Death Wish
chapter 1
Zayn's P.O.V
At the doctor office
"I'm sorry to say Mr. Malik, but you have stage two stomach cancer."
All I can do is stare at the doctor as he told me about my condition. This couldn't be happening, I'm only 20 years old my career just started. How can I tell the boys this, and perrie... Oh God I cant do this.
"Mr. Malik," the doctor called out
"Yes doc." I quickly replied
"There's different treatments, but I want you to go to a Specialists "
He hands me a card.
"She is very good, I'll make an appointment for you to see her tomorrow... Ok ...is that ok Zayn?" He asked As he looks at me
"Yea cool." I replied back
I stood up, and shook the doctor hand, thanking him for his help. I felt weak I sowly look out the room and unto the waiting room where Harry was sitting. He spotted me and walks over.
"Everything cool?" He said in a worried voice.
All I did was look at him, with tears in his eyes, Harry's face expression was killing me, and had to lie.
"Yea Harry, just got the stomach flu." I said lying thought my teeth.
He sigh in relief, "Thank God I thought is was something serious," he pats my back and we both walk out the hospital.
When we got to the hotel the rest of the boys were sitting around waitting for me to come. I walked in all eye was on me
"Oh your back!!" Niall burst out saying.
"Are you ok?" Louis said in a concern voice.
"Yea he just had the stomch flu." Harry replied to them.
I felt bad for lying to harry, but couldn't just tell them now I have to wait until the right time.
"l'm so tried, I'm going to bed," I left the room and go back in mine room. I plopped down on my bed, and stared at the ground. My phone rang it was a text from Perrie asking if I was ok, I told her like I told Harry. I sudden I felt the urge to puke I ran to the bathroom lifting the toilet seat, puking my guts out. That's when Niall walks in, and heard me.
"Zayn." Niall called out
I kept Vomiting; I saw the blood I puked, and got sicker. I wipe my mouth and look down in the toilet.
"Zayn," Niall slowly walked in the bathroom.
I quickly close the toilet seat and flushed it. "Yes."
Niall looked at me with worried eyes "Zayn are you sure your ok?"
I quickly got up, "yeah." I went over to wash my mouth out; I can feel Niall eyes piercing at me.
"What Niall?"
"Did you make yourself throw up?" He asked.
I look back at him with an confused face, "really Niall?"
"Well, you've been getting really thin ever since the tour started, you get full so quicky and you barely eat anything, your scaring me here."
"Niall please be quiet, you don't know what your talking about... ok... So get out!"
"Ok, fine!" he exits
I look at my reflection in the mirror,wishing that this whole situation could have just fade away.
At the doctor office
"I'm sorry to say Mr. Malik, but you have stage two stomach cancer."
All I can do is stare at the doctor as he told me about my condition. This couldn't be happening, I'm only 20 years old my career just started. How can I tell the boys this, and perrie... Oh God I cant do this.
"Mr. Malik," the doctor called out
"Yes doc." I quickly replied
"There's different treatments, but I want you to go to a Specialists "
He hands me a card.
"She is very good, I'll make an appointment for you to see her tomorrow... Ok ...is that ok Zayn?" He asked As he looks at me
"Yea cool." I replied back
I stood up, and shook the doctor hand, thanking him for his help. I felt weak I sowly look out the room and unto the waiting room where Harry was sitting. He spotted me and walks over.
"Everything cool?" He said in a worried voice.
All I did was look at him, with tears in his eyes, Harry's face expression was killing me, and had to lie.
"Yea Harry, just got the stomach flu." I said lying thought my teeth.
He sigh in relief, "Thank God I thought is was something serious," he pats my back and we both walk out the hospital.
When we got to the hotel the rest of the boys were sitting around waitting for me to come. I walked in all eye was on me
"Oh your back!!" Niall burst out saying.
"Are you ok?" Louis said in a concern voice.
"Yea he just had the stomch flu." Harry replied to them.
I felt bad for lying to harry, but couldn't just tell them now I have to wait until the right time.
"l'm so tried, I'm going to bed," I left the room and go back in mine room. I plopped down on my bed, and stared at the ground. My phone rang it was a text from Perrie asking if I was ok, I told her like I told Harry. I sudden I felt the urge to puke I ran to the bathroom lifting the toilet seat, puking my guts out. That's when Niall walks in, and heard me.
"Zayn." Niall called out
I kept Vomiting; I saw the blood I puked, and got sicker. I wipe my mouth and look down in the toilet.
"Zayn," Niall slowly walked in the bathroom.
I quickly close the toilet seat and flushed it. "Yes."
Niall looked at me with worried eyes "Zayn are you sure your ok?"
I quickly got up, "yeah." I went over to wash my mouth out; I can feel Niall eyes piercing at me.
"What Niall?"
"Did you make yourself throw up?" He asked.
I look back at him with an confused face, "really Niall?"
"Well, you've been getting really thin ever since the tour started, you get full so quicky and you barely eat anything, your scaring me here."
"Niall please be quiet, you don't know what your talking about... ok... So get out!"
"Ok, fine!" he exits
I look at my reflection in the mirror,wishing that this whole situation could have just fade away.
omgg its so intense
3/8/14