"Louis, come out with me.." I said low.

I was back in the room with Niall, Zayn, Harry and Louis. It was strange, I was feeling nervous to tell the other guys, but with Louis, I was terrified.

"What's up?" He said when we were outside.

"We've had good times together, right?" I asked.

"Yeah." He smiled.

"Yeah.." I sighed. "You know what, I'm just going to say this. I like you. I have feelings for you. And I don't know how you feel about me, but that is how I feel.."

"Babe, calm down." He smiled. "I like you too."

And just like Zayn, he went on too fast and got the wrong intentions, and leaned forward into what he wanted to be our first kiss. But I rejected him by slightly taking a step backwards while saying:

"But.."

Louis flinched back.

"Is there a but? What's the but?"

Now or never, I thought as I was going through what I was going to say in my head. But Louis was faster than me, because apparantly, my facial expressions was showing more than I thought.

"I'm not the only one you have feelings for.." Louis said low.

Now I wasn't the only one that was taking a step back. Louis backed off me, like he was disgusted. While he was finding out that I liked all of them, why not tell him the other problem too?

"And I kissed Harry.." I whispered.

"You.. you what?!" He bursted out.

"I kissed him, I'm sorry.. I was confused, I didn't know what I wanted or who I wanted.."

"Well that's just.. It's great that you kissed him when you still was confused, that was really smart Kath.."

The conversation reminded me of Nialls, but the Niall-conversation ended happily. And I had a feeling this wasn't gonna and very happy. There was more anger in the air this time.

"Well, the kiss made me sure about my feelings for you.."

"..And the other boys.."

"I cant help it." I said low, feeling tears in my throat, going up to my eyes.

"Yes you can!! Just choose one for gods sake! It's not that hard!"

"Stop it! Imagine if you were in this situation!"

"Dont give me that shit, just don't. This is not how I wanted it.."

"Do you think it's what I wanted?! It's not an off-and-on-button. It's so much more complicated."

Louis shook his head.

"Look, I just needed to get this out of me, otherwise I would've been feeling like I was lying to not only you guys, but also myself."

Louis had clenched fists. He was mad.

"You know what I did? I ditched Bim for you. She wanted to kiss me but I thought of you and said I couldn't do it. I've never done that before, do you hear me?!" He shouted. "And it was all for nothing."

"No it wasn't! Please, listen to me. Kissing Harry was a mistake, but when I did, I started to think about you, and the other guys. That's a good thing, right?" I tried, but Louis wouldn't look me in the eyes. "You have been great with me, and I love you for that, but you have all been good to me, that's why it's so hard to decide."

"I just.." Louis stuttered. "How did you think? Kissing Harry..? I just.. I wanted it to be us.. you know.. I really like you.."

It was painful to hear him.

"I'm not doing this, I'm sorry but I'm out of here.."

Then he walked away.

"Louis! Please, stop!"

But he didn't stop. He kept on going, until he disappeared behind the corner. I stood against the wall and slid down until I hit the carpet. The tears were rolling down my cheeks. Now I was the broken one. When I first came here, I really just wanted to focus on my singing-career. Now I was stuck in this heartbreaking love-hexagon. Everything had went wrong, even since I kissed Harry. How could I be so stupid?! You don't just kiss anyone, you gotta think it through first. I was the one who was always saying that a kiss is always trouble if it isn't with someone you aren't together with. And suddenly, I was the victim. Tim was right, this was going to be some crazy ass drama..
But on the other side.. I wiped away my tears and took a big breathe. Tried to see it from the bright side. Now I had told all of them except Liam, and I had handled it pretty good.
But soon, my tears started to flow again. What if I just lost Louis? Childish as it sounds, I was in love with him, and I couldn't handle loosing him.
My thoughts were running through my head. Did I really like them all? Maybe I was just imagining, or going crazy. No, I wasn't. I was deeply and truly in love with them all. But how in the heck was I going to get out of the mess that I just created..? Frustrated, I buried my face in my hands and cried out.

"Kath?" I heard someone say.

I looked up. Liam. He sat down next to me, looking me in my eyes. I knew that he had no idea what was going on, but he put his arm around me and let me lean against his chest to hear his calming rhythm of his heartbeat. He didn't even have to use words to get me calm, it was just his spirit.

"I'm so sorry if this is going to hurt you.." I cried in his shoulder.

"Is it about what you and Louis fighted about?"

"I didn't want this to happen.. It just did.." I sniffled.

"Tell me, babe." He said low.

And I told him. All in once.
When I was waiting for him to react, or maybe to push me away, I just couldn't wait. I bursted out in tears and he brought me closer to him.

"Shh.. shh.." Liam said and stroke my hair. "Do you wanna get out of here?"

Honestly, I didn't want anything else.


Two hours later, we were still sitting on Starbucks, waiting for our third coffee. Empty, I looked out of the window, where it was getting darker on the sky. I could see how the leaves was starting to fly away with the wind, preparing the storm that was coming.

"Hey, be here with me, Kath." Liam said.

"I'm sorry.." I mumbled and took a sip of my coffee. "I'm just thinking everything through."

"Who you're going to choose?" Liam asked.

"No, I can't choose anyone. I mean, I don't think anyone of you guys wanna be with me.. It's too late for that."

"No it's not! Look, Harry kissed you, and I can promise you that he is still into you and would love to date you. Niall and Zayn, they were pretty cool with it, right? And Louis, he'll get over it.."

"And what about you, huh? Did you miss the part when I told you that I.. you know.."

"Have feelings for me too?"

"Yeah." I said shortly.

"Look, I don't wanna be any trouble. I can stay away if you want to, because you seem to have enough problems. But the truth is.. I've liked you since day one. I think that's the problem. You're too likeable. No guy could never not like you. See?"

I giggled.

"You're too cute." I said.

"You're not so bad yourself." He smiled.

And once again, my feelings for Liam washed over me, and mad my other issues bubble up to the surface again. Liam, or Harry? Harry, or Niall? Niall, or Zayn? Zayn, Or Louis? Louis, or Liam? My eyes wandered out on the street at the same time the first raindrop landed.

Notes

Hi! So, now is when the real drama begins. She has finally told all the guys that she has feelings for them and that she and Harry kissed. And what now? I'll write more tomorrow, I promised, right? Love, A.

Do you think Louis is really out of the hexagon, or do you think he's coming back?

How do you think they will work things out?