old feelings
Nothing normal
I wipe the tears from earlier off my face and stand up on my weak legs. It's 4pm and I need to be ready for the show at 6. I get up and walk to the closet where I pick out a Nirvana and skinny jeans. http://www.goniovisionbox.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/cute-winter-outfits-for-school-tumblr.jpg (without scarf.)
I get dressed and walk out of my room down the hall to Kaitlyn's door. I open it and see her brushing her curly hair. She is wearing a Beatles tee and skinny jeans. http://www.collegefashion.net/shopping/outfits-under-100-3-stylish-looks-for-first-dates/
"why can't you just get over it." She says once she sees me.
"you know I just don't want to hurt him..." I say chocking in my own words.
"Alice...can't you see, you're hurting him by trying not to. Louis even told me that he had seen Harry crying. You have been hurting him the whole time by not being with him. I know you still have feelings for him... Ali, come on, stop trying to fool yourself. You know you both need each other." She says and it bring a tear to my eye, because she is right. I still have feelings for him. I can't change that, no matter how hard I try.
"I know. And I love him, but even if he trust me I am not sure I can trust ME." I continue "you have no idea how many time I wanted to kiss him, have him hold me close, and all the pain I went through when I saw him kissing those other girls after the break up... I love him so much." I hear someone behind me.
Harry.
"I love you too. I can trust that you won't hurt me." He says and turns me around to face him.
His hands slide to my hips and I wrap my arms around his neck and I slowly touch his lips to mine, the spark tingles at my spine. I start to run my fingers in the small curls on his head, tugging on them, deepening the kiss.
we break away after what seems like forever.
"do you forgive yourself now?" He says looking me in the eyes.
I pretend like I am thinking.
"Yes. Will you take me back?" I ask and he looks at me as if that was the stupidest question ever.
"when did I return you?" He says with a smirk.
"good, now go away. We have to get ready for the show!" I say and push him in the hall, leaving him to do his own thing as I walk to Louis room, I open the door and see Louis, Zayn and Niall. I know Harry is getting ready, where's Liam?
"hey, guys...where my little baby Liam?" I ask in a baby voice.
"we actually don't know... He has been gone a lot lately..." Niall says.
Hmmm? oh well, he is grown up. He can deal with himself.
"Alice can I talk to you?" Louis says leading me to the kitchen.
"what is it?" I ask sitting on the counter.
"I...I thought you should know...I...me and...I have been seeing Kaitlyn." He says nd my mouth flies open.
I get dressed and walk out of my room down the hall to Kaitlyn's door. I open it and see her brushing her curly hair. She is wearing a Beatles tee and skinny jeans. http://www.collegefashion.net/shopping/outfits-under-100-3-stylish-looks-for-first-dates/
"why can't you just get over it." She says once she sees me.
"you know I just don't want to hurt him..." I say chocking in my own words.
"Alice...can't you see, you're hurting him by trying not to. Louis even told me that he had seen Harry crying. You have been hurting him the whole time by not being with him. I know you still have feelings for him... Ali, come on, stop trying to fool yourself. You know you both need each other." She says and it bring a tear to my eye, because she is right. I still have feelings for him. I can't change that, no matter how hard I try.
"I know. And I love him, but even if he trust me I am not sure I can trust ME." I continue "you have no idea how many time I wanted to kiss him, have him hold me close, and all the pain I went through when I saw him kissing those other girls after the break up... I love him so much." I hear someone behind me.
Harry.
"I love you too. I can trust that you won't hurt me." He says and turns me around to face him.
His hands slide to my hips and I wrap my arms around his neck and I slowly touch his lips to mine, the spark tingles at my spine. I start to run my fingers in the small curls on his head, tugging on them, deepening the kiss.
we break away after what seems like forever.
"do you forgive yourself now?" He says looking me in the eyes.
I pretend like I am thinking.
"Yes. Will you take me back?" I ask and he looks at me as if that was the stupidest question ever.
"when did I return you?" He says with a smirk.
"good, now go away. We have to get ready for the show!" I say and push him in the hall, leaving him to do his own thing as I walk to Louis room, I open the door and see Louis, Zayn and Niall. I know Harry is getting ready, where's Liam?
"hey, guys...where my little baby Liam?" I ask in a baby voice.
"we actually don't know... He has been gone a lot lately..." Niall says.
Hmmm? oh well, he is grown up. He can deal with himself.
"Alice can I talk to you?" Louis says leading me to the kitchen.
"what is it?" I ask sitting on the counter.
"I...I thought you should know...I...me and...I have been seeing Kaitlyn." He says nd my mouth flies open.
Update
1/30/14