
Past and Present
I Couldn't
ALEX’S P.OV.
I don’t understand what they’re trying to do to me. I don’t know who they are and I don’t care who they are, OK? I don’t remember anything but I know my past had not been very plesant. There’s been a taste of sourness everytime I try to remember something that happened after grade 8. So I don’t want to remember.
The girl who said she was Colen suddenly appeared again.
“Alex,” She said- Wait, who’s Alex?
“I’m Liam,” I said, “who’s Alex?”
She raised her eyebrows “So you remember your name?”
“Yeah,” I said, why does she care? “Who are you?”
“I’m…” Her eyes looked distant, “it’s complicated. I’m a… Good friend of yours. Just… do you remember anything else?”
“Yeah, I knew there used to be people in my life,” I shrugged, “But they’re all taken out. I remember some stuff of what happened.”
“What do you remember exactly?” She leaned in, listening closely.
COLEN’S P.O.V.
He still remembered what happened? Then I can piece together his memories easily.
“I remember a girl I really loved. She had the most beautiful smile… But…” His voice trailed off, “something bad happened and I didn’t love her anymore. Maybe it’s because she didn’t love me,” He smiled sadly, “do you know who the girl is?” He looked at me hopefully.
I was about to say yes, but I couldn’t. The girl who didn’t love him, didn’t care about him, hurt him… I just couldn’t say it. “Sorry…” I mumbled quietly.
“Oh,” He looks down, disappointed. “I’m sure if I find her, I will know the truth.”
Rachel frowned at me and pulled me away, “why didn’t you just say it was you?”
I was on the edge of tears again, “I- I couldn’t. I just… cant.”
Suddenly, Sammy busted in with a bunch of flowers.
I don’t understand what they’re trying to do to me. I don’t know who they are and I don’t care who they are, OK? I don’t remember anything but I know my past had not been very plesant. There’s been a taste of sourness everytime I try to remember something that happened after grade 8. So I don’t want to remember.
The girl who said she was Colen suddenly appeared again.
“Alex,” She said- Wait, who’s Alex?
“I’m Liam,” I said, “who’s Alex?”
She raised her eyebrows “So you remember your name?”
“Yeah,” I said, why does she care? “Who are you?”
“I’m…” Her eyes looked distant, “it’s complicated. I’m a… Good friend of yours. Just… do you remember anything else?”
“Yeah, I knew there used to be people in my life,” I shrugged, “But they’re all taken out. I remember some stuff of what happened.”
“What do you remember exactly?” She leaned in, listening closely.
COLEN’S P.O.V.
He still remembered what happened? Then I can piece together his memories easily.
“I remember a girl I really loved. She had the most beautiful smile… But…” His voice trailed off, “something bad happened and I didn’t love her anymore. Maybe it’s because she didn’t love me,” He smiled sadly, “do you know who the girl is?” He looked at me hopefully.
I was about to say yes, but I couldn’t. The girl who didn’t love him, didn’t care about him, hurt him… I just couldn’t say it. “Sorry…” I mumbled quietly.
“Oh,” He looks down, disappointed. “I’m sure if I find her, I will know the truth.”
Rachel frowned at me and pulled me away, “why didn’t you just say it was you?”
I was on the edge of tears again, “I- I couldn’t. I just… cant.”
Suddenly, Sammy busted in with a bunch of flowers.
Omg I'm sl sad please update
2/22/14