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Everything I want, Nothing I'll ever have (Liam Payne fan fic)

Chapter one: Clubbing and interuptions

(Natalie's pov).
It was Liam's birthday! We have been friends for five years, I met him at school. We weren't the most popular but not social outcasts by any means! We just kind of banded together I guess you could say.

Walking into his apartment he saw me and rushed me into a hug. I giggled as the rest of One Direction smiled at me. Once Liam released me I said, "Happy birthday Liam!"

He kissed my temple, causing me to blush, and said, "Thanks Nat!"

I plopped myself down as I inwardly freaked out that Liam just kissed my temple! I have had a crush on him for a few months now, but know he could never feel that way about me... to that I don't pray every night that he will.

Louis smile's at me and says, "Love, are you joining us tonight?"

Still a little shy around them, I answer quietly, "I think so. As long as Liam still wants me to come."

I feel my self be pulled up from the couch as Liam exclaims, "Of course I want you to come!"

"Then I'm coming!" I say to Louis. I excuse myself to get a drink from the kitchen and just as I pour me some lemonade I hear whispers in the hall. I try not to eavesdrop but I forget about politeness when I hear Liam's voice:

"Man, I really want to tell her tonight. She's going to come to the club! Can you believe it!" Liam yells in a hushed tone.
Yeah man, just... are you sure she feels the same?" It was Zayn who spoke. There was hesitation but finally Liam replies, "I don't know... but I have to try. I've liked her for so long... I can't just sit on the side lines anymore mate."

I felt tears sting my eyes as I hear Liam talk about some girl that will be there at the club tonight. He liked someone else... not that that surprises me... She's probably a celebrity too and can be with him the way he needs a girl to be... I'm just a girl from his hometown that can't compete...

What I hadn't noticed is my grip on my glass of water had tightened so much that suddenly it shattered. I screamed out in shock more than pain and quickly bent down to pick up the pieces. A second pair of hands suddenly took my wrists and I heard Liam's worried voice say, "Natalie, are you okay? Nat you're crying! The cuts must be deep. Come on, I'll wash them out."

Zayn smiled sweetly at me and said, "I'll get the glass picked up."

My subconscious must have known that if I didn't have a good cover then Liam would know I was crying about something important. Considering I don't want to make our friendship awkward or worse, end, I could live with a cut up hand for a week or so. All I had to do was get through the night... I didn't want to go to the club anymore... but I had promised Liam I would.

"Thanks Liam, I think you got all the glass out." I said.

"How did you break the glass?" He asked.

"I was doing the cups and I must of washed it to hard and then it broke in my hand." I said, lying.

"Well Nat you have to be more careful more." Liam said, softly.

"I will." I said, smiling.

"Well we all better start getting ready, we're leaving for the club in an hour." Zayn said.

We all left to go to our own houses but Liam just stayed here because he had extra clothes from staying all the time. Hayleigh and Sammie were going to Harry and Niall's house since they like them but they were coming back. I'm still thinking about what Liam had said to the lads, I hope this girl knows how lucky she is.

"Natalie, go get ready." He said, bringing me out of my thoughts.

I went up in my room to pick out the most cutest outfit to show what Liam is missing. I don't know where I got the confidence but I'm glad I have it.

I searched through my closet and picked out the hottest outfit ever, after I got done within the hour I looked like this; http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=92080332.

Hayleigh walked in looking like this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=92081752.

and Sammie looked like this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=92082734

"Wow looking hot girlies." I said, complementing them.

"Same to you, are you trying to impress someone?" They asked, smugly.

"No." I said, coyly.

"Hhmm." They said, not believing me.

"Okay you caught me, I'm dressing up for Liam." I said, finally admitting it.

"We know you liked him." They replied.

I was shocked that they knew and didn't say anything. "Don't forget you guys have boyfriends to impress." I said, jokingly.

"We know." They said, smugly.

We went downstairs to meet up with the boys downstairs, as we walked down Liam was just staring at me." Liam, close your mouth before you catch some flies." I joked.

He blushed and we left for the club afterwards, the club we were going to was called Monaco's, it was a small club that everyone went to and got drunk then left. When we walked in everyone was grinding up on each other dancing to the song " "Smack that" by Akon.

"Come on girl this is my jam." Sammie said, dragging me on the dance floor.

We got on the dance floor and we started dancing with each other and my thoughts of Liam went out of my mind until I seen a slutty blonde grinding up on Liam and he looked pretty uncomfortable. I continued to dance with the girls then I decided to go get something to drink, Liam was at the bar to.

"Hey, having fun?" He asked, sipping on his rum with coke.

"Yeah, I guess so." I said, gloomy.

"What's wrong?" He asked, concerned.

"Nothing, I'm just a little tired that is all." I lied.

The song "Cyclone" came on and Liam took my hand and took me on the dance floor and I went against him and starting grinding up on him to the music. I think it kind of turned on my mind was playing tricks on me. The song soon ended and I went back over to Sammie and Hayleigh and continued to dance, we all started to get tired two hours in so we all decided to head home.The girls went home with there boyfriends and Liam came home with me. We arrived home instantly and went straight to the living room.

"Do you want something to drink?" I asked.

"Nah, I'm good." He said, sitting on the couch.

I sat next to him, " So do you want to watch a movie?" He asked.

"Sure, want to watch the new Halle Berry movie The call?" I asked, I've been wanting to watch that.

He nodded and I popped the dvd in and pressed play. I leaned back on the couch and waited for the movie to start, before I got comfortable Liam pulled me in between his legs and laid me against his chest, my heart started racing.

"Nat, calm down I'm not going to bite, Hard." He said, flirtatiously.

"I know." I smiled back.

The movie was playing on the screen so wefaced the tv and started watching it. When they were showing a romantic scene I felt uncomfortable I wish that was Liam and I. I sighed deeply.
"What's the matter?" He asked, concerned showing on his face.

"It's nothing." I said, almost in tears.

"Nat, if it wasn't anything then you wouldn't be in tears." He explained.

"okay, Liam there is been something I been wanting to tell you for a very long time." I said, gaining confidence.

"Okay what is it?" He asked, waiting for me to explain.

"Okay, what I've been trying to tell you is that Liam I li-" I said but I didn't get to finish because my cellphone rung.

"Hello? I asked, into the phone.

"Hey girl it's me Sammie, just letting you know I wont be home tonight." She replied.

I said okay and we hung up.

"So what were you saying?" Liam asked, anxiously.

"Nothing, it can wait." I said, losing my courage.

"Okay." He said, shrugging.

"I think I'm going to go to bed, I'm really tired." I said.

Before I left Liam grabbed my hand and pulled me into a kiss. "What was that for Liam?" I asked, confused.

Well I wanted to tell you something to, I like you Natalie." He said.

I was speechless.


Sorry I'm keeping it right there. Find out in chapter two what happens between them after Liam's confession. Please Comment, Subscribe, and vote.


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Yea I understand. I just made a one-shot called How Could You. You should check it out if you want. :)
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I was very busy ths week

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