old feelings
dinner
When we got to the restaurant and Nick let me out first, i could feel his eyes on my ass the whole time. Honestly, i'm flattered when a guy looks, as long as he doesn't touch. then i feel disrespected. I need to have respect, or im just another slut like the one Harry is kissing in the- WHAT? are you fucking serious! Fine. fine..Fine. i will just have to play dirty...
when we get to our booth i slide practically sitting on Nick, he grabs my waist and Harry's slut, Jessica, sits next to me with disgust on her face.
"so, how did you and Harry meet?" i ask Jessica trying to be nice but she rolls her eyes to my direction.
"i stuck my tongue down his throat before the audition." she says as if she'd won an award.
"oh that's...gross " i say turning to Nick to have a conversation with him instead when that whore dumps her drink down my shirt.
"BITCH! YOU LITTLE SLUT! WHAT THE HELL!" i scream getting up to slap her when she scratches my face, from my cheek bone to my lip.
next thing in know, me and her are choking each other, while Kaitlyn is trying to break it up and Harry and Nick are arguing and Louis is routing us on.
i grab her hair and it ripped off, extensions..
"give it back you prick!" she screams chasing me.
"bitch!" i say and throw it in one of the other costumers plates.
i turn and see her running out of the restaurant.
"my bad.." i say and turn to see Louis with a amused look and Harry and Nick still fighting. i go up to Nick and give him a long kiss.
"I'm sorry, but you're not my type..." i say as i pull from Nick and walk out with everyone following me but Nick. He stayed in the restaurant still stunned by what i said.
"where the hell did that come from.." Kaitlyn says while Louis drives.
"i just got a little mad, she soaked my favorite sweater." i say taking off my wet sweater and throwing it on the ground of the car leaving me in my tank top.
"ya, we know you got mad but i mean the fighting, you have never gotten that angry before. i know it wasn't the sweater." she whispers the last sentence so Harry wont hear. he is eying me like a hawk.
"you know.." i say to Kaitlyn and she understands immediately, she knows i am not over Harry at all...
*back at the "house"*
everyone came back to my room for something to eat..we didn't think the restaurant would like us to stay..
"so, i think i'll go cook us some food.." i say and walk to the kitchen.
i take out a pot and make the spaghetti, and put bread sticks in the oven. i sit sipping a glass of water when i feel someone behind me.
"so, why did you get so jealous." harry. these are his first words all night, other than when he was fighting with Nick.
"i wasn't jealous...she ruined my sweater." i simply lie.
"you were jealous." Harry says facing me.
"what about you..why were you and Nick fighting?" i ask raising an eyebrow.
"the truth?" i nod my head, he continues, "he told you were going to be one of his 'hump and dumps' and i..i couldn't let him do that to you.." Harry says leaning to me.
"thanks for standing up to me.." i say and can't help but look into his eyes..his perfect deep green eyes..
his lips are reaching for mine.
"no, Harry...i hurt you once..i can't let it happen again." i interrupt him before the kiss.
"then hurt me again.. i don't care.... i have craved this kiss since we broke up..please break my heart. shatter it! just be mine if you do.." he says and my lips melt onto his.
we pull from the kiss and his eyes glitter.
"i can't be with you..i am too afraid of hurting you.." i say "and i know i will regret saying no, but i care too much to hurt you." i say and his eyes sink in tears as he fights them off, but you can see the heartbreak.
What have i done.
when we get to our booth i slide practically sitting on Nick, he grabs my waist and Harry's slut, Jessica, sits next to me with disgust on her face.
"so, how did you and Harry meet?" i ask Jessica trying to be nice but she rolls her eyes to my direction.
"i stuck my tongue down his throat before the audition." she says as if she'd won an award.
"oh that's...gross " i say turning to Nick to have a conversation with him instead when that whore dumps her drink down my shirt.
"BITCH! YOU LITTLE SLUT! WHAT THE HELL!" i scream getting up to slap her when she scratches my face, from my cheek bone to my lip.
next thing in know, me and her are choking each other, while Kaitlyn is trying to break it up and Harry and Nick are arguing and Louis is routing us on.
i grab her hair and it ripped off, extensions..
"give it back you prick!" she screams chasing me.
"bitch!" i say and throw it in one of the other costumers plates.
i turn and see her running out of the restaurant.
"my bad.." i say and turn to see Louis with a amused look and Harry and Nick still fighting. i go up to Nick and give him a long kiss.
"I'm sorry, but you're not my type..." i say as i pull from Nick and walk out with everyone following me but Nick. He stayed in the restaurant still stunned by what i said.
"where the hell did that come from.." Kaitlyn says while Louis drives.
"i just got a little mad, she soaked my favorite sweater." i say taking off my wet sweater and throwing it on the ground of the car leaving me in my tank top.
"ya, we know you got mad but i mean the fighting, you have never gotten that angry before. i know it wasn't the sweater." she whispers the last sentence so Harry wont hear. he is eying me like a hawk.
"you know.." i say to Kaitlyn and she understands immediately, she knows i am not over Harry at all...
*back at the "house"*
everyone came back to my room for something to eat..we didn't think the restaurant would like us to stay..
"so, i think i'll go cook us some food.." i say and walk to the kitchen.
i take out a pot and make the spaghetti, and put bread sticks in the oven. i sit sipping a glass of water when i feel someone behind me.
"so, why did you get so jealous." harry. these are his first words all night, other than when he was fighting with Nick.
"i wasn't jealous...she ruined my sweater." i simply lie.
"you were jealous." Harry says facing me.
"what about you..why were you and Nick fighting?" i ask raising an eyebrow.
"the truth?" i nod my head, he continues, "he told you were going to be one of his 'hump and dumps' and i..i couldn't let him do that to you.." Harry says leaning to me.
"thanks for standing up to me.." i say and can't help but look into his eyes..his perfect deep green eyes..
his lips are reaching for mine.
"no, Harry...i hurt you once..i can't let it happen again." i interrupt him before the kiss.
"then hurt me again.. i don't care.... i have craved this kiss since we broke up..please break my heart. shatter it! just be mine if you do.." he says and my lips melt onto his.
we pull from the kiss and his eyes glitter.
"i can't be with you..i am too afraid of hurting you.." i say "and i know i will regret saying no, but i care too much to hurt you." i say and his eyes sink in tears as he fights them off, but you can see the heartbreak.
What have i done.
Update
1/30/14