New Sister
Some people
The letters became a monthly thing. The fourth time, I didn’t even bother to open it anymore, I just burned it. I still kept looking over my shoulder though. Summer past rather quickly, especially without my babysitter and now I went to my new school with a uniform even worse than my old one. Well, two more years. September turned into October, with all the fall things that I hated. And, the things I dragged the most: My birthday. My first birthday without my dad or Mila. Luckily, it was this year on a Sunday, so I could stay in bed, feeling freaking lonely all day.
“So…” Lotte started in the break. From day one, she’d forced me into her social circle, so here I sat, with my fake-sister and people I didn’t really like. “What are you going to do for your birthday?” I looked down at my plate. “Nothing.” “But, your turning 16!” Melissa, one of the ‘friends’ of Lotte that was only around her because her last name was Tomlinson. It was so painfully obvious that I couldn’t quite understand why Lotte still hangs out with her. I think she just enjoyed the attention, even though it comes from those barbies. “So what? Next year I’ll turn 17, year after that 18. If I don’t drop dead.” “Come on,” Melissa pleaded. I had to fight the urge to slap her. From day one, she’s been annoying the hell out of me. I think she was trying to be my ‘friend’ but, as opposed to Lotte, I could see that it was all an act. I don’t know what she thought she could achieve with it, maybe meet Louis, but he was hardly ever around. A mystery.
I was a zombie when I found my bed that night. Lotte kept hovering about my birthday and seriously, what was wrong with her? She had had her big sweet sixteen party, so seriously, why was she so eager? I wrapped myself in my blankets and fell asleep.
“So…” Lotte started in the break. From day one, she’d forced me into her social circle, so here I sat, with my fake-sister and people I didn’t really like. “What are you going to do for your birthday?” I looked down at my plate. “Nothing.” “But, your turning 16!” Melissa, one of the ‘friends’ of Lotte that was only around her because her last name was Tomlinson. It was so painfully obvious that I couldn’t quite understand why Lotte still hangs out with her. I think she just enjoyed the attention, even though it comes from those barbies. “So what? Next year I’ll turn 17, year after that 18. If I don’t drop dead.” “Come on,” Melissa pleaded. I had to fight the urge to slap her. From day one, she’s been annoying the hell out of me. I think she was trying to be my ‘friend’ but, as opposed to Lotte, I could see that it was all an act. I don’t know what she thought she could achieve with it, maybe meet Louis, but he was hardly ever around. A mystery.
I was a zombie when I found my bed that night. Lotte kept hovering about my birthday and seriously, what was wrong with her? She had had her big sweet sixteen party, so seriously, why was she so eager? I wrapped myself in my blankets and fell asleep.
Notes
Sorry I waited with updating, but I was so freaking nervous for today, I kind of forgaat. But, I do have a ticket to see the guys next year :D And I swear, my mom was even happier for me than I was xD.Anyway, my mood is going to annoy so many people :D They'll probably all think: where is the time she was not a fangirl yet. Well, it is a dark past, but it's past ^^.
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2/19/14