Deeply Falling
I Dont Care.
"Ariana, I need to tell you something." He paused. "I cheated on you with Sammie." He glanced up at me. "I couldn't help myself, we were talking and she just started to turn me on, then we had sex." He started to smile. "WHAT?" My heart was racing. "Honestly, it was pretty good. She did me like there was no tomorrow. Damn." He laid back and closed his eyes. "Harry, what has she turned you into?" I said raising my tone. "Oh nothing. She just fucked me better than you ever did. Ariana," He sat up. "I never really loved you. You know that right? It was all just a game. I knew you always liked me, I just pretended to love you back so then after a while I could leave your worthless ass." He got up and walked to the fridge and got a bottle of water. He opened it and took a drink. "Ariana, we're done."
"ARIANA? ARIANA,WAKE UP!" I slightly opened my eyes. "What? What happened?" I said covering my eyes with my hands. "You fell alseep. Now get up, you still wanna eat right?" Niall with big eyes. "Uh yeah. Just uh, uh, let me go to the bathroom." I sat up and roughly rubbed my eyes. I walked to the bathroom and looked into the mirror. "It was just a dream?" I said to myself. "It seemed to crazy weird." I splashed my face with cold water, and dried it off with a towel that spelled "HS" at the bottom corner. Harry's. I hugged the towel and brought it up to my chest. "It smells just like him." I moaned to myself. I ran my hand down my body and gradually into my shorts. I started rubbing myself. As I was getting deeper into the satifaction, Niall walked in. "Hey. You c-" He stared. I took my hand out of my shorts and stood up. "Um, do you want me to leave? He said with wide eyes. "No! I just was, I um, I just miss Harry!" I fastly put my hand over my mouth. "Why would you miss Harry? And why would that make you wanna masturbate with yourself?" He said raising one eyebrow. "I dont know Niall, I dont know,forget this ever happened. Okay?" I put the towel back on the rack. "Okay Ari. But next time you do masturbate, tell me. That would be nice to watch." He smiled. "Niall, your gross." I lightly pushed him and he laughed. We walked off the bus and into this beach diner thing. The sign read: "Cali's Famous Pancakes" I stared at the cheesy name. "Really? That's a horrible name." I said. We walked in. "Oh yeah, where's the guys?" I said fixing my hair. "They all went to go see Perrie. This new girl Zayn met. God, she's a cutie too." He glanced at my like he was getting horny or something. "Oh okay." I said turning away to look at the menu. I studied it. "Okay, this is all junk. It seems horrible." I said disgusted. "Do you think I would care? I'am hungry as fuck." He rubbed his stomach. "Oh, so when did you start swearing, huh?" I looked at him in suprise. "Since now. So, whattya" gonna get?" He asked. "I'm just going to get a pop." It was our turn to order. "Hi, Welcome to Cali's Famous Pancakes, what can I get for ya' today?" Her voice was so squeaky and high my ears rang a little. "I'll just take a pop. And for you Niall?" I turned to look at him. "Oh, just 3 pancakes, hashbrowns, make them crispy please, sunny side up eggs, apple juice, and two pieces of toast please." He smiled big and turned to look at me. "Wow." I mouthed to him. "Alrighty, your order number is 69. We'll have someone bring it out for you if you dont hear us call your number. Have a great day!" I grabbed the pop cup she gave me and went to get some Coke. I filled it up and took a sip. We sat down and just stared at eachother. "Ariana?" Niall said softly. "Did I ever tell you who I liked?" He was playing with a napkin. "No. And I dont know why because we've been friends for a long time." I said rolling my eyes. "Haha, sorry." I looked around and I think I saw Sammie but it was just my eyes tricking me. I did a double take though. And it was Sammie. And she was with Harry. But, but, Niall told me that they were out shopping for me. Not out eating together. My heart started beating faster and faster. OK, Ariana, its OK. He told you he loved you. You dont need to worry. I looked away and tried to ingore it. A couple seconds later I looked over there again, I couldnt help it. Sammie was laughing. OK, now should I be worried? "Here ya' guys go!" I got startled.
No, this cant be. I... no. No. I just. Please Harry. I love you. Dont fall for her. Please.
"ARIANA? ARIANA,WAKE UP!" I slightly opened my eyes. "What? What happened?" I said covering my eyes with my hands. "You fell alseep. Now get up, you still wanna eat right?" Niall with big eyes. "Uh yeah. Just uh, uh, let me go to the bathroom." I sat up and roughly rubbed my eyes. I walked to the bathroom and looked into the mirror. "It was just a dream?" I said to myself. "It seemed to crazy weird." I splashed my face with cold water, and dried it off with a towel that spelled "HS" at the bottom corner. Harry's. I hugged the towel and brought it up to my chest. "It smells just like him." I moaned to myself. I ran my hand down my body and gradually into my shorts. I started rubbing myself. As I was getting deeper into the satifaction, Niall walked in. "Hey. You c-" He stared. I took my hand out of my shorts and stood up. "Um, do you want me to leave? He said with wide eyes. "No! I just was, I um, I just miss Harry!" I fastly put my hand over my mouth. "Why would you miss Harry? And why would that make you wanna masturbate with yourself?" He said raising one eyebrow. "I dont know Niall, I dont know,forget this ever happened. Okay?" I put the towel back on the rack. "Okay Ari. But next time you do masturbate, tell me. That would be nice to watch." He smiled. "Niall, your gross." I lightly pushed him and he laughed. We walked off the bus and into this beach diner thing. The sign read: "Cali's Famous Pancakes" I stared at the cheesy name. "Really? That's a horrible name." I said. We walked in. "Oh yeah, where's the guys?" I said fixing my hair. "They all went to go see Perrie. This new girl Zayn met. God, she's a cutie too." He glanced at my like he was getting horny or something. "Oh okay." I said turning away to look at the menu. I studied it. "Okay, this is all junk. It seems horrible." I said disgusted. "Do you think I would care? I'am hungry as fuck." He rubbed his stomach. "Oh, so when did you start swearing, huh?" I looked at him in suprise. "Since now. So, whattya" gonna get?" He asked. "I'm just going to get a pop." It was our turn to order. "Hi, Welcome to Cali's Famous Pancakes, what can I get for ya' today?" Her voice was so squeaky and high my ears rang a little. "I'll just take a pop. And for you Niall?" I turned to look at him. "Oh, just 3 pancakes, hashbrowns, make them crispy please, sunny side up eggs, apple juice, and two pieces of toast please." He smiled big and turned to look at me. "Wow." I mouthed to him. "Alrighty, your order number is 69. We'll have someone bring it out for you if you dont hear us call your number. Have a great day!" I grabbed the pop cup she gave me and went to get some Coke. I filled it up and took a sip. We sat down and just stared at eachother. "Ariana?" Niall said softly. "Did I ever tell you who I liked?" He was playing with a napkin. "No. And I dont know why because we've been friends for a long time." I said rolling my eyes. "Haha, sorry." I looked around and I think I saw Sammie but it was just my eyes tricking me. I did a double take though. And it was Sammie. And she was with Harry. But, but, Niall told me that they were out shopping for me. Not out eating together. My heart started beating faster and faster. OK, Ariana, its OK. He told you he loved you. You dont need to worry. I looked away and tried to ingore it. A couple seconds later I looked over there again, I couldnt help it. Sammie was laughing. OK, now should I be worried? "Here ya' guys go!" I got startled.
No, this cant be. I... no. No. I just. Please Harry. I love you. Dont fall for her. Please.
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