Cyber Feels
Chapter 2: Plans
Cyber Feels
Chapter 2: Plans
I roll in my bed hugging my worn pillow tightly to my chest as I try to fall asleep. With no such luck I slowly sit up and roll over. I reach over to my bedside table and grab the old laptop. As I roll back over I feel Loki jump up onto the bed and lay his small head on my lap.
“Aww Loki where did I go wrong. I thought everything was fine. But obviously it wasn’t”. I say to the small dog who’s more or less asleep in my lap. I turn my laptop on and start to surf the web. I go to all my go to sites, Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, YouTube, Wattpad, Quotev, everything and I’m still bored.
I really didn’t realize until now just how much I relied on Myles, most of my friends were made through him all my social sites were based off of him. Even my apartment furniture. Yep chosen by him.
I have nothing to do, maybe there’s a site out there that you can just talk to random strangers so in the search bar in the top of the screen I type ‘talk to strangers’- the site at the top of the screens called Omegle well I guess it can’t hurt to try this site.
So I click into the site and an orange and white logo pops into the top left hand corner and a little white box saying topics. I type in friends, baking, music then I hit search. I had a match in seconds.
**Stranger Has Been Connected**
Stranger: GAR
Me: I’m sorry what
**Stranger Has Disconnected**
Okay maybe this is a little more difficult than I thought it would be
**Stranger Has Been Connected**
Stranger: GAR
Me: What Does That Mean
Stranger: Gender, Age, Relationship
Me: 20 Male Single
Stranger: 27 Female Single
Stranger: So what brings you to Omegle
Me: Just got out of a relationship and I kind of need someone to talk to
Stranger: Isn’t that what friends are for
Me: Their too busy with their girlfriends for me
Stranger: well tell me Hun who was the girl who broke your heart
Me: umm he was a guy
Stranger: EWWWWWWWWWWW that’s nasty faggot get off Omegle go die you dick loving fag
**Stranger Has Disconnected**
I feel tears come to my eyes as I scan over the harsh words of the stranger. It’s not the first time I’ve been told them. But just because I always hear them doesn’t make them hurt any less.
No one should have to hear words like that especially more than once. I need some happy music that does always cheer me up when I’m sad. I click on the iTunes button and it loads quickly.
I scroll through my song list as I search through the list. I quickly find one of my happy songs and I click it. I blare it through my speakers and sing along loudly temporarily forgetting my problems and worry’s.
We come into this world unknown
But know that we are not alone
They try and knock us down
But change is coming, it's our time now
Hey… everybody loses it,
Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes
And hey… yeah I know what you're going through
Don't let it get the best of you, you'll make it out alive
Ohh
People like us we've gotta stick together
Keep your head up, nothing lasts forever
Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten
It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We are all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Hey, this is not a funeral
It's a revolution, after all your tears have turned to rage
Just wait, everything will be okay
Even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames
Ohh
People like us we've gotta stick together
Keep your head up nothing lasts forever
Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten
It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We are all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
You've just gotta turn it up loud when the flames get higher
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
They can't do nothing to you, they can't do nothing to me
This is the life that we choose, this is the life that we bleed
So throw your fists in the air, come out, come out if you dare
Tonight we're gonna change forever
Everybody loses it, everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes
Ohh
People like us we've gotta stick together
Keep your head up nothing lasts forever
Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten
It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We are all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
You've just got to turn it up loud when the flames get higher
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We're all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
You've just got to turn it up loud when the flames get higher
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Well that song always boosts my mood. I guess I could at least give that girl I met today a chance to befriend me before I push her away because everyone knows I need all the friends I can get. I will ask her to meet me tomorrow. I take out my phone and start to type up a message.
Me: What are you doing tomorrow want to hang out
Lynn: Nothing yeah sure where do you want to meet up
Me: Umm mi have to work till 1 tomorrow so you want to meet up at the park at 2
Lynn: Sure thing buddy
Me: K I will see you tomorrow
I guess I should get some shut eye because it’s literally like 1;30 in the morning, and I have work in like 7 hours. So I turn off the laptop and put it on the bedside table and I roll over onto my side. I quickly close my eyes and drift off to sleep.
Next Morning
I roll out of bed and quickly change my cloths. I grab a granola bar from the kitchen counter and walk out the door. I walk down the sidewalk and into the bakery. “Hey bud” Zayn says as he tries to give me a hug. I quickly avoid it and ignore him all together. Li why can’t I hug you” he tries again as I slip on my apron and get to work ignoring their attempts to talk to me for the rest of the day.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After Work
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I went my whole work shift without talking to the guys and they were now beyond annoyed with it. When my shift ends I slip off my apron as I head towards the front door of the shop. Harry tries one last time to get me to talk,
“Li please at least tell us why you’re mad”. I turn around flip him the bird and walk out the door ignoring the yells I got from inside. I walk down the streets towards the park.
'Well it’s time to go to the park then’.
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A/N hi peoples :D ive had this and one other chapter for this written for a while but just haven’t been in the mood to type :D so here it is and the other chapter should follow :D
~Zach
Chapter 2: Plans
I roll in my bed hugging my worn pillow tightly to my chest as I try to fall asleep. With no such luck I slowly sit up and roll over. I reach over to my bedside table and grab the old laptop. As I roll back over I feel Loki jump up onto the bed and lay his small head on my lap.
“Aww Loki where did I go wrong. I thought everything was fine. But obviously it wasn’t”. I say to the small dog who’s more or less asleep in my lap. I turn my laptop on and start to surf the web. I go to all my go to sites, Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, YouTube, Wattpad, Quotev, everything and I’m still bored.
I really didn’t realize until now just how much I relied on Myles, most of my friends were made through him all my social sites were based off of him. Even my apartment furniture. Yep chosen by him.
I have nothing to do, maybe there’s a site out there that you can just talk to random strangers so in the search bar in the top of the screen I type ‘talk to strangers’- the site at the top of the screens called Omegle well I guess it can’t hurt to try this site.
So I click into the site and an orange and white logo pops into the top left hand corner and a little white box saying topics. I type in friends, baking, music then I hit search. I had a match in seconds.
**Stranger Has Been Connected**
Stranger: GAR
Me: I’m sorry what
**Stranger Has Disconnected**
Okay maybe this is a little more difficult than I thought it would be
**Stranger Has Been Connected**
Stranger: GAR
Me: What Does That Mean
Stranger: Gender, Age, Relationship
Me: 20 Male Single
Stranger: 27 Female Single
Stranger: So what brings you to Omegle
Me: Just got out of a relationship and I kind of need someone to talk to
Stranger: Isn’t that what friends are for
Me: Their too busy with their girlfriends for me
Stranger: well tell me Hun who was the girl who broke your heart
Me: umm he was a guy
Stranger: EWWWWWWWWWWW that’s nasty faggot get off Omegle go die you dick loving fag
**Stranger Has Disconnected**
I feel tears come to my eyes as I scan over the harsh words of the stranger. It’s not the first time I’ve been told them. But just because I always hear them doesn’t make them hurt any less.
No one should have to hear words like that especially more than once. I need some happy music that does always cheer me up when I’m sad. I click on the iTunes button and it loads quickly.
I scroll through my song list as I search through the list. I quickly find one of my happy songs and I click it. I blare it through my speakers and sing along loudly temporarily forgetting my problems and worry’s.
We come into this world unknown
But know that we are not alone
They try and knock us down
But change is coming, it's our time now
Hey… everybody loses it,
Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes
And hey… yeah I know what you're going through
Don't let it get the best of you, you'll make it out alive
Ohh
People like us we've gotta stick together
Keep your head up, nothing lasts forever
Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten
It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We are all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Hey, this is not a funeral
It's a revolution, after all your tears have turned to rage
Just wait, everything will be okay
Even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames
Ohh
People like us we've gotta stick together
Keep your head up nothing lasts forever
Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten
It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We are all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
You've just gotta turn it up loud when the flames get higher
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
They can't do nothing to you, they can't do nothing to me
This is the life that we choose, this is the life that we bleed
So throw your fists in the air, come out, come out if you dare
Tonight we're gonna change forever
Everybody loses it, everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes
Ohh
People like us we've gotta stick together
Keep your head up nothing lasts forever
Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten
It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We are all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
You've just got to turn it up loud when the flames get higher
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
We're all misfits living in a world on fire
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
You've just got to turn it up loud when the flames get higher
Oh woah oh oh woah oh
Sing it for the people like us, the people like us
Well that song always boosts my mood. I guess I could at least give that girl I met today a chance to befriend me before I push her away because everyone knows I need all the friends I can get. I will ask her to meet me tomorrow. I take out my phone and start to type up a message.
Me: What are you doing tomorrow want to hang out
Lynn: Nothing yeah sure where do you want to meet up
Me: Umm mi have to work till 1 tomorrow so you want to meet up at the park at 2
Lynn: Sure thing buddy
Me: K I will see you tomorrow
I guess I should get some shut eye because it’s literally like 1;30 in the morning, and I have work in like 7 hours. So I turn off the laptop and put it on the bedside table and I roll over onto my side. I quickly close my eyes and drift off to sleep.
Next Morning
I roll out of bed and quickly change my cloths. I grab a granola bar from the kitchen counter and walk out the door. I walk down the sidewalk and into the bakery. “Hey bud” Zayn says as he tries to give me a hug. I quickly avoid it and ignore him all together. Li why can’t I hug you” he tries again as I slip on my apron and get to work ignoring their attempts to talk to me for the rest of the day.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After Work
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I went my whole work shift without talking to the guys and they were now beyond annoyed with it. When my shift ends I slip off my apron as I head towards the front door of the shop. Harry tries one last time to get me to talk,
“Li please at least tell us why you’re mad”. I turn around flip him the bird and walk out the door ignoring the yells I got from inside. I walk down the streets towards the park.
'Well it’s time to go to the park then’.
xxxxxVOTExxxxxFANxxxxxCOMMENTxxxxx
A/N hi peoples :D ive had this and one other chapter for this written for a while but just haven’t been in the mood to type :D so here it is and the other chapter should follow :D
~Zach
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