Cyber Feels

Chapter 1: Awkwardness

“Its Over Liam” Myles says as he grabs his bag and storms out the door.
“Myles please reconsider this Ill be better I promise” I cry brokenly openly letting the tears cascade down my face. I walk after him seeing him load his bag into the back of the taxi.
“goodbye liam were done here” he says as he gets into the taxi and drives off. There goes the one good thing in my life, in that bloody taxi and I cant even chase after it I just stand there crying until I fall to the ground.
Im so bloody pathetic I let the only thingthat mattered slip through my fingers and now im alone. I stand up as I fel a new wave of tears fall as I walk back into my house. When I go through the door I see my dog loki come running to me and rubs his small head against my knee.
“its okay loki im just tired” I say sadly as I walk slowly to my bedroom and lay down on my bed only to be joined by loki seconds later. I lay my head down on the pillow and as soon as I do I remember I have work tomorrow great I sigh sadly.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NEXT MORNING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I wak up as I hear my alarm blare beside me. I reach over and turn it off as I haul myself up and walk into the bathroom,
I turn on the water and jump into the shower for a quick two minutes before getting out, I walk into my room quickly slipping on some boxer a pair of jeans and a t shirt before my phone starts to blare.
We, we don't have to worry 'bout nothing
'Cause we got the fire, and we're burning one hell of a something
They, they gonna see us from outer space, outer space
Light it up, like we're the stars of the human race, human race
When the light's turning down, they don't know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
'Cause we got the fire, fire, fire
Yeah we got the fire, fire, fire
And we gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
Gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We don't wanna leave, no, we just wanna be right now,r-r-right now
And what we see, is everybody's on the floor acting crazy getting loco til the lights out
Music's on, I'm waking up, we stop the vibe, and we bump it up
And it's over now, we got the love, there's no secret now, no secret now
When the light's turning down, they don't know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
'Cause we got the fire, fire, fire
Yeah we got the fire, fire, fire
And we gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
Gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
When the light's turning down, they don't know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Burn burn
Burn burn burn burn
Burn burn
We can light it up, up, up
So they can't put it out, out, out
We can light it up, up, up
So they can't put it out, out, out
We can light it up, up, up
So they can't put it out, out, out
We can light it up, up, up
So they can't put it out, out, out
When the light's turning down, they don't know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
'Cause we got the fire, fire, fire
Yeah we got the fire, fire, fire
And we gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
Gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
We gonna let it burn, burn, burn, burn
When the light's turning down, they don't know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
'Cause we got the fire, fire, fire
Yeah we got the fire, fire, fire
And we gonna let it burn
I quickly grab the phone and awnser before the call ends.
*hello* I say
*Lili howve you been mate and you better get to work or hazzas gonna shoot you. U w what hes like Louis say on the other end of the line.
*not so good boo Myles left last night but anyway enough of my pity party im on my way* I say quickly then hang up.
My phone suddenly starts to blare again and I quickly awnser.
*Hello*
*its rude to hang up on someone without saying goodbye you know* I hear Louis say through the line smugly.
*fine whatever boo goodbye* I say then hang up.
I grab my wallet and keys and lock the door as I start to walk down the street to the bakery harry owns.
When I get there I open the door to here the familiar chime the little bell makes when the door opens. As I walk in I see Zayn behind the display case setting it up quickly before we have to open. “het lili hows it goin” I hear Zayn ask
as he stands up o give me a pat on the back. “not so good Z bt ill explain why later now lets ge to work” I say as we move forward into the bsy ork day the baker.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AFTER WORK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me, Zayn, Harry and Louis decide to head back to Harrys house to hang out after work. “Hey li you never explained why today is bad” Zayn says looking over at liam as they were now laying comfortably on harrys furniture.
“oh yeah that, Myles left last night” I say as I turn to glare at the floor. “at least I got you guys tho right” I say happily before looking up to see them all looking away awkwardly. “oh you’ve got to be kidding me” I say angrily.
“please don’t be mad li this just happened unexpectedly” harry says trying to make me look at him. Ive had enough. I get up and walk over to the door. “were really sorry” Louis try to plead .
“sorrys not good enough Louis, its just not: I say before opening the door and walking out. As im walking down the street I see the new café that I had heard about was open so I walk over to the door and go inside.
As I enter I hear the chime of a bell and a peppy blonde girl with little red highlights and bluey purply eyes look over at me over her shoulder. “well hello there im Lynn what would you like today” she asked. I look up at the board for a moment before looking back at her and smiling id like a cappuccino please” I say politly “oh and im liam by the way” I say before I sit down at a near by table.
I am sitting for a few minutes before i see Lynn walk over to me and pass me the cappuccino. I quickly pass her the money and illok down at the coffee cup and see she wrote her number on i choke on my own spit. “ummm im gay” i say awkwardly.
“oh darn the cute ones are either taken or gay” she mutters before turning back to me. “well do you wanna be friends then cause i don’t have a gay friend” she says with a bright smile. “sure give me your number” i say as we exchange numbers.
“bye Lynn ill talk to you later i say as i head out the door and down the street. I started to think ‘well is my friends are to busy for me i guess im gonna have to make a new one’