
Deeply Falling
Stop Saying Your Sorry.
The drive in the car is quiet and sounds of sniffles. "I'm so sorry Ari." Niall says. "Why would you be sorry? You didnt do anything. This is on Harry." I scold. "I know.. its just that.. what he told you.. about me liking you.. I should've told you. Not him." He looks away and out the car window. As I look up Gina is looking at me through the dash window winking. Oh god. Niall's always been there for me and all.. but I would never.. well.. "date" him. "No, really its okay. Stop saying sorry." I say as I grab his hand. He turns his head and stares at our locked fingers. "Shhh.." I coo. I lean my head on his shoulder and whisper in his ear. "I like you." He bites his lip and blushes. I let go of his hand to prevent anything ese to go farther. I cant believe this is happening.. did Harry mean what he meant? Or was he just saying that because Sammie was there probably the whole time? I need to stop. I wipe my face and call Louis. "Hey.. Ari.. you alright?" What? He sounds different.. like.. drunk different. "Lou, are you drunk?" I half laugh. "Pssh no. I just.. I'm just tired.." Wow. He's a bad liar. "Whatever, I called to tell you that I'll be staying at my new friends house tonight if thats okay." Gina nods. "Yeah, I'm staying at her house." I add. "Okay Ari. Oh, have you seen Sammie? Liam tells me he's been calling her for hours." Oh she was just cheating on Liam with Harry my boyfriend but its okay because shes a slut anyway. My subconscious says. "Oh. No, I haven't heard anything. Tell the boys I said hi." I say. "Okay bye Ari." I click the end call button and decide to check my texts. Which was a terrible idea because they're all from Harry. One reads:
*Ariana please, I'm sorry. I love you.*
Another,
*Please answer.. I dont love her.. I love you.*
Aaaand another,
*Wanna stay with me tonight? Please..*
I answer with a simple, but effective text back.
*Cant. with Niall for the night. Goodbye Harry.*
I press send and I'm happy with being confident in this whole thing. I kne w watever was going on between me and him wasnt going to last long. As we get to her house I gasp in amazement. "This.. This.. is your house?" i studder. No.. I just thought we could all spend the night and a starngers house." She smiles. As we walk up the stairs in the front I feel Nialls hand on my back. I look back and smile. as we enter the house its beautiful. Nice waxed wooded floors, baby blue painted walls, a nice sparkley chandelier, and the living room and kitchen os amazing. We all get comfortable in the living room and talk. After a few hours of chit chat, Gina shows me the guest room. "This is where you'll be sleeping." She smiles. Wow, its a pretty big room for a guest room. "Thank you so much." I breath and hug her. "Your welcome. And I have pajamas in my room I'll be eight back. Let me grab them." She says and walks out of te room. I sit on the bed and Niall walks in. "Hey." He whispers. "Hey." I say.
"You alright?"
"Yeah, you?"
"Im perfectly fine since you held my hand and told me you liked me."
"Yeah.." I laugh. "I hope that wasnt weird."
"Oh no." He says. "It was pretty sexy." He scoots closer to me and our eyes meet. What am I doing right now? I should be with Harry cuddling with him. Or him making love to me. The thoughts of us doing it in the shower run through my mind. When before I know what I'm doing, I'm kissing Niall. He grabs my hips and pulls me closer which turns me on from the warmth of his hands. "Ariana, I got you some.." She stops and stares. I cant seem to stop kissing him. It feels so good. It feels like I'm being released. "Oh.. I see.. you guys can have your makeout session and I'll just set your pj's here." She laughs as she closes the door. Niall takes of his shirt and sweatpants leaving him with only his boxers. I try not to stare. "Niall, I'm not having sex with you." He laughs. "Ariana, I'm going to sleep." Half of me wishes we did make love and the other half didnt. I walk to the bathroom taking my phone and the pajamas Gina borrowed me. I find the guest toothbrush and brush my teeth. I change and pin my hair up. Ew, I look disguising. I wash my face and check my phone for anymore texta from Harry. Sure enough, there is.
*Oh.. um.. how about tomorrow we go out? :)*
I reply.
*If I want to. Well im tired. Goodnight.* I send it and stare at myself in the mirror. "I love Harry. I do. I do. I do." I say to myself. A couple seconds later I get a text.
*I love you. x*
I feel my heart warm and beat faster. I think of something to say back but fail. I walk back to the guest room and get in the bed. I get comfortable and sigh. "Goodnight Ari." I hear Niall whisper. He scoots closer and presses himself against my back. "Goodnight." I say and smile. I trail off and go to sleep.
*Ariana please, I'm sorry. I love you.*
Another,
*Please answer.. I dont love her.. I love you.*
Aaaand another,
*Wanna stay with me tonight? Please..*
I answer with a simple, but effective text back.
*Cant. with Niall for the night. Goodbye Harry.*
I press send and I'm happy with being confident in this whole thing. I kne w watever was going on between me and him wasnt going to last long. As we get to her house I gasp in amazement. "This.. This.. is your house?" i studder. No.. I just thought we could all spend the night and a starngers house." She smiles. As we walk up the stairs in the front I feel Nialls hand on my back. I look back and smile. as we enter the house its beautiful. Nice waxed wooded floors, baby blue painted walls, a nice sparkley chandelier, and the living room and kitchen os amazing. We all get comfortable in the living room and talk. After a few hours of chit chat, Gina shows me the guest room. "This is where you'll be sleeping." She smiles. Wow, its a pretty big room for a guest room. "Thank you so much." I breath and hug her. "Your welcome. And I have pajamas in my room I'll be eight back. Let me grab them." She says and walks out of te room. I sit on the bed and Niall walks in. "Hey." He whispers. "Hey." I say.
"You alright?"
"Yeah, you?"
"Im perfectly fine since you held my hand and told me you liked me."
"Yeah.." I laugh. "I hope that wasnt weird."
"Oh no." He says. "It was pretty sexy." He scoots closer to me and our eyes meet. What am I doing right now? I should be with Harry cuddling with him. Or him making love to me. The thoughts of us doing it in the shower run through my mind. When before I know what I'm doing, I'm kissing Niall. He grabs my hips and pulls me closer which turns me on from the warmth of his hands. "Ariana, I got you some.." She stops and stares. I cant seem to stop kissing him. It feels so good. It feels like I'm being released. "Oh.. I see.. you guys can have your makeout session and I'll just set your pj's here." She laughs as she closes the door. Niall takes of his shirt and sweatpants leaving him with only his boxers. I try not to stare. "Niall, I'm not having sex with you." He laughs. "Ariana, I'm going to sleep." Half of me wishes we did make love and the other half didnt. I walk to the bathroom taking my phone and the pajamas Gina borrowed me. I find the guest toothbrush and brush my teeth. I change and pin my hair up. Ew, I look disguising. I wash my face and check my phone for anymore texta from Harry. Sure enough, there is.
*Oh.. um.. how about tomorrow we go out? :)*
I reply.
*If I want to. Well im tired. Goodnight.* I send it and stare at myself in the mirror. "I love Harry. I do. I do. I do." I say to myself. A couple seconds later I get a text.
*I love you. x*
I feel my heart warm and beat faster. I think of something to say back but fail. I walk back to the guest room and get in the bed. I get comfortable and sigh. "Goodnight Ari." I hear Niall whisper. He scoots closer and presses himself against my back. "Goodnight." I say and smile. I trail off and go to sleep.
Notes
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