I Wish

I couldn’t speak this is literally the first time, I have seen a man this jealous I couldn’t give him a direct answer right now.

Me: “ Harry I am flattered I really am, you know you and I have already a past right. It was beautiful but of course when you are partying and drinking I was very jealous, I know this is your character and you cannot change that. I am actually looking for a man to settle down with in the future, I don’t think it is you. You know I was dreaming you and I were going to be together forever, but things didn’t turn out to be the same. You live a very fast life, it is kind of to much for me you loved me so much. You are absolutely one of the sweetest guys I have met, but me and you in the future I don’t see that anymore. I hope you understand me Harry, I respect you as a person.”

Harry : “ That’s it we are officially done, is there anything I can do to change your mind?. I want to show you I have changed I want to show you, that I am a new person. Give me a chance to show you, if I fail then we can be done all I am asking for is a dinner date tonight.”

I agreed to the idea, I have to see the change for myself. If he says he really changed then, I shall be the judge of that. It is only fair that I give him a chance, he was my first love.

I got ready for the date, http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9yo6y1WXO1rwdmico1_500.jpg . Harry was already downstairs, http://31.media.tumblr.com/8746b2b4315f397b830efd99d45840b2/tumblr_mgw8m378Lx1rllmteo1_500.jpg . He was so adorable with his beanie, we headed out to the date destination.

He took me to an unknown place, we bought a picnic basket with him it was afternoon he took me to this breath taking place. http://assets6.classicfm.com/2012/05/london-scene-1328187412-view-0.jpg we were both sitting on top of the car, just gazing through the beautiful scene watching the sun sit.

Harry: “ I took you here to ask you this, I know you are not ready for a relationship. I understand that, but I want us to reconsider going back together. I don’t want you to be jealous when random girls bump into me, this is my job. I will not hurt you ever again, I promise all I want from you is to not be so jealous cause I wont hurt you.”

Me: “ I understand where you are coming from Harry, this scene is perfect this date is going great. Let’s go on a couple more, before I give you my final decision Harry you are perfect to me. I am jealous because I am a Capricorn usually they get jealous with their love one’s. For now, can we stay as friends.”

Harry: “ I would take that answer, Aubrey I have to confess something else when we were broken up. “

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