooms so we could each talk to our boys alone.
“Hi.” I smiled
“Jazz, what’s been going on? The girls are really concerned about you. I’m concerned about you.”
“I miss you. A lot.” We were both quiet for a minute.
“Do you regret having sex with me?” he asked with the saddest look in his eye.
“No. I regret the timing. Being with you was perfect. But then you left. And now I’m alone.”
“You are not alone. You have the girls. And you have me. We only need to wait one more week.”
“I know.”
“Good now I want you to go out and go dancing with the girls. Its only 8:30 on a Friday night. I want you to go have fun.”
“But Harry-”
“No buts. Go.” He smiled and the girls came running in.
“Thanks Harry for finally convincing her to come out with us.”
“Anytime girls. Take care of her though.”
“We will by Harry.” And they clicked off. “Now let’s get you ready.”
7/11/13