that day...
Chapter 7
*MYAS POV*
The concert was going great..
It was really cool to hang out with the girls
They were singing every song ..I only knew like 4 songs
Ni and Louis acts like goofs on stage they do whatever the hell they want and it makes the concert funny.
I left my phone and stuff in their dressig room i didnt want any interruptions tonight.
"So Ni said he was gna introduce me to the world tonight..How do you think he's gna do that? I dont have a clue what he means" I say helplessly
"Well he might dedicate a song to you or take you up on stage and sing a song to you!" El said with a smile on her face
"Yeah Nialls a romantic.." Perrie said making me blush
"How did he show you girls to the world?" I asked smiling
"Well for me he sang One Thing and he took me on stage and sat me in the front with a chair. He sang that song cz we were barely dating and he wanted to say he liked me a lot ..and it worked look at us now!!" Perries said so happily
I can tell Zayn liked her a lot and she liked him a lot! They make a good couple
"How bout you El?" I asked light elbowing her in a playful way
"Well for me Louis took me on stage too and sang what makes you beautiful to me He introduced me and everyone thought i was a fan..but then Louis kissed me and everyone was screaming!" She said smiling and looking up like she was remembering thay day clearly
"Aww thats so sweet and cute I hope Ni does something like that I hope he just doesnt take me uo there..its to many people I cant deal with that."
"Aww Mya Im sure he will do something nice for you because hes the romantic in the group..people always think its harry but no its Niall." El said smiling and looking at the screen where we were watching the concert from.
"Yeah harrys a flirt and Nialls a romantic ..theres a big difference there!" Perrie said and we all started laughing
Wow! I hope he sings to me but doesnt take me out there because if he does oh my god i would pass out.
I was nervous..Then i heard Ni...
"And thisbnext song means something to me cz Im dedicating to a special girl..shes beautiful and amazing! I like her a lot ..next song is little things!" Everyone started singing and screaming
The boys were singing and the words really got to me- Thats when i realized why Ni dedicated that song to me..My insecurities about myself. then Nis oart came up
"This is for you Mya..you'll never love tourseld half as much as i love you and you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to if i let you know Im here for you Maybe you'll love yourswlf like i love you.."
Perrie and El came to hug because i started to cry
"aww Mya dont cry it was a special moment!" El said worried
"I-I-Its that no one has ever told me im beautiful and i just dint beleive it" I managed to calm my self while i said that but thwn burried my face into Perries chest and cryed my eyes out
"I think I love him...But he doesnt..it was just a song and those were the lyrics..."
"Mya look at me...Your beautiful and a really cool person Im sure he has the same feelings for you.." Perrie said with a hopeful smile
"Yeah Mya Me and Perrie thought the same thing but look at us both we are in a happy relationship and well we are in love.."
"But but im afraid to be loved and to love..Im afraid of love period.." i said while sobbing i took my head out of Perries chest
"Sweetheart I know your dad did those horrible things to you but not everyone is the same! Especially Niall" El said to comfort me
"Yeah he would never hurt you on purpose.mhe realky nice and caring give him a chance will you?" perrie asked looking straight into my eyyes waiting for a response
"Okay" I say sobbing
then i feel a hand on my shoulder and Ni spins me around to hug him
so i did "Why were you crying?"
"Your song it was so special to me.."
"aww babe i didnt mean to make you cry!!"
"Its okay Ni i liked it!" I said with a smile
"Well the concert is over we can go back to the. hotel
"Okay bye girls" I went and hugged them both
*NIALLS POV*
"Ni i left my stuff in your dressing room can i go get them?
"Yeah go ahead"
She left and i just waited for her
I hope she knows i really do love her.If she doesnt then im gna tell her tonight because she needs to know someone loves her
Its taking too long for her to come back so i go check on her as soon as i get closer i can hear a voice yellinG SO I RAN TO MY ROOM only to find Mya yelling on the phone and she had her dad on speaker so i could hear the convo
"YOU ASSHOLE NEVER COME TOUCH ME AGAIN!!! YOU WILL REGRET IT!!"
"MYA CAN YOU SHUT THE HELL UP FOR A MINUTE!!! SHIT IM NOT GOING TO LOOK FOR YOU ANYMORE YOUR ARENT WORTH IT WITHOUT YOUR MOM!!!"
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN WITHOUT MY MOM??"
"SHES DEAD MYA!!!! SHE HUNG HERSELF 2 DAYS AGO!! THATS WHY I CAME LOOKING FOE YOU YOU LITTLE BITCH"
as soon as i heard that i went and hugged her right aways
"but but thats not possible! you made her kill herself you asswhole!!!!"
"I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT I DID!! I HUST FOUND HER WHEN I GOT HOME FROM WORK AND SHE LEFT A LETTER TO YOU THATS WHY I WENT TO FIND YOU!!!"
"MAIL THE LETTER TO THE HOTEL AND JUST LEAVE ME ALONE THANKS BYE!! and she hung uo
"Mya im so sorry! What can i do for you?" i was concerned
"Get me a pillow becaus-" and she fainted in my hands
I layed her down and breathed into her mouth but it didnt work...i started cry
Then i thought El knew CPR
I ran out of the room! "ELEANOR!! PLEASE PLEASE COMWE HERE MYA FAINTED!!!!!!"
i heard her littlw heals running to my room
"What happened why did she faint???"
"I dont know she found out her mom killed heself and she faintes!!"
"Okay okay give her some space! Im gna pump her chest and you breathe when i telk you to!"she looked worried
"Okay okay" i was crying like fuck.
The lads came in and perrie too they all had worried looks and i was a mess Once she hadnt started to beeather i said "Thats it i cant take it no more ket take her ti the hospitsl!!" i yelled i couldnt control my temper
"Okay i agree" El said worried
"Lism grab her legs and Niall grab her head and shoulders!!" She instructed us. We both did as we were told.
I took her to my car and layed her down in the backseat rested her head on my laps. i told Liam to drive and he did.
I just cant hekp thinking I might lose her tonight! This cant happen to me! I was gna tell her i love her! No i was a mess i couldnt stop crying it was too much for me to handle
Finally webget to the hospital and i carried her in
"Doctor !!! Please she fainted" Liam yelled and a nurse came rushing to us
"What happened?? Why did she faint what hapoened??" the nurse panicked. Liam looked at me in response
"She fainted when she found out her mom killed herself and its been like 20 minutes
Liams eyes shot wide open and he exolained the rest of what hapoened with El
I put her on the gurny and they took her to a room and she had an oxygen mask on too
"Its been 2 hours how much longer can this take???" i asked Liam The Others had met us there like 30 min after we got there
"I dint know Niall ..But i do know she will come out of there alive i promise you."
"Niall Horan? May i speak to you?: The doctor said. I looked at everyone and they were worried i could tell
"Y-Y-Yes thats me.." I walkedd over to him. I was all shaky still
"Well Niall shes doing better she woke up and asked for you."
"She did?" I smiled "Yes now you can come in and see her
"Wait can i go tell mt friends they are worried.?" "Of course you can go ahead"
"Guys shes fine she just woke up it was a shock."
They all smiled
I went to the roomand saw her there she was very weak.
"hi Ni" She said very weakly and gave me a weak smile
"Hi babes how are you feeling?" I say with a weak smile
"Im doing better Ni...."
"Yeah?"
"Im sorry about the scare aand i cant believe you just didnt leav me there to die..I wish you would have"
"Babes i would never have left you i care for you too much i L......... i Love you!" i keesed her weak soft lips her eyes shot wide open OH MY GOD WHAT DIDBI DO??
"Ni..i love yout too. I just have never felt like this about someone"
"Neither have i love" we both just stayed there smiling at eachother rhen Liam walked in
*MYAS POV*
"Hi guys" Liam said hapoy to see me alive
"Hey " i say with a weak smile
"They only let two people at a time and since Niall is in here already I can only come in" He smiled
"So how is everyone?"
"worried sick aboit you El and Perrie were crying"
"Oh mt god i need to see them can you please tell them to come in when you guys leave"
"Yeah of course" Ni said motioning Liam so they can leave
What happened to me I only remember Steve telling me my mom killed heeswlf and then i blacked oit.
"Hey sunshine!" El came in rushing to hug me
"Hi beautiful" Perrie said
"Aww hi guys! Im sorry for the big scare!!" i put my hands over my face
"No its okay i mean we did get scared but at least your alive and healthy now!"
"Yyeah" I weakly smile
"So what are we gna do when you get out of the hospital?" Perrie said
"I just want to rest.."
"But whats gna happen when Niall.."
"Niall what?!?!?" I asked worried
"...leaves back to London..."
"Oh yeah! he has to leave" i say with a sad face
"i dont know i might stay here alone in the apartmemt..yeah ima do that and just you kmow work and go to school and just be a normal girl."
"Wait whats gna happen to Niall???" El asked with a worried face
"Like i said i just wna be a normal girl no problems and yeah just lile that.."
"Please Mya dont be like his Ex girlfriend Hanna" Perrie said
"Who was she? I mean what happened?" I said worried
"They were together for 2 years and then she dumped him before he went on toir last year because she couldnt handle the fame."
"So he's gna think iys because of fame that i would leave him for." i say sadly "
"Yeah well maybe if you explain to him.." El explained
"But i dont want to leave him!" i started to cry
El and Perrie came on both sides of my bed and hugged me to comfort me.
Niall came in
"Hey the doc- Why are yoi crying what happened?!?!" he was worried
"Nothing Ni i just remembered about my mom.." he moved El gently out the way and hugged me
"So what did the doctor say?" i was curious
"He said you can leave now they are gna take you off the machines and we can go tobthe hotel now."
"Ni i want to go to my apartment now"
"Okay ill take you and stay the night if you dont mind i dont want to leave you alone!!"
"Okay Ni you can stay.."
The nuse came in and she took the needle out of my hand and gave me my clothes back. "Here you can change in that bathroom." She pointed to the door across my room. "Okay thanks for everythinh"
Soo we left the hospital and we went to get Nis clothes
Then we went to myy apartment..
The concert was going great..
It was really cool to hang out with the girls
They were singing every song ..I only knew like 4 songs
Ni and Louis acts like goofs on stage they do whatever the hell they want and it makes the concert funny.
I left my phone and stuff in their dressig room i didnt want any interruptions tonight.
"So Ni said he was gna introduce me to the world tonight..How do you think he's gna do that? I dont have a clue what he means" I say helplessly
"Well he might dedicate a song to you or take you up on stage and sing a song to you!" El said with a smile on her face
"Yeah Nialls a romantic.." Perrie said making me blush
"How did he show you girls to the world?" I asked smiling
"Well for me he sang One Thing and he took me on stage and sat me in the front with a chair. He sang that song cz we were barely dating and he wanted to say he liked me a lot ..and it worked look at us now!!" Perries said so happily
I can tell Zayn liked her a lot and she liked him a lot! They make a good couple
"How bout you El?" I asked light elbowing her in a playful way
"Well for me Louis took me on stage too and sang what makes you beautiful to me He introduced me and everyone thought i was a fan..but then Louis kissed me and everyone was screaming!" She said smiling and looking up like she was remembering thay day clearly
"Aww thats so sweet and cute I hope Ni does something like that I hope he just doesnt take me uo there..its to many people I cant deal with that."
"Aww Mya Im sure he will do something nice for you because hes the romantic in the group..people always think its harry but no its Niall." El said smiling and looking at the screen where we were watching the concert from.
"Yeah harrys a flirt and Nialls a romantic ..theres a big difference there!" Perrie said and we all started laughing
Wow! I hope he sings to me but doesnt take me out there because if he does oh my god i would pass out.
I was nervous..Then i heard Ni...
"And thisbnext song means something to me cz Im dedicating to a special girl..shes beautiful and amazing! I like her a lot ..next song is little things!" Everyone started singing and screaming
The boys were singing and the words really got to me- Thats when i realized why Ni dedicated that song to me..My insecurities about myself. then Nis oart came up
"This is for you Mya..you'll never love tourseld half as much as i love you and you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to if i let you know Im here for you Maybe you'll love yourswlf like i love you.."
Perrie and El came to hug because i started to cry
"aww Mya dont cry it was a special moment!" El said worried
"I-I-Its that no one has ever told me im beautiful and i just dint beleive it" I managed to calm my self while i said that but thwn burried my face into Perries chest and cryed my eyes out
"I think I love him...But he doesnt..it was just a song and those were the lyrics..."
"Mya look at me...Your beautiful and a really cool person Im sure he has the same feelings for you.." Perrie said with a hopeful smile
"Yeah Mya Me and Perrie thought the same thing but look at us both we are in a happy relationship and well we are in love.."
"But but im afraid to be loved and to love..Im afraid of love period.." i said while sobbing i took my head out of Perries chest
"Sweetheart I know your dad did those horrible things to you but not everyone is the same! Especially Niall" El said to comfort me
"Yeah he would never hurt you on purpose.mhe realky nice and caring give him a chance will you?" perrie asked looking straight into my eyyes waiting for a response
"Okay" I say sobbing
then i feel a hand on my shoulder and Ni spins me around to hug him
so i did "Why were you crying?"
"Your song it was so special to me.."
"aww babe i didnt mean to make you cry!!"
"Its okay Ni i liked it!" I said with a smile
"Well the concert is over we can go back to the. hotel
"Okay bye girls" I went and hugged them both
*NIALLS POV*
"Ni i left my stuff in your dressing room can i go get them?
"Yeah go ahead"
She left and i just waited for her
I hope she knows i really do love her.If she doesnt then im gna tell her tonight because she needs to know someone loves her
Its taking too long for her to come back so i go check on her as soon as i get closer i can hear a voice yellinG SO I RAN TO MY ROOM only to find Mya yelling on the phone and she had her dad on speaker so i could hear the convo
"YOU ASSHOLE NEVER COME TOUCH ME AGAIN!!! YOU WILL REGRET IT!!"
"MYA CAN YOU SHUT THE HELL UP FOR A MINUTE!!! SHIT IM NOT GOING TO LOOK FOR YOU ANYMORE YOUR ARENT WORTH IT WITHOUT YOUR MOM!!!"
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN WITHOUT MY MOM??"
"SHES DEAD MYA!!!! SHE HUNG HERSELF 2 DAYS AGO!! THATS WHY I CAME LOOKING FOE YOU YOU LITTLE BITCH"
as soon as i heard that i went and hugged her right aways
"but but thats not possible! you made her kill herself you asswhole!!!!"
"I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT I DID!! I HUST FOUND HER WHEN I GOT HOME FROM WORK AND SHE LEFT A LETTER TO YOU THATS WHY I WENT TO FIND YOU!!!"
"MAIL THE LETTER TO THE HOTEL AND JUST LEAVE ME ALONE THANKS BYE!! and she hung uo
"Mya im so sorry! What can i do for you?" i was concerned
"Get me a pillow becaus-" and she fainted in my hands
I layed her down and breathed into her mouth but it didnt work...i started cry
Then i thought El knew CPR
I ran out of the room! "ELEANOR!! PLEASE PLEASE COMWE HERE MYA FAINTED!!!!!!"
i heard her littlw heals running to my room
"What happened why did she faint???"
"I dont know she found out her mom killed heself and she faintes!!"
"Okay okay give her some space! Im gna pump her chest and you breathe when i telk you to!"she looked worried
"Okay okay" i was crying like fuck.
The lads came in and perrie too they all had worried looks and i was a mess Once she hadnt started to beeather i said "Thats it i cant take it no more ket take her ti the hospitsl!!" i yelled i couldnt control my temper
"Okay i agree" El said worried
"Lism grab her legs and Niall grab her head and shoulders!!" She instructed us. We both did as we were told.
I took her to my car and layed her down in the backseat rested her head on my laps. i told Liam to drive and he did.
I just cant hekp thinking I might lose her tonight! This cant happen to me! I was gna tell her i love her! No i was a mess i couldnt stop crying it was too much for me to handle
Finally webget to the hospital and i carried her in
"Doctor !!! Please she fainted" Liam yelled and a nurse came rushing to us
"What happened?? Why did she faint what hapoened??" the nurse panicked. Liam looked at me in response
"She fainted when she found out her mom killed herself and its been like 20 minutes
Liams eyes shot wide open and he exolained the rest of what hapoened with El
I put her on the gurny and they took her to a room and she had an oxygen mask on too
"Its been 2 hours how much longer can this take???" i asked Liam The Others had met us there like 30 min after we got there
"I dint know Niall ..But i do know she will come out of there alive i promise you."
"Niall Horan? May i speak to you?: The doctor said. I looked at everyone and they were worried i could tell
"Y-Y-Yes thats me.." I walkedd over to him. I was all shaky still
"Well Niall shes doing better she woke up and asked for you."
"She did?" I smiled "Yes now you can come in and see her
"Wait can i go tell mt friends they are worried.?" "Of course you can go ahead"
"Guys shes fine she just woke up it was a shock."
They all smiled
I went to the roomand saw her there she was very weak.
"hi Ni" She said very weakly and gave me a weak smile
"Hi babes how are you feeling?" I say with a weak smile
"Im doing better Ni...."
"Yeah?"
"Im sorry about the scare aand i cant believe you just didnt leav me there to die..I wish you would have"
"Babes i would never have left you i care for you too much i L......... i Love you!" i keesed her weak soft lips her eyes shot wide open OH MY GOD WHAT DIDBI DO??
"Ni..i love yout too. I just have never felt like this about someone"
"Neither have i love" we both just stayed there smiling at eachother rhen Liam walked in
*MYAS POV*
"Hi guys" Liam said hapoy to see me alive
"Hey " i say with a weak smile
"They only let two people at a time and since Niall is in here already I can only come in" He smiled
"So how is everyone?"
"worried sick aboit you El and Perrie were crying"
"Oh mt god i need to see them can you please tell them to come in when you guys leave"
"Yeah of course" Ni said motioning Liam so they can leave
What happened to me I only remember Steve telling me my mom killed heeswlf and then i blacked oit.
"Hey sunshine!" El came in rushing to hug me
"Hi beautiful" Perrie said
"Aww hi guys! Im sorry for the big scare!!" i put my hands over my face
"No its okay i mean we did get scared but at least your alive and healthy now!"
"Yyeah" I weakly smile
"So what are we gna do when you get out of the hospital?" Perrie said
"I just want to rest.."
"But whats gna happen when Niall.."
"Niall what?!?!?" I asked worried
"...leaves back to London..."
"Oh yeah! he has to leave" i say with a sad face
"i dont know i might stay here alone in the apartmemt..yeah ima do that and just you kmow work and go to school and just be a normal girl."
"Wait whats gna happen to Niall???" El asked with a worried face
"Like i said i just wna be a normal girl no problems and yeah just lile that.."
"Please Mya dont be like his Ex girlfriend Hanna" Perrie said
"Who was she? I mean what happened?" I said worried
"They were together for 2 years and then she dumped him before he went on toir last year because she couldnt handle the fame."
"So he's gna think iys because of fame that i would leave him for." i say sadly "
"Yeah well maybe if you explain to him.." El explained
"But i dont want to leave him!" i started to cry
El and Perrie came on both sides of my bed and hugged me to comfort me.
Niall came in
"Hey the doc- Why are yoi crying what happened?!?!" he was worried
"Nothing Ni i just remembered about my mom.." he moved El gently out the way and hugged me
"So what did the doctor say?" i was curious
"He said you can leave now they are gna take you off the machines and we can go tobthe hotel now."
"Ni i want to go to my apartment now"
"Okay ill take you and stay the night if you dont mind i dont want to leave you alone!!"
"Okay Ni you can stay.."
The nuse came in and she took the needle out of my hand and gave me my clothes back. "Here you can change in that bathroom." She pointed to the door across my room. "Okay thanks for everythinh"
Soo we left the hospital and we went to get Nis clothes
Then we went to myy apartment..
12/2/13