Kiss Me

Niall's POV
What the hell is wrong with me?! I can't believe I let that bimbo at the bar kiss me. I mean I was drunk and sorta not thinking, but that's no excuse for what I did to Juniper. If I lose her because of this. . .
"Harry, no! I'm not coming out!" I hear Juniper shout from her room down the hall. My heart drops. All I want is to. Talk to her, but the lads say not yet. This only happened last night. I need to let her calm down. I've been crying in my room since I left the bar last night. I didn't sleep. I just listened to Junie crying through the walls and Harry attempting to hush her.
I'm such a jackass. I hate myself. I hate myself. I just want to die. Because a life without Junie is a life not worth living.

Juniper's POV
"Harry, no! I'm not coming out!" I shout at him as he opens my door for the hundredth time today. I thought for sure he was going to ask me to come out into the living area for a bit.
"Then can someone come in?" He asks, and I give him a confused look as he opens the door wider. Louis is standing behind him.
i let out a sob and open my arms up to him. Louis immediately rushes to my side and sits on the bed, wrapping me in his arms. I wrap my arms around his midsection and cry into his shoulder/chest. He holds me tight and hushes me, cooing at me like a toddler.
"I'm sorry, Junie, I'm so so sorry," he whispers, kissing my head repeatedly. "It's okay to not be okay. I'll hold you as long as it takes."
i cry harder at his words and a shutter runs through my body. I want Niall. I want him to not have cheated. I want his lips on me and not that hoe he was kissing last night. I want him smiling at me. I want him to talk to me. I miss him so much, but he broke me. I'm shattered. Completely and utterly betrayed. By my best friend and true love. I'm lost. Drowning is sobs and tears. My heart hurts so bad it feels like I've broken a rib. My throat is dry and scratchy and my eyes are swollen shut from crying. I hate this.
i feel the bed sink down and a hand rub my leg comfortingly. I know it must be Harry.
"I love you Junie. I'm so sorry he's such an asshole," Louis says, making me laugh a bit.
i sit up and smile weakly at my practical brother. He wipes my tears away and kisses my forehead.
"want me to go get you some coffee from Starbucks?" Louis asks. I nod and cock my head to the side. "And a chocolate cressaint?" He adds. I smile and nod again. I kiss his cheek and he gets up and leaves the room.
Harry takes Louis' place and wraps his arms around me. I nuzzle against him. Harry is such a good friend. He has hardly left my side since last night. I can't thank him enough.
"Harry?" I ask.
"Yes, love?"
"Should I hear his side of the story? I mean, he never thinks when he's drunk, plus we were fighting because I'm stubborn so it's sorta my fault too. . ." I say tentatively.
"I think it would be a good idea to let him explain himself," Harry says tersely. All the boys are all mad at Niall, so I know he's alone in his room. Probably beating himself up over a decision he made when he was weak hearted.
I nod and sit up. "Can you leave so I can change my clothes?" I ask. He nods and kisses my head before leaving and shutting the door behind him.
i sigh and weakly pull myself to my feet. I stumble mindlessly over to my dresser and throw on clean sweatpants and Nialls 5SOS t shirt that he'd given me since I loved it so much. I fix my hair up into a messy bun and wash my face. I lightly run my fingers over the music note necklace Niall gave me for Christmas, as it hangs right above the carrot necklace I share with louis. I smile sadly at it.
i take a deep breath and saunter into the hallway. I go to Nialls door and listen for a sound. I hear him crying, and it breaks my heart. I know he's sorry. I've forgiven him before I've even opened the door.
But still I knock and push the door open.
Nialls bloodshot eyes meet mine and a tear falls down his cheek. His blue eyes are even brighter from the excessive crying, and it makes me go weak at the knees.
"Junie?" He gasps a little, standing up from the bed.

"Hey, Charming."

Notes

Sooorrryyyy but another cliff hanger!!
junie is so forgiving! She must really love Niall.
should Junie buy Nialls story? Or should she just break it off??
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