As I lay there, I was petrified, what if she had, no, she can't have done, could she? Thoughts were raping my mind. The world seemed to stand still for hours on end, nothing happening, just me at war with my imagination. Once I snapped out of my trance due to hunger pains, I called for a nurse. Molly didn't come, it was the older one, called pearl.

" yes miss?" she asked, popping her head round the door.

"please, could you tell me the time, then reassure me that I haven't missed the chance of dinner" I say. Hopeful that I can have it. You only get it between 6 and 7. Before the cooks go home.

"is half eight miss, but you are able to have dinner" she replies smiling.

"what? How? I thought the chief left an hour and a half ago" I say confused.

"you are in a VIP part of the hospital. Anything you want, you can have. We can home cook, or order in, what would you fancy?" she asks. This was music to my ears.

"I can have anything" I ask dreamily.

"anything" she replies with a laugh. What a nice lady.

"may I have.......chicken covered in breadcrumbs. And then another chicken filer wrapped in bacon. Mhmm yes" I say, almost drooling.

"right away miss" she chuckles and ponders out. Retuning 30 minuets later with my tray. It was delicious. I then ordered a etón mess. Strawberries, crushed up meraunge, and cream. Whilst she was getting me one, I found the remote for my tv, and flicked to the news. Shocked to see the headlines "ONE DIRECTION IN HOSPITAL, BUT WHO'S THE DADDY? I'm outraged. What are they on about. Then I see something I thought I'd never see. A picture of Clare, giving birth to her still born. Zany holding her hand, Harry on a chair, Louis on a chair beside him, Liam stood up, and Niall looking out of the window. A camera must have got them in the hospital. I turn up the volume of the tv. "after realising there secret was out, the five boys were rushed away from the paparazzi and are now at a untraceable location. What will they do next? And what about the girl Liam can only descirbe as the love of his life? We will let you know as soon as we have more infomation, back to the studio" that was what the reporter had to say. I was shocked. As soon as the nurse came in and say the tv on the news channel she looked down and disappointed.

"we were going to inform you of this miss, but when you were better, and it was none of our buisness, it's your personal life miss." she says quickly handing me the glorious dessert.

"where is Clare now?" I ask panicked. She stays silent. "WHERE?" I half shout because my voice is croaky.

"down on the lower floor." pearl replies.

"bring her up here at once please. Into my room, and find her a bed like mine, and please have it put in here, then cook her whatever she wants. Please could you do that for me?" I ask.

"I'll see to it done miss" she says. Before skutteling out of the door.

"THANK YOU" I shout after her. I don't know if she heard or not. she didn't reply anyhow.