that day...
Chapter 16
*MYAS POV*
Its been an hour since Ive been at Louis and Els flat.
Finally they came in through the door..
"Look just let the girl stay here shes my friend and she heartbroken!!" El said kind of yelling to Louis
Once El saw me her eyes shot wide open..
"Umm Mya can u give us some privacy?" Louis told me directly
"Yeah you can go to our guest room its up the stairs around the corner" El said smiling.
"Um uh ok" i was worried their fight was because of me.
I ran up the stairs i shut my door but i was outside..i wanted to make them think i was inside my room..i wanted to hear them so i just hid behind the railing
i heard them argue..
"Why didnt you tell me and at least give me a heads up?" Louis said
"Look it was sudden and shes my best friend i was not going to let her stay at a hotel!!!"
"Cmon !! Its been like 2 months and shes your best friend!!"
"So are you tellin me you dont like her???" El was shocked
"No i do ! Shes really cool but-"
"No buts Lou!! Shes my friend and i know if you had a friend in need and they needed a place to stay..you would tell them to stay here and i wouldnt be mad!!!!"
"Im sorry El its just they need to make up soon cz i dont want other people that i have to take care of!"
i felt a tear roll down my cheek thats when i decided i should jjst leave for good and never come back..
i ran down the stairs before anyone can say anything words started coming out my mouth..
"Look guys i can tell Im not wanted I'll just be going Bye El I'll see you around.." i went to hug El and hugged Louis as well.
"Mya wha-" i cut her off
"Im not wanted anywhere i will just be going k? Just need space i guess. I dont know.i just know Im not wanted ...bye El"
She stood there shocked.
As i walked out the door i texted Perrie
To Perrie: Hey Perrie umm just wanted to let you know Im leaving out of your lives for good ok? It will cause less problems I wont forget you! Love u..you are a great friend and i hope you understand i need space..xx Mya
just 5 minutes later my phone buzzed
From Perrie: OMG i will never forget you & you are a great friend you arent a problem starter!! please dont leave Zayn said he would miss his little sis!
To Perrie: I will miss My big bro too..but i need to do this..love u all and i will miss you guys goodbye
From Perrie: bye :'(
Okay now that Ive said bye to them i need to say bye to Harry
To Harry: Hey..umm i didnt really connect to you but your a good friend and i am gna miss your jokes and you.Okay Im gna leave forever and just you know..not cause any problems bye dimples.
From Harry: What!! I heard about Liam! Ive been in LA and now your leaving without a proper goodbye?!?
To Harry: Look you wna know why Im leaving ask El but please just let me go. i need to do this..bye
From Harry: bye :(
Now the hardest person i need to say bye to..Liam
Honestly i dont know where Im going or what Im going to do..
i drove to Liams house..thank god he was home already..i checked to see if Niall was here..and he wasnt ..Good
I knocked on Liams door and he opened it
"Hey come in.."
We walked over to the couch and i got straight to buisness..
"Liam we need to talk.."
"okay whats up?"
"Umm im gna leave.."
"What do you mean leave??" He asked worried
"Umm Im gna leave all your lives it will make it a lot easier and there wont be any more problems if i leave.."
"Look Mya is this about Niall?"
"Sort of but Also ..there has just been a lot of problems since Ive come into your guys life..so Im just gna stay out.of it.."
"Does this mean you and Niall are broken up?"
"I dont know i dont want to be ..i just dont know."
"Oh okay well sis you can always call me if you need anything okay?"
"Okay Im gna get going.."
"Where are you going?"
"I dont know maybe California.."
"Okay let me know when you get there!" he got up and hugged me
"Okay bye i love you brother."
"I love you too sis."
And like that i was out.of their lives for good.
But wait i need to get my stuff..they are all at Nialls flat..i just remembered i have a spare key he let me have..I waited till midnight.
I got inside safely and got my stuff as quietly as i can.
I succeeded and headed to a hotel near by I checked in and went to my room to fall asleep.
-Next Morning-
I searched for apartments here in London.
I know i told Liam i would be going go CA but truth is Im staying here and going to work as a waitress at a cafe..I already got the job.
"Hi mam is apartment 15 taken already?" I asked the lady hopeful
"No would you like to buy it?"
"Yes please!"
"Okay you can pay us the day you move in.."
"Great i will be going tomarrow then!"
"Okay see you then bye"
I packed up all my things and let the day go by..
i fell asleep on the couch since i had all my stuff still packed up.
The next day i settled all ,y things in and went to work.
*NIALLS POV*
-3 months later-
I havent heard from Mya..I miss her a lot
i miss her more every second of everyday.
i cry myself to sleep every night.
Everyday since she has left i write a letter to her explaining how much I lover and how much I miss her.
Its been 3 months since she said she needed space. How long was that going to take? i miss her so much.
She texts Liam every other day and calls him every weekend to check in.
Apearantly she has a job in a cafe as a waitress. She lives in LA CA.
That a lot of miles away. I want to be with her.
For the first month that she left. I was depressed and just stayed in bed all day they boys and girls tried to get me out of bed and tried to cheer me up but nothing worked.
I ate a little bit but hardly nothing.
The second month i tried getting out of bed but it didnt work.
I missed her calling me Ni and her smile she gave me every morning.
I started eating better..but not like i used to. For 2 whole months i was in bed ans no one could do anything about it.
And here we are on the third month.
I got out of bed ..still not eating like i normally do..but I am eating.
I dont talk much to the others..but they pay me a visit everyday.
When they visit i dont talk. I just think about Mya.
Today only Liam came to visit me..the lads had plans with the girls.
Oh speaking about the girls.They were devastated too but Zayn and Lou soon cheered them up.
Liam came in and i was just sitting on the couch watching Myas and I favorite TV show..wipeout.
I remembered our laughs and moments we had. A tear started rolling down my face. Liam came and sat with me. He gave me a hug and said "Its going to be okay.."
I finally managed to say something in 3 months..
"No its not she doesnt love me any more Liam.."
"Im sure she does.."
i finally let my big secret out...
"Liam...i was waiting for a month or two to pass by ..i was going to propose to her.." i held the ring out and tears fell down my face.
"Niall! Dont you think it was too soon??"
"I really think shes the one and i didnt want to let her go..i still dont want to let her go.."
"Wow..umm"
His phone started ringing
"Its Mya.."
tears were streaming down my face once he said her name..
"Answer it.." i managed to mumble
He got up and walked to the kitchen he had her on speaker..he doesnt like holding his phone to his ear.
"Hey Mya hows it going?"
"great!! I got employee of the month!!" She was excited and happy..it was nice to hear her voice again and how happy she was made me smile. I havent smiled for 3 months..
"Im happy for you..umm listen sis i think you should try talking to Niall.." My eyes shot wide open
"Liam.. i d-"
"Have you even tried to listen to his side?" He cut her off.
"Look he doesnt love me okay!"
"yes he does Mya! Barely a week ago he got out of bed because he was depressed that you left him!!"
"Really? "
"Yess Mya you need to talk to him.."
"I will think about it" Then she hung up.
I cant believe he just said that.
i started crying...she didnt love me anymore..i need to move on..
*MYAS POV*
I hung up on Liam.
Why would he even bring up Niall??
Tears started rolling down my face.
I was in the cafe bathroom. Luckily i had my purse with me..
I pulled my blade out ..
this time i held the blade to my thighs
one cut..two cut..three cut..move on to my next thigh..one cut..two cut..three cut..four cut..
i cleaned them up and walked out of there like nothing happened..
i hadnt made any new friends here..but people were nice to me.
I was still in London
i did good hiding from the lads and girls.
Turns out they dont come to this side of London.
I want to talk to Ni but i cant.
"Hey Mya take care of table four please!" my boss told me
So i did as i was told..
Little did i know who i was going to be serving
"Hi how m- HANNA!!???"
Its been an hour since Ive been at Louis and Els flat.
Finally they came in through the door..
"Look just let the girl stay here shes my friend and she heartbroken!!" El said kind of yelling to Louis
Once El saw me her eyes shot wide open..
"Umm Mya can u give us some privacy?" Louis told me directly
"Yeah you can go to our guest room its up the stairs around the corner" El said smiling.
"Um uh ok" i was worried their fight was because of me.
I ran up the stairs i shut my door but i was outside..i wanted to make them think i was inside my room..i wanted to hear them so i just hid behind the railing
i heard them argue..
"Why didnt you tell me and at least give me a heads up?" Louis said
"Look it was sudden and shes my best friend i was not going to let her stay at a hotel!!!"
"Cmon !! Its been like 2 months and shes your best friend!!"
"So are you tellin me you dont like her???" El was shocked
"No i do ! Shes really cool but-"
"No buts Lou!! Shes my friend and i know if you had a friend in need and they needed a place to stay..you would tell them to stay here and i wouldnt be mad!!!!"
"Im sorry El its just they need to make up soon cz i dont want other people that i have to take care of!"
i felt a tear roll down my cheek thats when i decided i should jjst leave for good and never come back..
i ran down the stairs before anyone can say anything words started coming out my mouth..
"Look guys i can tell Im not wanted I'll just be going Bye El I'll see you around.." i went to hug El and hugged Louis as well.
"Mya wha-" i cut her off
"Im not wanted anywhere i will just be going k? Just need space i guess. I dont know.i just know Im not wanted ...bye El"
She stood there shocked.
As i walked out the door i texted Perrie
To Perrie: Hey Perrie umm just wanted to let you know Im leaving out of your lives for good ok? It will cause less problems I wont forget you! Love u..you are a great friend and i hope you understand i need space..xx Mya
just 5 minutes later my phone buzzed
From Perrie: OMG i will never forget you & you are a great friend you arent a problem starter!! please dont leave Zayn said he would miss his little sis!
To Perrie: I will miss My big bro too..but i need to do this..love u all and i will miss you guys goodbye
From Perrie: bye :'(
Okay now that Ive said bye to them i need to say bye to Harry
To Harry: Hey..umm i didnt really connect to you but your a good friend and i am gna miss your jokes and you.Okay Im gna leave forever and just you know..not cause any problems bye dimples.
From Harry: What!! I heard about Liam! Ive been in LA and now your leaving without a proper goodbye?!?
To Harry: Look you wna know why Im leaving ask El but please just let me go. i need to do this..bye
From Harry: bye :(
Now the hardest person i need to say bye to..Liam
Honestly i dont know where Im going or what Im going to do..
i drove to Liams house..thank god he was home already..i checked to see if Niall was here..and he wasnt ..Good
I knocked on Liams door and he opened it
"Hey come in.."
We walked over to the couch and i got straight to buisness..
"Liam we need to talk.."
"okay whats up?"
"Umm im gna leave.."
"What do you mean leave??" He asked worried
"Umm Im gna leave all your lives it will make it a lot easier and there wont be any more problems if i leave.."
"Look Mya is this about Niall?"
"Sort of but Also ..there has just been a lot of problems since Ive come into your guys life..so Im just gna stay out.of it.."
"Does this mean you and Niall are broken up?"
"I dont know i dont want to be ..i just dont know."
"Oh okay well sis you can always call me if you need anything okay?"
"Okay Im gna get going.."
"Where are you going?"
"I dont know maybe California.."
"Okay let me know when you get there!" he got up and hugged me
"Okay bye i love you brother."
"I love you too sis."
And like that i was out.of their lives for good.
But wait i need to get my stuff..they are all at Nialls flat..i just remembered i have a spare key he let me have..I waited till midnight.
I got inside safely and got my stuff as quietly as i can.
I succeeded and headed to a hotel near by I checked in and went to my room to fall asleep.
-Next Morning-
I searched for apartments here in London.
I know i told Liam i would be going go CA but truth is Im staying here and going to work as a waitress at a cafe..I already got the job.
"Hi mam is apartment 15 taken already?" I asked the lady hopeful
"No would you like to buy it?"
"Yes please!"
"Okay you can pay us the day you move in.."
"Great i will be going tomarrow then!"
"Okay see you then bye"
I packed up all my things and let the day go by..
i fell asleep on the couch since i had all my stuff still packed up.
The next day i settled all ,y things in and went to work.
*NIALLS POV*
-3 months later-
I havent heard from Mya..I miss her a lot
i miss her more every second of everyday.
i cry myself to sleep every night.
Everyday since she has left i write a letter to her explaining how much I lover and how much I miss her.
Its been 3 months since she said she needed space. How long was that going to take? i miss her so much.
She texts Liam every other day and calls him every weekend to check in.
Apearantly she has a job in a cafe as a waitress. She lives in LA CA.
That a lot of miles away. I want to be with her.
For the first month that she left. I was depressed and just stayed in bed all day they boys and girls tried to get me out of bed and tried to cheer me up but nothing worked.
I ate a little bit but hardly nothing.
The second month i tried getting out of bed but it didnt work.
I missed her calling me Ni and her smile she gave me every morning.
I started eating better..but not like i used to. For 2 whole months i was in bed ans no one could do anything about it.
And here we are on the third month.
I got out of bed ..still not eating like i normally do..but I am eating.
I dont talk much to the others..but they pay me a visit everyday.
When they visit i dont talk. I just think about Mya.
Today only Liam came to visit me..the lads had plans with the girls.
Oh speaking about the girls.They were devastated too but Zayn and Lou soon cheered them up.
Liam came in and i was just sitting on the couch watching Myas and I favorite TV show..wipeout.
I remembered our laughs and moments we had. A tear started rolling down my face. Liam came and sat with me. He gave me a hug and said "Its going to be okay.."
I finally managed to say something in 3 months..
"No its not she doesnt love me any more Liam.."
"Im sure she does.."
i finally let my big secret out...
"Liam...i was waiting for a month or two to pass by ..i was going to propose to her.." i held the ring out and tears fell down my face.
"Niall! Dont you think it was too soon??"
"I really think shes the one and i didnt want to let her go..i still dont want to let her go.."
"Wow..umm"
His phone started ringing
"Its Mya.."
tears were streaming down my face once he said her name..
"Answer it.." i managed to mumble
He got up and walked to the kitchen he had her on speaker..he doesnt like holding his phone to his ear.
"Hey Mya hows it going?"
"great!! I got employee of the month!!" She was excited and happy..it was nice to hear her voice again and how happy she was made me smile. I havent smiled for 3 months..
"Im happy for you..umm listen sis i think you should try talking to Niall.." My eyes shot wide open
"Liam.. i d-"
"Have you even tried to listen to his side?" He cut her off.
"Look he doesnt love me okay!"
"yes he does Mya! Barely a week ago he got out of bed because he was depressed that you left him!!"
"Really? "
"Yess Mya you need to talk to him.."
"I will think about it" Then she hung up.
I cant believe he just said that.
i started crying...she didnt love me anymore..i need to move on..
*MYAS POV*
I hung up on Liam.
Why would he even bring up Niall??
Tears started rolling down my face.
I was in the cafe bathroom. Luckily i had my purse with me..
I pulled my blade out ..
this time i held the blade to my thighs
one cut..two cut..three cut..move on to my next thigh..one cut..two cut..three cut..four cut..
i cleaned them up and walked out of there like nothing happened..
i hadnt made any new friends here..but people were nice to me.
I was still in London
i did good hiding from the lads and girls.
Turns out they dont come to this side of London.
I want to talk to Ni but i cant.
"Hey Mya take care of table four please!" my boss told me
So i did as i was told..
Little did i know who i was going to be serving
"Hi how m- HANNA!!???"
12/2/13