Once Upon A Time..

-Amanda's POV-

I walk out of the office and walk over to the boys. I plump my body onto the chair next to Liam. I sigh, waiting for Niall to come out.

"What's wrong, love?" Liam asks,

"I just don't know what to do." I sigh.

Niall walks out of Dr.Patterson's office.

"Okay, lets go." Niall says.

"Where?" Harry asks.

"Amanda needs to rest, we have to go home, Styles." Niall says as he helps me up. I wobble onto my feet then jerk away from Niall.

"I can walk myself." I say then walk away, my head pounding like crazy, tho the voices went away.

The car ride was silent. Louis and Liam sat in between Niall and I. And Niall kept on staring at me. Harry parked and as soon as I got out of the car, I heading into the hotel without saying a word to anyone.

"Amanda! Where are you going!?" Zayn shouts, but I keep walking.

I feel two hands wrap gently around my waist.

"Let go, Niall." I say. Niall lets go and stops walking, but I continue heading for the suite. I get inside before Niall, then slam the door. I sit on the couch, holding my head.

"Amanda, what's wrong? Let me in." Niall said, knocking on the door.

"Leave me alone, Horan."

"Amanda!" Niall yells.

I unlock the door, then go back to the couch because I'm not in the mood for fighting. Niall walks in and stares at me.

"Baby, what's wrong?" He asks.

"Can't you see that I don't want you in here and I want to be alone?" I ask, pissed off.

"But Amanda, you hate being alone." Niall says.

"Go away, please." I beg.

"Amanda. Tell me what's wrong." Niall says as he sits beside me, grabbing my hands. I move away from him.

"Niall, I told you. Just go away." I walk into the kitchen. Leaving Niall. He gets up and grabs his bag and walks into the washroom.

"Niall Horan, don't you dare take those blades with you." I say while drinking.

"You told me to get out." He says as he walks into the washroom and locks the door shut.

I sigh and hold me head. I then see a tiny splash of blood on the floor beside the washroom door. I walk over to the washroom and knock gently, hearing Niall hiss through the pain. Moaning, trying to fight the torture he's putting himself through.

I unlock the door with my nail and see Niall with two bloody wrists, and a blade on the side of the sink. Blood splashed all over the sink.

"Niall, do you mind listening to me for once!?" I whisper/yell. Niall nods. I sit him down on the floor and clean up his little mess. I gently bandage his wounds. As I do, he stares at me.

"Do you still hear those voices.?" He asks.

"No, but my head hurts like crazy." I say as I continue bandaging his wrists.

Niall leans back. "What did I do wrong?" He asks as he closes his eyes.

"Nothing. it's me." I said. Niall looks up at me and raises his eyebrows.

"What?" He asks.

"N-Nothing. I'm just crazy." I say as I finish up. I then walk out of the washroom and into the living room. Follows me.

"It's quite cold in here, what'd you thing?" Niall asks.

"Yeah, I'm cold too." I say.

Just then, I feel someone slip a sweater over me, covering my whole upper body. I snuggle in the sweater.

"Better?" Niall asks.

"Yes." I smile at him.

Niall quickly grabs a thin blanket and wraps it around both of us. He wraps an arm around me waist pulling me closer to him, sharing body heat. As Niall flips through the channels, he blurts out something.

"Amanda, ever since we started dating, you've made me stronger." Niall says.

"Well, I made myself weaker." I say as I snuggle into Niall's grip and his sweater that is keeping me warm.

"No your not, you one of the strongest ladies I've ever met." Niall says.

"No I don't." I say.

Niall stops flipping through the channels once he found a show he likes, then focuses on me.

"You always know what to say to make me feel better, once you make me feel better, you treat yourself like shit. Amanda, what is happening?" Niall asks.

"It's those voices that's been happening! Alright!? Ever since they started, I-I-I've been going crazy! 'Beak up with Niall.' 'Kill yourself before we do' It's been happening for a day and I'm already sick and tired of it. My head is pounding like crazy and all I want is to be alone. I say as I jump out of my seat and throw my hands in the air. I feel my knee's weaken and stumble over, me, having no control over them. Niall quickly catches me and settles me down on his lap.

"Amanda, your strong. Trust me, there is nothing I can do about those voices, but your strong and you know that whatever is causing them, won't hurt you." Niall says.

" I-I don't..." I say but Niall cuts me off by gently pressing his lips against mine. I gently kiss him back and we slowly fall asleep on the couch.

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