I Wish

A couple of weeks passed by, I was starting to get adjusted to the fame and everything I just finished my tour. I was dead exhausted Simon gave me a break today, I could do whatever I wanted. I called Nick to see, if he wanted to have lunch with me.

Harry and I were out of touch, after the intense fight that happened between us a couple of weeks back. I haven’t heard anything from him, I thought that he loved me I was starting to feel that relationship was just a bad thing for me.

I am ready to move on right now, I cannot be sobbing over him everyday. I do miss that man, but hey he doesn’t love me so why should I even love him. Sigh love really sucks, but hey Nick looks like a cool guy I wouldn’t mind getting to know him better.

I got ready, http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lomnv0a4iI1qf7ikto1_500.png Nick was on his way to pick me up.

Nick : “ Hello Aubrey”, he hugged me I could tell that he was nervous he didn’t want to ruin anything right now. He probably still thinks, that I am dating Harry I love that he has respect for me.

It was time for a change, I was ready to meet new people change my life basically because this past few weeks has been a roller coaster for me.

Nick: “ How are you?, it has been a long time since I saw you still haven’t change though still the same girl I met in the party.” He threw that smile in his face, which made me blush.

Me: “ I am alright Nick, yeah I just finished touring it was an amazing experience I loved it people were so supporting, how are you?.”

Nick: “ That is great, your career is looking brighter than ever. I am alright I still want to get to know you more, if that is okay.”

Me: “ Absolutely well my life is pretty messed up, I lost my brother my mom and dad got divorced. I had to go through a lot of stuff in my life, I have been bullied a lot which caused a lot of hurt in my life. I am now stronger than ever, and a lot happier in my life.”

Nick: “ That is just great, I am happy your life is going so great for you. I have been bullied a lot as well growing up, but hey I grew into the man I am today. Life can change, if you want it to change. “

I loved hanging out with Nick, he was so sweet and generous he was a really cool guy to hang out with.

Nick : “ Hey Aubrey a question, are you still dating Harry??.”

Me: “ To be honest, I am not dating him anymore it just didn’t work out. I don’t want to jump into a relationship now, I just want to focus on my career and my life.”

Nick: “ I respect that, I am here for you if you want to talk my bro’s and I have to go back to the states. Tomorrow so please feel free to talk to me on twitter, this is my Skype. I would love to hear more from you, anyways it was a nice day today I loved it..”

I gave him a kiss on the cheecks, and I hugged him he left and I felt sad all of a sudden. He is a really cool guy to hang out with, not like the rest of the guys I went back to my apartment and I slept.

A few hours passed, my door bell rang I was still jet lagged from the trip so I didn’t want any visitors to come.

Harry: “ Oh look at this headline, Nick out with a new girl??. It looks like you, so I guess you had fun with him I am happy for you. Listen the reason why I came here, is I wanted to apologize for what I did in the party a couple of weeks ago. I miss you alright, I have been in numerous dates I am just being honest. I am not an angel nor do I portray that I am. None of the girls I have met, is like you Aubrey sure they are sexy and hot but you are the complete package.”

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