Why Me?
Chapter5
I'm speechless. Did harry , harry styles just kiss me? "Norah , Norah ! Answer me please " "oh yeah I'm sorry what did you say?" "Can we sit down?" We sat on my bed. It was a bit awkward until he finally spoke up.
"Norah , I'm sorry for kissing you. Even though we only known each other for a couple days... I just feel something . I never felt before. I guess you can say it's love a first sight." I wanted to cry. The one boy I love loves me back! Until he finds out want I really am. "Harry I just can't. I like you I really do but I can't. I'm sorry." He looked shocked and hurt. Most hurt. His eyes turned into sadness. I feel so guilty. "Is it that we only known each other for a few days? I'm sorry I rushed this. I just can't control myself around you." He sounded like a little boy who did something wrong. It was so cute I wanted to kiss him. But I knew I couldn't. "How about we start off as friends and lets see if those feeling are still there after a while." He smiled ear to ear. "I'll really like that thank you Norah." "No need to thank me Harry." It was a awkward silence again . "Harry don't you think we should be down stairs?" "Oh yeah let's go."
He opens the door for me. He's such a gentlemen. We walk down stairs and Zayns giving me the evil eye. I look away trying I advoid eye contact with him. "So what were you guys talking about?" "Oh nothing." I walk into the kitchen to find Nial rummaging through the cabinets. "Where is the cereal" I clear my throat and he looks at me in shame. I walk to the cabinet where the cereal is and take out lucky charms. "Hey I didn't know you play the Irish leprechaun on the lucky charms box! Good for you!" I laughed and he laughed. "Good one Nor!" I open the fridge and look for the milk. Great we don't have none. Nial starts whining
. "Quit being a baby ill go and get some." "But I can't wait! I'm hungry now!!! " I just walk out the kitchen and go to my room. I can't be seen in the same outfit I had on this morning. The magazines would go crazy with that! So I go upstairs in change into this http://www.polyvore.com/bored/set?id=95073755 . It's sad. Even though I'm not dating none of the boys just friends with them , the girls on twitter would send me so much hate! They'll pick out every little flaw about me or my outfit! So no matter where I go I have to look presentable. I walk down stairs and grab my keys. I walk to the door. "Where you going Norah?" "I'm going to the grocery store to pick up some food. Wanna join?" "I would love too." Me and harry We walk to the car and get in. The ride was mostly quiet until I started to get a cough. A bad cough.
I tried to Hold in my cough because I didn't want to make harry worried since he was already looking at me weird. But mission failed. I started coughing crazy, feeling this thing in my thoart! "Umm Norah you okay?" "Yes I'm fine." I faked a smile. "You don't sound it! You need to go to the doctors!" I already have. "No I'm fine I just had something in my thoart." "Oh okayy." "So Norah why don't you want to be with me? When we kissed I felt ... Sparks! Like I never felt with any other girl. And I know you felt them too!" "Harry... It's complicated. Lets just be friends. Please and if the sparks are still there then we can but for now? No." It was quiet after that. When we finally got to the store I parked the car and he kissed me! There go the sparks again.
He pulled away and I was still leaning in with my lips pucked. He chuckled and I caught what I was doing. "Norah the sparks are still there. Please." "Harry , just please , let's go in the store." I open the door and paps are already surrounding the car. "Are you and harry dating" "how long" "Harry's a womanizer." We finally got in the store and asked if people will block it so no Paps can get in. We headed to get some spaghetti and milk.
I turn around and see harry flirting with some brunette bitch. I started to get angry , actaually jealous but I had to remember that we Weren't together. I walk up to them giggling. "Um harry. We have to go now." "Quit being a party popper you see me talking to my future hubby." "But your not the one his in bed fucking every night are you? No bitch I am." I grab Harry's arm and walk to the cashier leaving that butch speechless. "What was that." "Save it harry."
We walk out to the car! Good the paps finally lefted. We get into the car and I fully ignore harry. "What's the problem Norah?" "Your the problem." "What I do?" "You kiss me and say you love me then you flirt with another bitch? Really?" "Lets not forget your the on who said were not together." We're home. "Yup and from what you did at the grocery store , we never will be." I slam the door and enter the house . Leaving harry outside shocked.
I walk into the kitchen not worried about all the "hi" the boys said to me. I start to boil the hot water when the door bell rang! Why won't he just go home? I surely didn't answer it and went back to making my sause. I heard the door knock again. I was getting irritated. "Get the door someone." I think it was Liam who got up and open the door. Harry made sure he stayed away from me. But I wanted him to come and annoy me. Apologize until I forgave him. But It never happen. I was finishing my final touches to my sause when I went into the grocery and saw the magazine. There we go again. I'm on the front page. "Norah leaving the house with no makeup?" "Norah breeze , Zayns secret lover is seen leaving her house Around 2:30 in the afternoon on August 13th. Why would she set her self up?" That really hurt me! I'm not even with Zayn!!! I walk out to the living room where all the boys and sitting and laughing to Spongbob. i throw the magazine at Zayn ready to cry.
Zayn scans the front page and reads the words on the next. He gets up and sighs. "Norah any of. That stuff is not true! Your beautiful with no make up. There just jealous that they don't have a Awsome best Friend like I do." I cried into his shoulder and let it out. Let all my pain out not just from the magazine. I step away from him and wipe away my tears. His shirt is soaked. "Thank you Zayn for being there when I need you!" "That's what best friends are for right?" "Right." "Now let me go and change my drenched shirt." I head back into the kitchen to finish my spaghetti. Yay it's finished. I make my way to the living room and tell the boys the food was ready. But before I could finish my sentence Nial is already in the kitchen making a plate. My little teddy bear.
All the boys go into the kitchen except for Harry. But I tried not to worry since I'm still mad at him. He comes in a couple minute later making his way to the food. The boys are all seated at the table and I join them. But don't eat. "Nor, are you alright? I haven't seen you eat in day!" "I'm just not feeling so well lately. Probably a little stomach ache that all." Zayn didn't look convinced but I couldn't stress it. "Thank you for the food Norah. It was delouse." "Yeah me too." "Me three." "Your welcome , anytime guys. You about to leave?" "Yeah , we have a fan signing to do tommorrow so we need our rest." "Okayy. Ill seen you later then. Bye" Finally alone at last with my bestfriend. I change into my pjs and head to the living to find Zayn watching a movie. "Whatchu watching?" "21 jumps street." "We'll can I join." "Sure thing babe." He pats the sofa next to him.
I snuggle right next to him as he holds me. "I miss these times.. They were just about me and you." "I know Norah , me too." I fell asleep soon after that. I wake up to find myself in my bed. Zayn must of brought me in here! I felt like I was missing something .. Oh yeah my alarm for my chemo. I get up to walk to bathroom and stop. I forgot I don't have chemo today! YAY!! I walk down stairs to find Zayn in the kitchen drinking tea. I make me some coffee and join him. "We'll GoodMorning Zayn." "Yeah good morning ." He rolled his eyes. "How are you doing!" He doesn't answer. I'm getting real irritated now! "Zayn what's wrong? We just had a good night last night." He slid the magazine across the table over to me. My heart dropped. It was a picture of me and harry kissing in the car "Did harry find a new girlfriend?" "Is she cheating on Zayn?" "Norarry?"
Zayn stood up and was about to walk out the kitchen until I stopped him. "Zayn I can explain." "How Norah!" ". I'm not going to say it was a mistake because it wasn't. " "harry is a womanizer. He has a different woman in his bed probably every night!" "I know Zayn I know!" "He's not good for you Norah. Stag away from him." I was silent. "I just don't want you to get hurt . Your like my little sister and if he breaks your heart ill break his face." "I know Zayn and I'm sorry." "Don't be sorry. I see the way you light up when he enters the room or how he stares at you for minutes at a time admiring your every detail. I know you both feel something for each other and I'm not going to get in the way of it. All I'm saying is I hope you know what your getting yourself into." "Zayn your acting like me and him are dating ! We're not! It was only like a kiss or two !" "But I can see in both of you , you guys want each other so don't Deny it. Like my mom always said. Let true love be and accept it." We both said the last part. "Okay big brother. Now, don't you have a sighing?" "Yeah wanna join?" "I would love too! Just let me get dressed. Give me and hour or two." "Just hurry up."
He leave my room and I rush to the bathroom and get in the shower. I got out and looked myself the mirror wondering if it was a good idea going to the sighing . They already hate me! There gonna hate me more after they see I kissed harry. But fuck it I'm going. I looked for about 30 mins for the best outfit and decided to go with this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=95151708 I felt like I look very good. I wasn't showing too much and I wasn't showing too little. But those girls will just try to point a flaw out even if its like "you have to much eye lashes!" They'll do that just to make me have a flaw! I walk down stairs and see Zayn on the phone , so I sit on the couch and wait for him to finish. He walks in the living room and sits next to me. "You look beatiful Norah. I like all zee colors. Oh and a car will be picking us up in like 5 mins." "Thank you . I know I wanted to try something different and okay." It's pretty silent until the doorbell rings not awkward silent , more like comftable silent. He opens the door and I see harry. Great! "Norah's coming with us today. Is it okay with Paul?" "Yeah probably just don't let the fans get to her."
We walk out the house and I try my best to ignore harry. It seems to be working .. Very good. We exit the car and all I hear are screaming girls and I see security guards leading us inside the place. On our way there I heard some girls call names out at me. "Hoe, fat cow , slut, gold digger!" It was very hurtful but I just tried to think past that. I already have allot of my plate ..!!
"Norah , I'm sorry for kissing you. Even though we only known each other for a couple days... I just feel something . I never felt before. I guess you can say it's love a first sight." I wanted to cry. The one boy I love loves me back! Until he finds out want I really am. "Harry I just can't. I like you I really do but I can't. I'm sorry." He looked shocked and hurt. Most hurt. His eyes turned into sadness. I feel so guilty. "Is it that we only known each other for a few days? I'm sorry I rushed this. I just can't control myself around you." He sounded like a little boy who did something wrong. It was so cute I wanted to kiss him. But I knew I couldn't. "How about we start off as friends and lets see if those feeling are still there after a while." He smiled ear to ear. "I'll really like that thank you Norah." "No need to thank me Harry." It was a awkward silence again . "Harry don't you think we should be down stairs?" "Oh yeah let's go."
He opens the door for me. He's such a gentlemen. We walk down stairs and Zayns giving me the evil eye. I look away trying I advoid eye contact with him. "So what were you guys talking about?" "Oh nothing." I walk into the kitchen to find Nial rummaging through the cabinets. "Where is the cereal" I clear my throat and he looks at me in shame. I walk to the cabinet where the cereal is and take out lucky charms. "Hey I didn't know you play the Irish leprechaun on the lucky charms box! Good for you!" I laughed and he laughed. "Good one Nor!" I open the fridge and look for the milk. Great we don't have none. Nial starts whining
. "Quit being a baby ill go and get some." "But I can't wait! I'm hungry now!!! " I just walk out the kitchen and go to my room. I can't be seen in the same outfit I had on this morning. The magazines would go crazy with that! So I go upstairs in change into this http://www.polyvore.com/bored/set?id=95073755 . It's sad. Even though I'm not dating none of the boys just friends with them , the girls on twitter would send me so much hate! They'll pick out every little flaw about me or my outfit! So no matter where I go I have to look presentable. I walk down stairs and grab my keys. I walk to the door. "Where you going Norah?" "I'm going to the grocery store to pick up some food. Wanna join?" "I would love too." Me and harry We walk to the car and get in. The ride was mostly quiet until I started to get a cough. A bad cough.
I tried to Hold in my cough because I didn't want to make harry worried since he was already looking at me weird. But mission failed. I started coughing crazy, feeling this thing in my thoart! "Umm Norah you okay?" "Yes I'm fine." I faked a smile. "You don't sound it! You need to go to the doctors!" I already have. "No I'm fine I just had something in my thoart." "Oh okayy." "So Norah why don't you want to be with me? When we kissed I felt ... Sparks! Like I never felt with any other girl. And I know you felt them too!" "Harry... It's complicated. Lets just be friends. Please and if the sparks are still there then we can but for now? No." It was quiet after that. When we finally got to the store I parked the car and he kissed me! There go the sparks again.
He pulled away and I was still leaning in with my lips pucked. He chuckled and I caught what I was doing. "Norah the sparks are still there. Please." "Harry , just please , let's go in the store." I open the door and paps are already surrounding the car. "Are you and harry dating" "how long" "Harry's a womanizer." We finally got in the store and asked if people will block it so no Paps can get in. We headed to get some spaghetti and milk.
I turn around and see harry flirting with some brunette bitch. I started to get angry , actaually jealous but I had to remember that we Weren't together. I walk up to them giggling. "Um harry. We have to go now." "Quit being a party popper you see me talking to my future hubby." "But your not the one his in bed fucking every night are you? No bitch I am." I grab Harry's arm and walk to the cashier leaving that butch speechless. "What was that." "Save it harry."
We walk out to the car! Good the paps finally lefted. We get into the car and I fully ignore harry. "What's the problem Norah?" "Your the problem." "What I do?" "You kiss me and say you love me then you flirt with another bitch? Really?" "Lets not forget your the on who said were not together." We're home. "Yup and from what you did at the grocery store , we never will be." I slam the door and enter the house . Leaving harry outside shocked.
I walk into the kitchen not worried about all the "hi" the boys said to me. I start to boil the hot water when the door bell rang! Why won't he just go home? I surely didn't answer it and went back to making my sause. I heard the door knock again. I was getting irritated. "Get the door someone." I think it was Liam who got up and open the door. Harry made sure he stayed away from me. But I wanted him to come and annoy me. Apologize until I forgave him. But It never happen. I was finishing my final touches to my sause when I went into the grocery and saw the magazine. There we go again. I'm on the front page. "Norah leaving the house with no makeup?" "Norah breeze , Zayns secret lover is seen leaving her house Around 2:30 in the afternoon on August 13th. Why would she set her self up?" That really hurt me! I'm not even with Zayn!!! I walk out to the living room where all the boys and sitting and laughing to Spongbob. i throw the magazine at Zayn ready to cry.
Zayn scans the front page and reads the words on the next. He gets up and sighs. "Norah any of. That stuff is not true! Your beautiful with no make up. There just jealous that they don't have a Awsome best Friend like I do." I cried into his shoulder and let it out. Let all my pain out not just from the magazine. I step away from him and wipe away my tears. His shirt is soaked. "Thank you Zayn for being there when I need you!" "That's what best friends are for right?" "Right." "Now let me go and change my drenched shirt." I head back into the kitchen to finish my spaghetti. Yay it's finished. I make my way to the living room and tell the boys the food was ready. But before I could finish my sentence Nial is already in the kitchen making a plate. My little teddy bear.
All the boys go into the kitchen except for Harry. But I tried not to worry since I'm still mad at him. He comes in a couple minute later making his way to the food. The boys are all seated at the table and I join them. But don't eat. "Nor, are you alright? I haven't seen you eat in day!" "I'm just not feeling so well lately. Probably a little stomach ache that all." Zayn didn't look convinced but I couldn't stress it. "Thank you for the food Norah. It was delouse." "Yeah me too." "Me three." "Your welcome , anytime guys. You about to leave?" "Yeah , we have a fan signing to do tommorrow so we need our rest." "Okayy. Ill seen you later then. Bye" Finally alone at last with my bestfriend. I change into my pjs and head to the living to find Zayn watching a movie. "Whatchu watching?" "21 jumps street." "We'll can I join." "Sure thing babe." He pats the sofa next to him.
I snuggle right next to him as he holds me. "I miss these times.. They were just about me and you." "I know Norah , me too." I fell asleep soon after that. I wake up to find myself in my bed. Zayn must of brought me in here! I felt like I was missing something .. Oh yeah my alarm for my chemo. I get up to walk to bathroom and stop. I forgot I don't have chemo today! YAY!! I walk down stairs to find Zayn in the kitchen drinking tea. I make me some coffee and join him. "We'll GoodMorning Zayn." "Yeah good morning ." He rolled his eyes. "How are you doing!" He doesn't answer. I'm getting real irritated now! "Zayn what's wrong? We just had a good night last night." He slid the magazine across the table over to me. My heart dropped. It was a picture of me and harry kissing in the car "Did harry find a new girlfriend?" "Is she cheating on Zayn?" "Norarry?"
Zayn stood up and was about to walk out the kitchen until I stopped him. "Zayn I can explain." "How Norah!" ". I'm not going to say it was a mistake because it wasn't. " "harry is a womanizer. He has a different woman in his bed probably every night!" "I know Zayn I know!" "He's not good for you Norah. Stag away from him." I was silent. "I just don't want you to get hurt . Your like my little sister and if he breaks your heart ill break his face." "I know Zayn and I'm sorry." "Don't be sorry. I see the way you light up when he enters the room or how he stares at you for minutes at a time admiring your every detail. I know you both feel something for each other and I'm not going to get in the way of it. All I'm saying is I hope you know what your getting yourself into." "Zayn your acting like me and him are dating ! We're not! It was only like a kiss or two !" "But I can see in both of you , you guys want each other so don't Deny it. Like my mom always said. Let true love be and accept it." We both said the last part. "Okay big brother. Now, don't you have a sighing?" "Yeah wanna join?" "I would love too! Just let me get dressed. Give me and hour or two." "Just hurry up."
He leave my room and I rush to the bathroom and get in the shower. I got out and looked myself the mirror wondering if it was a good idea going to the sighing . They already hate me! There gonna hate me more after they see I kissed harry. But fuck it I'm going. I looked for about 30 mins for the best outfit and decided to go with this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=95151708 I felt like I look very good. I wasn't showing too much and I wasn't showing too little. But those girls will just try to point a flaw out even if its like "you have to much eye lashes!" They'll do that just to make me have a flaw! I walk down stairs and see Zayn on the phone , so I sit on the couch and wait for him to finish. He walks in the living room and sits next to me. "You look beatiful Norah. I like all zee colors. Oh and a car will be picking us up in like 5 mins." "Thank you . I know I wanted to try something different and okay." It's pretty silent until the doorbell rings not awkward silent , more like comftable silent. He opens the door and I see harry. Great! "Norah's coming with us today. Is it okay with Paul?" "Yeah probably just don't let the fans get to her."
We walk out the house and I try my best to ignore harry. It seems to be working .. Very good. We exit the car and all I hear are screaming girls and I see security guards leading us inside the place. On our way there I heard some girls call names out at me. "Hoe, fat cow , slut, gold digger!" It was very hurtful but I just tried to think past that. I already have allot of my plate ..!!
10/23/13