that day...
Chapter 22
*MYAS POV*
"What the hell are you doing?!" I looked up.
My vision was blurry from how much ive been crying
"W-w-ho are you?" I said looking down.
"Mya its Harry!!"
"oh"
"What the fuck i saw you run in here crying and so i came after you"
"Harry you didnt have too..you can go back." I was sobbing
"No not until you tell my why you are doing this.." i had to tell him..so he could leave
"well its all my fault Niall is like this!!" i cried even harder
"No its notMya!!" he sat next to me and rubbed my back
"yes it is ..i if i hadnt run out when he proposed .."
"Mya its not your fault okay?"
"it is harry"
"No its not can you trust me on that?"
"fine"
he held me tighter into a hug i cried into his chest.
harder
and
harder.
Then i thought of Moments.
Oh how harder i cried
He tried calming me down.but didnt work.
I cried into his shirt for about am hour before i decided to go see Niall.
I walked into his room with Harry ebhind me.
"There you are.." Liam said
"Yeah" i said still sobbing.
"Its okay Mya we will leave you alone with him."
okay. i might sound dumb. Niall might not even jear me. But i need to say what i need to say.
"Niall i say yes to getting married with you. Im so sorry..this is all my fault that you are hear in this hospital. Im really sorry ..i love you..i was just so scared of love..i came .but it was too late." I cried more "Niall i need you in my life i cant go without you i just cant." He squeezed my hand but didnt open his eyes or speak. He layed still ..he squuezed it for like a second or less.
i cried harder.
I spent the night there.
The lads kept coming everyday to check on him.
its been 2 weeks
..he stil hasnt woken up
"Love you need to go to your house and sleep." Perrie told me
its true i needed rest but i know if i go i wont get out of bed.
i will just lay there depressed.
"i know but i cant"
"Yes you can" ..silence.."now go!"
i got up and kissed Nialls forehead
i drove off to my house
i layed there. Not eating...nothing.
I cant live without Niall
"What the hell are you doing?!" I looked up.
My vision was blurry from how much ive been crying
"W-w-ho are you?" I said looking down.
"Mya its Harry!!"
"oh"
"What the fuck i saw you run in here crying and so i came after you"
"Harry you didnt have too..you can go back." I was sobbing
"No not until you tell my why you are doing this.." i had to tell him..so he could leave
"well its all my fault Niall is like this!!" i cried even harder
"No its notMya!!" he sat next to me and rubbed my back
"yes it is ..i if i hadnt run out when he proposed .."
"Mya its not your fault okay?"
"it is harry"
"No its not can you trust me on that?"
"fine"
he held me tighter into a hug i cried into his chest.
harder
and
harder.
Then i thought of Moments.
Oh how harder i cried
He tried calming me down.but didnt work.
I cried into his shirt for about am hour before i decided to go see Niall.
I walked into his room with Harry ebhind me.
"There you are.." Liam said
"Yeah" i said still sobbing.
"Its okay Mya we will leave you alone with him."
okay. i might sound dumb. Niall might not even jear me. But i need to say what i need to say.
"Niall i say yes to getting married with you. Im so sorry..this is all my fault that you are hear in this hospital. Im really sorry ..i love you..i was just so scared of love..i came .but it was too late." I cried more "Niall i need you in my life i cant go without you i just cant." He squeezed my hand but didnt open his eyes or speak. He layed still ..he squuezed it for like a second or less.
i cried harder.
I spent the night there.
The lads kept coming everyday to check on him.
its been 2 weeks
..he stil hasnt woken up
"Love you need to go to your house and sleep." Perrie told me
its true i needed rest but i know if i go i wont get out of bed.
i will just lay there depressed.
"i know but i cant"
"Yes you can" ..silence.."now go!"
i got up and kissed Nialls forehead
i drove off to my house
i layed there. Not eating...nothing.
I cant live without Niall
12/2/13