Crystalised

Jenna's POV

"Come on, Jen, wake up!" I felt a heavy object on my back. And the 'object' happened to be Leena. She jumped on me, yelling. It was really hard to focus on sleeping when someone is sitting on your back.

"Get….off" I said, but I didn't move.

"Come on Jen, wake up!" She said.

"Noooooo!" I exclaimed pushing her off of my back, and putting the pillow on my head.

"Come on!." She said and started laughing "Mom told me to wake you and drag you out of your bed and downstairs if I have to, so come on. Let's go!" She said. How can she be this excited this early. Wait, what time was it? I opened my eyes and the clock on my counter said 9:14.

"Seriously Leena?! It's fucking nine o'clock!" I yelled and put the blanket over my head.

It took her about 15 minutes more to make me get up. I went to the bathroom, did the everyday routine. When I came down, mom has made pancakes. I ate, and we sat by the Christmas tree.

"Ok, so we need to buy your grandma a present and your aunt Ana is visiting, so one of you has to share a room with her." Said, mom.

"She can stay in my room" I offered. I loved aunt Ana. She was my favorite.

"Ok. You girls have anything planned for tonight?" Asked mom. We did. We were invited to a Christmas party. One from school, and one One Direction was throwing. They had this party few days before Christmas every year, because on Christmas eve they were with their families. So I went shopping with Leena. Me and the girls were doing secret Santa this year. I was Lucy's which was great. I wanted to get something for her, and Leena was buying present's for her friends. I got Lucy a christmas sweater with kittens and a book. She loved the christmas atmosphere, and loved reading. It was perfect. I secretly got Leena a present. It was this lovely red dress she had wanted since the first time she saw it. At the time I was buying her dress, she went to Starbucks to buy us coffees, so she didn't see it. After the shopping, we went to eat.

"So, what are you wearing tonight?" She asked me.

"Ugh, I don't know." I sighed.

"Yeah, me nether." She said. "I was thinking of wearing red. But I have no red dresses. I only have that red top, which is ok, but I have worn it to school, so it's not special." She said, a little upset.

"Well that's terrific!" I said.

"Yeah, just peachy" She said, still upset.

"No, no. I mean, you can get your Christmas present early this year." I said, and took a perfectly wrapped box out of one of the bags. "Here you go."

"What is it?" SHe said, happily trying to open it. When she did, her jaw dropped "Oh…my…god Jen! You remembered!" She said. She was really thrilled. "Thank you, thank you thank you!" She attacked me with hugs and kisses.

"You are welcome" I said, proudly.

"Oh my god. Look at it. It's gorgeous!" She said admiring the dress.

"And it will look great on you." I said. I actually knew that because she tried on that one time. And it looked perfect.

"Oh, now I can't wait!" She said, as she put the dress back in the box, and closed the box. I just smiled. "Now, we just need to figure out what are you wearing. Oh and hair and make up. I almost forgot. I made reservation at the salon for manicure and pedicure. And face and hear treatment. That is my present to you. Making you flawless for tonight." She said, happily. It was really sweet of her.

"Wow, thanks. When do we have to go?" I asked.

"Well, we have about an hour. If you want we can go home, to leave all this stuff, or we can shopping for your clothes tonight, and directly go to the salon."

"Let's shop" I said, because there was really nothing for me to wear.

We shopped about an half an hour. We found this really cute dress. It was white-creamy color and brown boots. It was really cute, I loved it. After that, we went to the salon, where we got our facial and hair treatment, as well as the manicure and pedicures. When we got home, it was around 6. My phone rang.

"Hello" I answered it. It was Chelsea.

"Hey girl. Are you coming over my house? We are all getting ready here." She said. But I already promised Leena that she can help me get ready. Because she made that her present to me. It was really rude if I refused.

"Sorry, I am getting ready with Leena here. But we'll meet up at Kyle's at around 9-ish ok?" I said. Kyle was the one throwing the party where our whole school was invited.

"Ugh, fine. See ya then." She said, and hung up. Right after that, Harry called me.

"Hello, love" He said.

"Hey" I answered. I loved when he called me 'love'.

"When do I pick you up tonight?" He said. I didn't tell him that I was going to stop by at Kyle's party.

"Oh, well" I said, a little unsure

"What? You ARE coming, right?" He said woried.

"Yeah, yeah. Just, I promised Leena that I will stop by at this Kyle guy, party. Richard is there, and she want's to see him. And Britney and Chelsea are also there." I said "They don't know that I am going at your party, so I will disappear and me and Leena will come. Ok?" I said. Niall invited Leena to the One Direction party. They were really close. But nothing like that, you know.

"Ok sure. See you then." He said.

"K,k." I said, and hung up.

Me and Leena started. She did my hair in this soft curls. And after my boycott failed, she put make up on me. When I looked in the mirror, it was like a totally different person. She then quickly did herself and I helped her. She put on her red dress, which looked really good on her, and black heels. She tried to make me wear heels. But the thing is, I can't walk on heels. I broke one pair and she said that the boots were the best alternative.

We finally drove to the party. Wow, so many people. Half the school was here. Leena ran off to find Richard and I looked for Britney and Chelsea. Lucy was being distant lately. Since the night she baled on me and the other girls. I barely talk to her. She didn't want to come to this party, she said it was dumb and that they never go to this kind of parties. But Britney and Chelsea wanted to go, and I promised Leena, so I went too.

As I was standing outside, I saw Lucy.

"Lucy? What are you doing here?" I said, I was happy to see her.

"Oh hey. Where are Britney and Chelsea?" She asked a little distracted.

"I don't know, I just got here. How have you been?" I asked her. Although we had the same classes, and we sat at lunch together, and did secret Santa, I haven't hang out with her in a while.

"I had some things on my mind. Anyway, how are you? How's Harry?" She asked. She never asked me about Harry, I just figured she isn't as obsessed as Britney and Chelsea were with my relationship.

"Oh, yeah I am good. And so is Harry." We had our small talk, and then she excused herself and went inside. I waited for a while but decided to go inside too. It was crowded, the music was loud and there was too much smoke. I saw Leena talking to Richard. He seemed pretty in to her. I made my way through the crows and saw Britney and Lucy talking. But they weren't laughing, they were actually fighting.

"What's going on?" I asked, concerned.

"You are in on this !" Britney yelled at Lucy, as Lucy walked away "Hey. Oh nothing just fighting with Lucy."

"Is that why she is so distant? You guys have been fighting?" I asked I really didn't know that.

"We are fighting because she is being distant. She is being a bitch about it. Don't worry, it will blow off. She has her moments." Britney said, and handed me a drink. I didn't want to take it, because I didn't want to drink tonight.

"No thanks. Will you hold my purse, I really need to go to the bathroom." I said and handed her my bag.

I went into the bathroom, not because I really needed to go. It was too loud and to much smoke, and my eyes were reacting and tears were falling out of them because of the smoke. I fixed my make up and got out of the bathroom.

"You didn't tell me you were leaving." Said Britney. She was a little upset. My phone was in her hand. I was confused.

"What?" I said.

"'When are you coming baby, the party started?' Harry. Are you going to the One Direction party?" Se asked. Chelsea was looking at the ground. I didn't invite them, but how can I not now?

"You guys can come if you want to." I said

"Are you sure you can bring us?" Said Chelsea.

"Of course. Harry wouldn't mind." I said, and smiled. After a half an hour I collected Leena, and we went to the One Direction party. We got in quickly and left our coats. Britney and Chelsea were amazed.

"I'm gonna go find Harry." I said, and got lost in the crowd. I got a message as I was walking. I opened it. It was from Lucy.

'Where are you? We need to talk.'

'I am at One Direction's party. What's wrong?' I wrote.

'Please tell me Britney and Chelsea aren't there!'

'They are. What's going on Lucy?' I was walking and typing.

'Watch your back!' She wrote. As I was walking and staring into my phone, I felt someone picking me up.

"YOU CAME!" It was Zayn. He was really drunk.

"Put me down!!" I screamed and laughed. He put me down and took my hand. He was taking me to Harry.

"Oh lover boy, your lady friend is here." He said, letting go of my hand and pointing to me. Harry lit up.

"Hey" He said, as he came really close and started into my eyes.

"Hi" I said, feeling his breath. He then pulled me by my waist closer, and filled the gap between our lips. I put my hands around his neck. I could taste the lacquer on his tongue. After few minutes, we pulled away.

"Here" He said handing me a glass of champagne "Drink" He said, and kissed my cheek.

"Ok fine, but just one glass." I said, and started drinking. I remembered that Britney and Chelsea were somewhere lost, so I went looking for them. After I found them, I brought them to the guys table. Liam was there with Danielle. They were talking and the conversation was intense. We sat on the other side of the table, and Danielle got up and left. I scooted closer to Liam, as Britney and Chelsea were fan-girling.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked him.

"Drama. Never mind. How are you?" He asked me being sweet. But he was still bothered by their fight.

"I am ok. You can talk to me if you want to." I said, putting my hand on his shoulder. He smiled.

"It's just, she always does this." He started talking. "She makes a big deal out of little things, you know what I mean?" I nodded "For instance, she never gets jealous, but when she does, it makes up for all the time she wasn't. Tonight is one of 'those' nights. I chatted with an old friend of mine. She is a girl, and Danielle doesn't really like her. So she was lecturing me in how that girl was drunk and is bad influence on me. Like I need her too tell me that." He said. He was really upset.

"I'm sure she does that because she cares…" I said. I wanted to comfort him.

"I know, but she overdoes it. I can't stand when she is this overprotective. It drives me crazy."

"It's a girl thing. Trust me. She cares too much. Don't worry, she'll come around" I said, and smiled at him.

"Thanks" He said, and smiled too "Where's Harry?" He changed the subject.

"I have no idea. He's around here somewhere." I said, stretching my neck looking for Harry in the crowd.

"Not to make you paranoid, or anything. But, keep an eye on Harry. He doesn't know what he is doing, or saying when he's drunk." Liam suggested. I guess that was friendly advice. I smiled, and he got up.

"I am off to find Danielle. Have a fun night" He said, and left. When I turned around, Chelsea and Britney weren't there. I was alone. I got up, to go find Harry, and as I was moving through the crowd I spotted Britney talking to Harry. I smiled and walked towards them, but Chelsea blocked my way.

"Oh there you are. Come on, let's dance!" She said, and pulled me by my hand. We danced, although I am not sure how that looked. After I was to tired, to stand.

"Come on one more song!" Said Chelsea, holding my hand.

"I really need to find Harry, Chels." I said, finally getting away. I went in circles and I couldn't find him anywhere. I saw Leena and Nail laughing with some people, so I went to them.

"Hey, have you seen Harry?" I asked. Leena shook her head, and Niall also.

"Oh wait" He said "He is…" He was looking around, looking for Harry. I waited, and laughed a little because he was really cute "Yeah, I have no idea" He finally said, and smiled.

"Ok, thanks." I said, because I actually saw someone with curly hear and that looked like Harry. I went to him and it was Harry. He was sitting on our table drinking alone.

"Hey, where have you been?" I said, as I sat next to him, and kissed his cheek. He didn't react to anything. "Earth to Harry." I said, waving my hand in front of his eyes. They were fixed on the table, and he didn't even blink. "You ok?" I said in his ear, because I thought that he couldn't hear me. He stood up, and took my hand. He dragged me basically all the way. I couldn't see where we were going. We finally went into one room where it was quieter.

"You ok?" I asked him again. He was going up and down in his room. He was really angry about something. "Baby?" I said, concerned. He punched the wall with his fist. He barely missed my head. He came really close to me, and you could actually see the anger in his eyes. "Harry, you're scaring me " I said scared.

"Good" He said, still looking into my eyes.

"Calm down, we'll talk ok?" I said putting hi other hand, not the one that almost punched me, into both my hands.

"Talk about what?" He said sarcastic.

"Well whatever made you angry, come on" I said. I was to scared of him. He was drunk and he almost hit me. I didn't want to make him that more mad, at least not when we are alone like this.

"You know…I thought everything was ok, know what I mean? Like, I do everything for you. I would kill for you, because I love you. And yet, I don't get anything in return." He said. I was really confused right now.

"What are you talking about?" I said.

"And then, you meet some random guy, right?" He ignored me "And you THROW yourself at him.." He couldn't finish the sentence, because the anger was taking over him again.

"Wh….what?" I said confused. How did he find that out?!

"Don't.Lie.To.Me!" He said, pausing after every word. "And," He continued as my eyes filled with tears. "To think I felt sorry for you, it's just mad isn't it?"

"I am sorry, you felt SORRY for me?!" I was becoming angry and the fear just disappear. "You felt SORRY for me?!" I asked again.

"Don't twist this, Jen! Don't act like the victim like you always do. You are not! You are a snake and a bitch and whoring around the way you do, won't get you anywhere in life!" He shouted at me. I could feel his breath because he was really close to me. The worst took over me.

"Yeah, and you know what?! So what if I did whore around, as you said. I was drunk and high and you of all people should understand that! Besides, I don't even remember that, so fuck you Harry. And let me leave!" I said, because he was holding my arm. He griped it tighter, and it started to hurt. "Harry let go of me!"

"You think you will weasel your way out of this that easy?" He said with a threatening voice. The fear came back.

"Harry you are hurting me, please let go!" I said, panicking. My heart was beating really fast. We were in a back room at a loud party. If I die, here and now, no one will witness it. He was coming closer, and closer. But I was so scared. I suddenly heard the door open. Harry turned around. It was some random person. A random person that saved me. I quickly ran out before Harry could realize what was going on. I got lost in the crowd. I had tears in my eyes. I knew that Britney told him this. Only her and Chelsea knew what happened, and I was with Chelsea half the night and saw Britney talk to him. But why would she do this?! I took my purse and got out as quick as I could. I got out from the back door, because there were paparazzi outside and I didn't want to deal with them now. I was walking in an unknown direction. I really didn't care where I was going. I just wanted to get out of there. When I finally caught my breath I realized it's really cold. I saw my phone, I had like a million missed calls. All from Lucy. I called her.

"Hi" I said in a low voice.

"Are you ok? I've been trying to call you all night!" She said, worried. She warned me. She told me watch your back. I just didn't listen. I NEVER LISTEN!

"No." I said, quietly.

"It happen didn't it? Britney told Harry?" She asked with tiny a little hope in her voice that it's not what happened. But, it was.

"Yeah…" I said. I really didn't know what else to say.

"Where are you?" She asked me. I didn't know where I was, but I told her what's around me, and she came with a car. She couldn't drive as far as I knew.

"You can drive?!" I asked, as I went inside.

"Yeah, but I don't have license. So come on, it's my parents car." She said.

"Were are we going? And what's going on!?" I said confused.

"My place. I am home alone. I will explain everything." She said, and we drove off.

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