Death Wish
chapter 11
His hands went numb and his chest burn. He sat there, no words no sound just heavily breathing.
"The cancer has spread to your liver."
The doctor walk out to get some paper, leaving the devastated Zayn in the room alone. Zayn touches his skin, he can feel the goosebumps pop up. Zayn closed eyes; he pictured him self dead and cold laying in a hospital bed. His lips blue and pale, he pictured Perrie crying over his dead cold body. A few tear fell from Zayn's eyes he quickly opens it , wiping away his salty tears.
Doctor Walker finally walks in the room. Her eyes shoot at Zayn, but he didn't brother looking up. She sat the opposite of him, but before she could say anything he pop his head up.
"I'm a stupid idiot. I should of came when you told me, but I didn't I was too scared. Now look it spreaded, the one thing I wish didn't happen, happened.. What's the point of treatment, I'm slowly dying."
"Mr. Mailk don't talk like. We could still help you. This time listen to what I'm saying... We have to start treatment right away so it wouldn't keep spreading."
Zayn stares at the doctor ,he eyes watered. "Ok doc.." he gives a half ass smile.
***************
They both walk into the empty room.
"You will be staying here for a couple weeks."
Zayn looks around the room,it was a light blue which remind him of his old room. The nurse places a blanket and a hosptail gown on the bed. Looking him she smile showing off her dimples, she much shorter than Zayn with light brown curly hair and bright blue eyes.
"Hello my name maddy. We're going to need you to change into these." She quietly says still smiling.
Zayn grabs the gown heading to bathroom.
10 minutes later zayn enters back into his room to find Dr Walker talking to perrie and Harry.
All eyes were on Zayn, Perrie runs over to him hugging him tightly.
"So I guess you know." Zayn asks in a dispointed voice.
"Yea... but you will be fine if you listen to Dr.Walker." Harry says in soft tone.
"Come on Zayn into bed you surgery is schedule tomorrow morning and you need all the rest you can get." Dr Walker says patting the bed.
"OK doc." He smiled.
*Harry POV*
I stood there watching Zayn get into bed.I couldn't believe this was happening to him. What would we do with out Zayn in the group.I watch as they stick the IV in his arm. Perrie stood on the other side of the bed holding tightly on his arm.
My phone went off in my pocket, digging into my phone to find Louis picture appearing on my screen.
"Who that?" Zayn asked.
"It's Louis ..I'm going to go answered it..I'll be right back."
I slowly walk out the room swiping the the call bottom to the right.
"Hello"
"Where are you Harry? Me and Eleanor are standing in front of your flat in the rain waiting for you." He says.
"I'm at the hospital." I quickly replied.
"Oh God Harry, what happen? Are you OK? Who's with you?"
"It not me Louis. It's Zayn He-"
"Oh for God's sake don't tell me he's dead!" Louis interrupted.
"Louis shut up, Just come down here and I'll explain everything ..I'll text the address. OK" I spat out.
"OK fine ..see you soon."
Perrie and the doctor slowly walks out the room.
"We're going to run a few more test. You're welcome to stay with him."
"Thanks Dr.Walker." She smiles before the doctor walked away. I stared at Perrie as she bit her fingernails.
"Everything's going to be fine Perrie. The doctors will take good care of him."
Her head shot up at me her eyes filled with fear. I open my arms welcoming her into my arms. A smiled appeared on her face as she embrace my hug.
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Me and Perrie sit quiet as Zayn was fast asleep. Perrie rested her head on Zayn.
Louis and Eleanor finally walked in.
"Hey Harry" Eleanor whisper
"Why is Zayn here?" Louis questions.
"Let's go outside." I quickly got up grabbling Louis arm. "Harry what's going on." He asked
"Look Lou the cancer spread and tomorrow he's going in surgery to try to remove the tumor. The doctor says there a 50 percent chance he won't make it through it all, but they're going to try there best to help him."
I looked up at Louis, but he was just frozen. I could feel the tension rising
"So he's slowly dying. Does he know this." He question.
"Well Perrie doesn't want to tell him because he might not want to do the treatment. So just keep it quiet OK"
He nods his head, we both walking quiet back into the room.
"The cancer has spread to your liver."
The doctor walk out to get some paper, leaving the devastated Zayn in the room alone. Zayn touches his skin, he can feel the goosebumps pop up. Zayn closed eyes; he pictured him self dead and cold laying in a hospital bed. His lips blue and pale, he pictured Perrie crying over his dead cold body. A few tear fell from Zayn's eyes he quickly opens it , wiping away his salty tears.
Doctor Walker finally walks in the room. Her eyes shoot at Zayn, but he didn't brother looking up. She sat the opposite of him, but before she could say anything he pop his head up.
"I'm a stupid idiot. I should of came when you told me, but I didn't I was too scared. Now look it spreaded, the one thing I wish didn't happen, happened.. What's the point of treatment, I'm slowly dying."
"Mr. Mailk don't talk like. We could still help you. This time listen to what I'm saying... We have to start treatment right away so it wouldn't keep spreading."
Zayn stares at the doctor ,he eyes watered. "Ok doc.." he gives a half ass smile.
***************
They both walk into the empty room.
"You will be staying here for a couple weeks."
Zayn looks around the room,it was a light blue which remind him of his old room. The nurse places a blanket and a hosptail gown on the bed. Looking him she smile showing off her dimples, she much shorter than Zayn with light brown curly hair and bright blue eyes.
"Hello my name maddy. We're going to need you to change into these." She quietly says still smiling.
Zayn grabs the gown heading to bathroom.
10 minutes later zayn enters back into his room to find Dr Walker talking to perrie and Harry.
All eyes were on Zayn, Perrie runs over to him hugging him tightly.
"So I guess you know." Zayn asks in a dispointed voice.
"Yea... but you will be fine if you listen to Dr.Walker." Harry says in soft tone.
"Come on Zayn into bed you surgery is schedule tomorrow morning and you need all the rest you can get." Dr Walker says patting the bed.
"OK doc." He smiled.
*Harry POV*
I stood there watching Zayn get into bed.I couldn't believe this was happening to him. What would we do with out Zayn in the group.I watch as they stick the IV in his arm. Perrie stood on the other side of the bed holding tightly on his arm.
My phone went off in my pocket, digging into my phone to find Louis picture appearing on my screen.
"Who that?" Zayn asked.
"It's Louis ..I'm going to go answered it..I'll be right back."
I slowly walk out the room swiping the the call bottom to the right.
"Hello"
"Where are you Harry? Me and Eleanor are standing in front of your flat in the rain waiting for you." He says.
"I'm at the hospital." I quickly replied.
"Oh God Harry, what happen? Are you OK? Who's with you?"
"It not me Louis. It's Zayn He-"
"Oh for God's sake don't tell me he's dead!" Louis interrupted.
"Louis shut up, Just come down here and I'll explain everything ..I'll text the address. OK" I spat out.
"OK fine ..see you soon."
Perrie and the doctor slowly walks out the room.
"We're going to run a few more test. You're welcome to stay with him."
"Thanks Dr.Walker." She smiles before the doctor walked away. I stared at Perrie as she bit her fingernails.
"Everything's going to be fine Perrie. The doctors will take good care of him."
Her head shot up at me her eyes filled with fear. I open my arms welcoming her into my arms. A smiled appeared on her face as she embrace my hug.
*****************
Me and Perrie sit quiet as Zayn was fast asleep. Perrie rested her head on Zayn.
Louis and Eleanor finally walked in.
"Hey Harry" Eleanor whisper
"Why is Zayn here?" Louis questions.
"Let's go outside." I quickly got up grabbling Louis arm. "Harry what's going on." He asked
"Look Lou the cancer spread and tomorrow he's going in surgery to try to remove the tumor. The doctor says there a 50 percent chance he won't make it through it all, but they're going to try there best to help him."
I looked up at Louis, but he was just frozen. I could feel the tension rising
"So he's slowly dying. Does he know this." He question.
"Well Perrie doesn't want to tell him because he might not want to do the treatment. So just keep it quiet OK"
He nods his head, we both walking quiet back into the room.
Notes
There you go guys...enjoy :D
omgg its so intense
3/8/14