"Louis, can I get Harrys number?"

Louis had tried to played some guitar, it wasn't perfect, but he got some notes right. But he stopped right away when I asked that question.

"Why?"

"Because I just wanted to know a few things about him going away.."

It wasn't a lie, I was excited and happy for him, and wanted to know more about the commercial. But I also wanted to have it. Just have it. I felt that he was.. dangerous somehow, flirty and charming. But I also wanted more from him.

"Please? I want to know exactly where he went so maybe they can.. take a look at me too!"

Louis sighed.

"Whatever. Here." He said and handed me his phone. I took up mine and typed it in.

"Thanks." I smiled.


Niall sat with his guitar and played for hours. It wasn't until our teacher said class was over, Niall left it sadly. I laughed at his sad face.

"Where is Harry when you need him?" He said up to the sky, causing me to start thinking of him too.

So I picked up my phone and started to type in a message to him.

Kathleen: Hi Harry, it's Kathleen! Louis gave me your number. Where are you now?

I waited for a few minutes before my phone buzzed.

Harry: Hi Kathy! I'm still on the bus. It's traffic. Do you still have class?
Kathleen: Yes, we have. I'm going to miss you, but at least we can keep in touch on this way.
Harry: Yeah, about that.. I'm not sure we can. I'm going to be very busy. But hey, I was thinking.. Do you wanna try again, on Saturday?

I smiled widely. I would really like that.

Kathleen: Sure! And I promise you, I won't cancel again, haha.
Harry: Great, it's a date. Or.. Ugh, you know what I mean.
Kathleen: Yeah, I know what you mean.

I bit my lip. A date. Or not.. Or, was it? Maybe I kept telling myself it wasn't going to be, but when we hang out on Saturday, it will feel that way.. My head was spinning.

Harry: Good. And remember, I will be home on Friday, so see you then. Xoxo, Harry

I smiled once again.

"Was happening?!" Zayn shouted and sat down beside me.

"What?" I laughed.

"What's up, sorry. It's a habit." Zayn chuckled.

Zayns chuckle.. It was litterally like a dream, I thought.

"Nothing much. Talking to a really nice guy." I said and nudged his shoulder.

"Ahh, I see." He laughed.

But then he got serious.

"How's this guy, like.. is he just nice, or something else?"

I looked at him with furrowed eyebrows. Why did he still talk in third person? It was cute though.

"He's really funny, he's.." I started, but cut off myself when I found the "third person"-thing pretty lame. "You're funny, and you're.. kind."

I could see that he was waiting for something more. I decided to tease him.

"You're cute.." I laughed.

He looked disappointed but laughed him too.

"No guy wants to hear he's cute!" He laughed.

"But you are so cute! C'mon Zayn, you are! You are cute because you have a really nice smile and a shy act, and you are always so.. mysterious somehow."

I realized that I had just said everything I always wanted to say to him, not even noticing until afterwards. My jaw dropped, I quickly shut up when I found myself spit out everything on my mind. Even he looked shocked.

"I'm sorry about that.. I just.. You know.. It's true." I said while I squeezed my eyes together.

Why did I say that?! I stood up, but Zayn took my hand and pushed me down again. Zayns hands was so warm, and small.

"Don't feel embarresed." He smiled. "I think you're cute too, but I'm kind of obligated to say that, right?"

He made me laugh.

"I think you're.. Very kind, and sweet.. And also very.."

He blushed.

"Very hot."

Then it was his turn to stand up. He looked like a tomato.

"Excuse me." He said and walked away.

I sighed. What was happening?! First Harry, then Louis, now Zayn.. I felt goosebumps grow over my entire body. Was it because it was cold, or was it because I realised that.. That I was now falling for three guys at the same time?

"This sucks, doesn't it?" Bim sighed, all of the sudden beside me.

I jumped.

"Shit, you scared me.." I breathed out.

I saw her stare at my arms.

"I want to ask you if you're cold, but the last time someone of us did that, it all ended in tears." Bim said.

I looked sad at her. Was she starting to regret that she told me..?

"I'm sorry Bim, did you.."

"No, I was kidding. Jesus." She laughed.

I breathed out.

"Class is over, so put all the instruments back and all the chairs too. Have a good day, see you all tomorrow. I have an announcement to tell you guys about."

When we were all done, I could see Bim on her way down to the cafeteria, all alone. I felt bad, her walk was so insecure and afraid. Then I saw Liam, he was all alone too, sitting on the stairs. At least Zayn, Louis and Niall hanged out together, they went upstairs. So I saw my opportunity.

"Hey Liam, wanna hang out with me and Bim?" I asked and sat down beside him.

He looked up, and smiled widely.

"Sure, thanks." He said. "Where are we going?"

"To a little place I found the other night. It's a café, but don't worry. It's not that café."

He smiled and I took his hand while walking down to catch up with Bim.

"Hey, Bim! We're eating at a café, are you coming with us?" I shouted.

This whole friend-thing was really not her area. She just started to let someone in, and it was though, I could see that. She sighed and looked like she thought long about it. But then she shrugged.

"Sure, what the hell.. But you are paying!"

Notes

Hey guys! Soo, I didn't write yesterday, because as you know, I was at the "This Is Us"-movie! And OH MY GOD IT WAS PERFECT!! I'm not going to spoil anything, but I can just say that it is the best movie ever, and if you don't like them, you will definitely after seeing this. Gotta sleep. Love, A.