Lana's POV

"I'm an idiot, I believed you." I whispered my tears freely falling from my eyes.

"Lana I-" he started but I just stormed out, running as fast as I could.

I wasn't one of those crazy girls who run to were there feet dragg them, and then they get hit by a crazy drunk driver.

I was just going to my flat.

Thoughts were racing in my mind. Does that means that Harry died? Why didn't Harry tell me about Edward before? Is he his twin or brother? How come they are brothers if they are in the same age? Why did Edward lie? Did he just want to get in my pants?

My tears were getting more and more by the second.

And worst of it the flat is at least four blocks away, this couldn't get any worse.

Ok screw that, it's raining now.

I felt like in a movie and I just had a heartbreak, and that was completely true.

"Lana! Wait! Please let me explain!" I heard Harr- I mean Edward's voice shout from behind me.

I ran and ran and ran, feeling a new set of tears ready to fall just like the rain above me.

People were giving me sympathy looks, and I'm sure looked like shit.

Soon, I reached my flat and I was soaking wet, I was exhausted too.

I stopped to catch my breath, but I regretted it, because Edward was by me now, and he also was soaking wet.

"Please listen to me." he pleaded "No! Shut up!" I snapped at him taking him by surprise "Please.." he pleaded. "Fuck off."

"I-" He started "I TOLD YOU TO FUCK OFF!" I shouted, his expression hardened, and before I knew it, he pushed me roughly to the ground. And I landed by my side.

"FINE BUT BEFORE I FUCK OFF! I NEED TO TELL YOU A FEW THINGS!" He yelled, his dark eyes getting even darker.

"IM EDWARD JAMES FUCKING STYLES! IM HARRY'S TWIN! WE FOUGHT OVER YOU! LANA YOU STOLE MY HEART! DON'T YOU GET IT?! I NEVER LOVED SOMEONE IN MY LIFE AND YOU WERE MY FIRST! HARRY WOULD ALWAYS WIN THE GIRL BY HIS CHEEKY, FUNNY AND CHARMING SIDE! I WOULD ALWAYS END UP WITH NOTHING IN MY HANDS!" He was looking so scary, and the rain was getting harder, and it hurt my skin so badly.

"NO ONE EVER LIKED ME, ALL GIRLS JUST USED ME FOR MY BODY! JUST BECAUSE IM BAD LOOKING DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T HAVE A HEART THAT'S PULSING!" he continued as I hugged my knees to my chest, sobbing loudly. I was scared.

"WE WOULD ALWAYS FIGHT OVER GIRLS! AND HE WOULD WIN! HARRY WOULD BEAT ME TO GIRLS AND I COULDN'T HAVE A CHANCE! BUT AFTER HARRY DIED, IT WAS MY CHANCE! HARRU NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT ME BECAUSE IM FUCKING BAD, IM AN ASSHOLE, NOBODY DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE ME!" We were alone in the street, and I couldn't dare to move.

"HE TRIED TO PROTECT YOU FROM ME, AND GUESS WHAT? YOU NEVER KNEW ABOUT ME! IT WAS SO HEARTBREAKING WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT YOU WERE TAKEN! BUT BY WHO?! BY MY OWN BROTHER! MY TWIN!" I was just realizing that tears wear streaming down his reddened cheeks.

"AFTER HARRY DIED I PLANNED TO GET YOU! BUT YOU WASN'T GOING TO FALL FOR A BASTARD LIKE ME, BECAUSE I HAVE ANGER ISSUES." I guess that he's having a breakdown now because of the anger issues.

"Lana, you will not believe how much I love you. I love you and I'll always will." He got all tired of the screaming and shouting, that he got down to his knees, and started sobbing loudly.

My breath quickened when her crawled over to me. I flinched away when he touched my cheeks, that was full with tears strains.

"Lana please." he almost whispered, it was so heartbreaking. But I was too scared, I was scared that he'll hurt me.

"No, please don't touch me." my voice cracked. "Leave." I whispered.

"Wha-" he started but I cutted him of "Please leave, I need some space." I sobbed loudly. I can't believe that this is happening.

"O-ok, b-but don't forget that I won't hurt you, I love you Lana." He looked at me, his usual green eyes getting back as he cracked a weak smile at me.

He stood up, wiping the few tears that were streaming down his cheek with his sleeve.





"I won't forget." I whispered as I let a new set of tears fall, as the water drops from the air continued to soak me.










I won't forget.

Notes

This was so heartbreaking to write.

but it isn't the last chapter don't worry!!!

LOVE U ALL!