After a lot of shouting from the boys, and a few punches from one guy to another, I decide this is stupid, fighting over silly little moi. I stand in between them and they stop fighting. I whisper to Louis what we are going to do then go back to Liam's. As we arrive he sees what louis did to his room, we clean it up. And then I go down to the bathroom, I pass the guest room. Clare isn't there. Clare hasn't been there in like a week, neither has zayn, they must still be at the hotel. I call Clare, she dosnt pick up. So I call zayn, I don't know why I have his number but I...just...do I guess. I call him, he dosnt pick up, so I call him again, this time he does pick up.

"hey how's you and Liam and Niall and Louis?" he asks

"good thanks, nearly all sorted" I reply

"that's great, can we come home now?" he asks.

"sure" I reply.

"on our way" he says, he sounds happy. Awww . When he arrives home, he is here with Clare. Clare seems, tubbier, moodier, oh my god. As I run up and hug her I confirm it. She's got fatter. I think this means...

"YOUR PREGNANT?!?" I shout excitedly.
"that obvious huh" zayn laughs. a grin plasters my face from ear to ear.

"That's great, when did this happen?" I ask, so happy I could burst.

"don't know, she's only three weeks so it's just starting, I can't believe you noticed" he laughs. Clare just stands there nervously.

"this is fantastic, I'm so happy for you Clare" I scream. Expecting her to jump for joy as I am. But she dosnt.

"mhmm" she mumbles.

"what's up?" I ask, genuinely concerned.

"nothing" she puts on a weak smile, I can tell its an act but zayn hasn't, it's a woman thing, we can just....tell.

Liam is as happy as I am, he pats zayn on the back and says stuff like "nice one mate" and he whispers something back but I can hear as he whispers it right in Liam's ear.

Liam smiles and says "I hope so" I wonder what it was. Later that night I talk to Clare in her room. I've talked to Liam about everything, he will talk to Louis tomorrow, I still love Liam, I haven't fallen for Lou but I can stay over at his often. It is like my house.

"so Clare, what's wrong? And don't try anything with me, I know you, you haven't changed one bit" I say. She nods.

"I don't want this baby poppy, I'm not ready"

"sure you are, and zayn will be a great father, I know it" I encourage

"no poppy, I'm not ready. I've been to the doctors when zayn was food shopping the other day, I've scheduled an abortion, I'm going to tell him it's a miscarriage" she tells me, with tears in her eyes.

"oh Clare no!" I cry. "it's a baby"

"it's just something I feel I have to do, just understand and go with me tomorrow, thats when I'm going. One pill and it's gone, some new thing, pretty easy" she forces out a weak smile, I have to give in.

"ok, but I hate this, I hate all of this" I go to bed without a word, I cuddle with Liam as I still don't have a room of my own, he wraps his arms around me and I fall asleep. Niall is at home, he didn't come to Louis. He unpacked the food for us, took the jammy dodgers and went haha. I get up early and me and Clare set off, I leave a note for the boys saying we have gone shopping. We stop off at lipsy and get a new top each to prove we did go shopping then off to the clinic. We are driving down a long road when Clare turns to me and says

"is this the right thing to do?"

"no!" I shout.

"I don't want the baby, but I love zayn, and zayn loves this baby"

"then do what you think is best" I say supportively. Then a rabbit runs into the other side of the road, a car swerves and crashes into my little mini cooper. We are shoved off the road and smashed into a brick wall by the huge black truck. I then slip away into the darkness.

Notes

Unlucky chapter 13!!! Xxx