I sat there feeling bad for lying once again.
"Seriously Zayn that's what you have to say... You love me... Ok Zayn if your not going to tell me whats really going on,I'll just head back to England."
Crap I didn't want her to leave, I need to tell her..
"Ok Perrie, fine I'll tell you." I quickly stated. It was quiet for a moment.
"Well Zayn." Perrie says
I took a breath and pause.
"I have stage two stomach cancer Perrie. I didn't want to tell you because I don't want you to worry about me. I love you so much and I don't want to lose you."
The phone was quiet. There was no answer. All I heard was the call ended. I knew she couldn't handle, I hung up the phone and look at the floor. I felt guilty,I felt like I just ruined Perrie life. A few tear fell from my face I lean against the wall.
"I just messed up my relationship." I mumbled to myself.
That's when Louis walked out the waiting room and saw me.
"What's wrong Zayn?" He walks towards me.
I look at Louis and broke down crying.
"I told Perrie... she didn't even bother answering, she just hung up." I hold my hands to my head and blend over.
"I messed my relationship."
"Zayn you don't know that, just give her time, mate she loves you. I know Perrie will stick by you." Louis pulls me up hugging me. "Everything will fine." He whisper in my ear.
Louis release the hug.
"We can see Harry again, if you wanna go back in or we can go somewhere else if you like."
"Let's go see Harry." I say wiping my tear away.
Heading back to Harry room.
Later on that day. We all were still with Harry, now he was wide awake talking to the boys but I sat there thinking about Perrie, I wonder what she was doing right now. I can't sit here I need to talk to her. I got up everybody looked at me.
"Where your going?" Liam asks.
"I need to talk to Perrie, I'll see you at the hotel ok."
Louis looks at me knowing why I was going.
"Good luck bro." I nod to Lou and wave bye to the other boys.
I called Perrie to see if she's answered and she did. I ask her if she could meet me that the hotel.
After I reach my hotel room, Perrie was standing here. I quickly walked over to get standing In front her. She looks up at me her eyes was red and puffy.
"Tell me you're lying." She said started to cry.
I look down "No Perrie I have it."
Then her tears over flow her face. She shook her head in denial. I open the door pulling her in and hugging her.
"I'll be fine, babe." I said softy.
"How do you know? I don't want you to end up like my dad."
"What happen to dad?"
She wipe her tears. "He died from stage one stomach cancer, It spread and it was too late to help him, And I can't lose you Zayn. I just can't... I love you to much." She hugs me tight crying into my chest. I hold her tight not letting go.
"I'm not going to die.I promise Perrie,I'll never leave you.I love you to much. babe."
The next morning
Knock, knock
"Zayn the door." Perrie said half asleep.
"You get it. please" I mumbled softy falling in and out of sleep. Perrie gets up and answered the door it was Harry. My head shot up after hearing his voice.
"Morning lad " I said in a cheerful voice.
"Morning Zayn." Harry slowly walks to the bed you can tell he was kinda of dizzy from all those drugs. Paul walked in.
"I check on you in 2 hours, and I'll bring some breakfast for you and the boys... ok Harry." He nobs his head as Paul walked out. Perrie closed the door behinds him.
"How do feel Harry."
"Like crap," he said softy, "but I'm glad you and Perrie are talking again... sorry about before."
"It's fine mate." I mumbled.
"You need help,Harry." Perrie says as she walks over to him.
"Yea please." She takes of his shoes and jacket.
"There you go, sweetie." She places the shoes and jacket on the chair next to this bed. Harry curls up in a ball pulling the cover over his head.
I was glad he was ok, even those Harry did get under my skin I do care for him, like a lil brother. Perrie crawled back into my bed laying next to me.
"Does Harry know about your cancer." She whisper in my ear.
I shook my head no, and she looks at me weird.
"Who knows then." She whisper again.
"You and louis."
She gives my shocked looked, knowing that I did even tell my mother yet.
"You have to tell him Zayn." Perrie quietly said.
Harry got up from under the cover.
"I can't sleep." He gives a puppy dog face.
I turn to Harry.
"Wanna go for a walk?" I ask.
"No." Harry snapped back.
"You wanna watch a movie?" Perrie suggested.
"Ok sure." Harry answered back.
"We should watch something scary." I said. We all agreed and try to find something to watch.
2 hours later
Perrie P.O.V
Harry and Zayn was knock out and Paul brought them some breakfast, but I told him to leave it there until the wake up.I stare at Zayn, He was so handsome while he was sleeping.I look at all the tattoo on his body and smiled I trace the zap tattoo he his on his arm. He did even move an inch. I kiss his forehead and sat there wondering if I can handle all this. I couldn't even handle my father dying from cancer, and I don't think I can do it again, I love Zayn to death but I'm not strong enough, I couldn't imagine how he feels right now, he must be scared and lost. I close my eyes wishing that all this can go away.
No matter what I'm sticking by is side. We will get through together. I hold his hand as he's still sleeping

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