that day...
Chapter 15
*NIALLS POV*
I was just standing there crying worried.sad.lonely.
I stopped crying when i saw Mya come to me and she looked happy some what.
Then i hear little heels running towards me and she grabbed my face and she started kissing me roughly
I only came to realize it was fuckn Hanna
God what do i need to do to get this Bitch away from me?!?
I tried to push her off but she pulled me closer to her and just like that i was trapped
From the corner of my eye I saw Mya runnaway crying
GREAT!!! I CANT LET HER BE ALONE ESPECIALLY LIKE THIS!!! i dont know what she would do to herself!
I was gettig red from anger
I clentched my fists at my side
Then i remembered it was a GIRL i was dealing with so i could beat the shit out if her.
I didnt know what to do!
I was panicing.
Finally i just let my tears out.
That actually managed to stop Hanna from kissing me.
I looked up at her helpless.
"Go."
I was confused at what she just told me.
"What" still confused
"Go get Mya!" She told me
I did as i was told and i ran to the girls bathroom. I didnt give a fuck that it was the girls bathroom. I just knew i had to go.
Thats the only place she went to when she was going to cut or cry.
I ran in the bathroom and heard sobbing
I ran to the stall where i heard it from. And she was there crying on the floor.
I sat next to her feeling like a jerk. I didnt want to kiss Hanna she came on to me but i knew she wasnt going to believe me so i just kissed her forehead "Sorry" was all i could say.
Kissed her forehead and walked out.
There was a bunch of fans out there
They were asking me for picture and autographs
I couldnt deal with all of this right now so i just ran away with tears in my eyes.
I ran to a storage room
I sat down and started to cry my eyes out
I was mad and sad at the same time
mad at Hanna for coming on to me like that
Sad that i couldnt do nothing about Mya.
I just sat there crying..I dont for how long.
*LOUIS POV*
"Mya isnt in there i just came from Liams room and her or Niall werent there." Perrie said making me worried
"Yeah and i saw Hanna walking around.." Zayn gave us more info
"Do you think they got into a fight..Or that bitch Hanna made things worse?" El said
"Guys we need to split up and find them Me and Zayn will go look for Niall and girls you look for Mya!"
"Okay" they said worried
"Lets go i told Zayn"
He didnt hesitate to start running with me
We couldnt find him its been over an hour!
Until i heard sobbing
In a storage room?
I told Zayn "Maybe hes in there..I hear crying.."
"okay" He said as he opened the door and yup he was in there on the floor crying
He was already red and puffy meaning hes been crying non stop for a while.
*PERRIES POV*
We have been walking around for over an hour
We couldnt find her
I wonder if the boys found Niall already..
Then i thought Mya always goes to the bathroom when shes likes this so i told El that..
"But that was the first place we checked and she wasnt in there."
She had a point but we only walked in we didnt even go in each stall
"Lets go check again in EACH stall" I responded to El
"okay lets go" El started running towards the bathroom and so did I.
We found her sitting down on the floor crying
So we got her up and freshened her up. Although she fought us every moment of it.
*MYAS POV*
Ni left.
I sat there crying for over 2 hours i think.
Until Perrie and El found me
GREAT
They got me up with no words and freshened me up
I fought them to not do it but they still did.
I stopped crying to say something.
"Can i please stay at one of you flats for a while please." i say as i burried my face into Perrie.
"You can stay at me and Louis place of you want?" El said caringly
"Yes please that could mean a lot."
"Can you please tell us what happened?" Perrie said lifting my head up
I explained everything to them and how Ni just left.
"Look Im sure she came on to him." El said
but i didnt believe her.
"No i dont believe that..I just want to lay down and do nothing please.." i said helplessly
"Okay honey you can drive to my flat if you want!" El said handing me her house keys.
"Thank you so much!!" I hugged her tightly
"okay I will see you when i get home"
I walked out and i went to Liams room.
He was awake.
"Hey Mya.." he said with a smile but quickly lost it when he looked up at me "..Whats wrong.."
"Oh i dont want to worry you right now we can talk about it later okay?" I said while walking over to his side..
"No tell me now please!"
"Fine.." i said tired and weak "..I saw Ni kissing Hanna in the hallway..well they were making out..later on he found me in the bathroom and kissed my forehead and said sorry"
"Ph my god do you want me to talk to him for you??" He said being over protective.
"No im just going to stay over at Els flat for a while.."
"So you guys basically broke up?" He asked..I didnt know if we did or didnt
"I dont think so..but i just need some space right now" i said with a tear rolling down my face.
He wiped my tear away and hugged me "Go rest I will check on you later.." he said
"I should be checking on you but okay.."
I walked out the hospital and drove to Els flat.
*NIALLS POV*
Zayn and Lou found me.
Well wasnt this day getting better!
"Niall! Finally we found you after an hour!!" Zayn said as he sat down in front of me with Lou.
"Yeah ..mate what happened?"
I explained everything to them while sobbing.
"Woah.You need to tell her the truth." Lou said.
"No Im slowly giving up Lou!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH THAT IF IT MEANS THAT I HAVE TO BE OUT OF HER LIFE SO SHE COULD BE HAPPY THEN I WILL LEAVE!!!." i blew up
"No maybe you guys need space from each other but you guys arent over!" Liam came in with a walker?
"How did you find us? And why arent you in bed!" i said shocked
"Look Mya came and talked to me...it wasnt hard to find you guys my room is right down the hall!" he said pointing at his room.
"Okay sorry ...but i have given up Liam." i said starting to cry
"Look just give her some time..Shes gna be staying at Lous and Els flat."
"She is?" Lou said surprised.
"Yeah thats what she said."
"El..." He whispered shouted
"Just give her some space." Liam said.
"Okay Im gna fo home and just i dont know but bye.."
I walked out the hospital and drove home..
I was just standing there crying worried.sad.lonely.
I stopped crying when i saw Mya come to me and she looked happy some what.
Then i hear little heels running towards me and she grabbed my face and she started kissing me roughly
I only came to realize it was fuckn Hanna
God what do i need to do to get this Bitch away from me?!?
I tried to push her off but she pulled me closer to her and just like that i was trapped
From the corner of my eye I saw Mya runnaway crying
GREAT!!! I CANT LET HER BE ALONE ESPECIALLY LIKE THIS!!! i dont know what she would do to herself!
I was gettig red from anger
I clentched my fists at my side
Then i remembered it was a GIRL i was dealing with so i could beat the shit out if her.
I didnt know what to do!
I was panicing.
Finally i just let my tears out.
That actually managed to stop Hanna from kissing me.
I looked up at her helpless.
"Go."
I was confused at what she just told me.
"What" still confused
"Go get Mya!" She told me
I did as i was told and i ran to the girls bathroom. I didnt give a fuck that it was the girls bathroom. I just knew i had to go.
Thats the only place she went to when she was going to cut or cry.
I ran in the bathroom and heard sobbing
I ran to the stall where i heard it from. And she was there crying on the floor.
I sat next to her feeling like a jerk. I didnt want to kiss Hanna she came on to me but i knew she wasnt going to believe me so i just kissed her forehead "Sorry" was all i could say.
Kissed her forehead and walked out.
There was a bunch of fans out there
They were asking me for picture and autographs
I couldnt deal with all of this right now so i just ran away with tears in my eyes.
I ran to a storage room
I sat down and started to cry my eyes out
I was mad and sad at the same time
mad at Hanna for coming on to me like that
Sad that i couldnt do nothing about Mya.
I just sat there crying..I dont for how long.
*LOUIS POV*
"Mya isnt in there i just came from Liams room and her or Niall werent there." Perrie said making me worried
"Yeah and i saw Hanna walking around.." Zayn gave us more info
"Do you think they got into a fight..Or that bitch Hanna made things worse?" El said
"Guys we need to split up and find them Me and Zayn will go look for Niall and girls you look for Mya!"
"Okay" they said worried
"Lets go i told Zayn"
He didnt hesitate to start running with me
We couldnt find him its been over an hour!
Until i heard sobbing
In a storage room?
I told Zayn "Maybe hes in there..I hear crying.."
"okay" He said as he opened the door and yup he was in there on the floor crying
He was already red and puffy meaning hes been crying non stop for a while.
*PERRIES POV*
We have been walking around for over an hour
We couldnt find her
I wonder if the boys found Niall already..
Then i thought Mya always goes to the bathroom when shes likes this so i told El that..
"But that was the first place we checked and she wasnt in there."
She had a point but we only walked in we didnt even go in each stall
"Lets go check again in EACH stall" I responded to El
"okay lets go" El started running towards the bathroom and so did I.
We found her sitting down on the floor crying
So we got her up and freshened her up. Although she fought us every moment of it.
*MYAS POV*
Ni left.
I sat there crying for over 2 hours i think.
Until Perrie and El found me
GREAT
They got me up with no words and freshened me up
I fought them to not do it but they still did.
I stopped crying to say something.
"Can i please stay at one of you flats for a while please." i say as i burried my face into Perrie.
"You can stay at me and Louis place of you want?" El said caringly
"Yes please that could mean a lot."
"Can you please tell us what happened?" Perrie said lifting my head up
I explained everything to them and how Ni just left.
"Look Im sure she came on to him." El said
but i didnt believe her.
"No i dont believe that..I just want to lay down and do nothing please.." i said helplessly
"Okay honey you can drive to my flat if you want!" El said handing me her house keys.
"Thank you so much!!" I hugged her tightly
"okay I will see you when i get home"
I walked out and i went to Liams room.
He was awake.
"Hey Mya.." he said with a smile but quickly lost it when he looked up at me "..Whats wrong.."
"Oh i dont want to worry you right now we can talk about it later okay?" I said while walking over to his side..
"No tell me now please!"
"Fine.." i said tired and weak "..I saw Ni kissing Hanna in the hallway..well they were making out..later on he found me in the bathroom and kissed my forehead and said sorry"
"Ph my god do you want me to talk to him for you??" He said being over protective.
"No im just going to stay over at Els flat for a while.."
"So you guys basically broke up?" He asked..I didnt know if we did or didnt
"I dont think so..but i just need some space right now" i said with a tear rolling down my face.
He wiped my tear away and hugged me "Go rest I will check on you later.." he said
"I should be checking on you but okay.."
I walked out the hospital and drove to Els flat.
*NIALLS POV*
Zayn and Lou found me.
Well wasnt this day getting better!
"Niall! Finally we found you after an hour!!" Zayn said as he sat down in front of me with Lou.
"Yeah ..mate what happened?"
I explained everything to them while sobbing.
"Woah.You need to tell her the truth." Lou said.
"No Im slowly giving up Lou!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH THAT IF IT MEANS THAT I HAVE TO BE OUT OF HER LIFE SO SHE COULD BE HAPPY THEN I WILL LEAVE!!!." i blew up
"No maybe you guys need space from each other but you guys arent over!" Liam came in with a walker?
"How did you find us? And why arent you in bed!" i said shocked
"Look Mya came and talked to me...it wasnt hard to find you guys my room is right down the hall!" he said pointing at his room.
"Okay sorry ...but i have given up Liam." i said starting to cry
"Look just give her some time..Shes gna be staying at Lous and Els flat."
"She is?" Lou said surprised.
"Yeah thats what she said."
"El..." He whispered shouted
"Just give her some space." Liam said.
"Okay Im gna fo home and just i dont know but bye.."
I walked out the hospital and drove home..
12/2/13