A week had passed since I had talked to Harry, a long week. Something didn't feel quite right, it was like a part of me was missing but I guess this is what it was going to feel like when I left anyway might as well get used to it now. Abbey had told me that I was being stupid, there's no way Harry would have talked about me like that and apparently he was really upset because he didn't know what was going on or why I was upset with him but I guess he'd figure it out by himself soon enough.

Today was being filled with lots of activities which I was dreading, it meant that I had to spend time with everyone else when for the past week I'd been pretty much alone, I'd eat by myself, hang out in my room by myself it felt like everyone was annoyed at me but I guess they didn't know the real reason.

I looked over at Abbey who was sitting on her phone on her bed not saying a word, we hadn't spoke much recently but that was mostly my fault because whenever we did talk it turned into an argument over Harry. I looked down at my bare nails and decided to paint them a red so I grabbed a red nail varnish out of my makeup bag and started to apply it to my nails. Once they were done I waited for them to dry before starting to get ready, eventually deciding on a light, summer's dress. I slipped some sandles on my feet then went into the bathroom to fix my hair pushing it all to one side and clipping my fringe back.

Once I was ready I decided that it was time to talk to Abbey. I went back into the room and offered her a smile which she returned. I sat down at the end of the bed, nervously picking at my newly painted nails.

"So are you going to hang out with us today or?" Abbey asked.

"I'll properly just stay by myself. It'll just be easier."


"No it won't be easier! The boys think that they've done something really bad to offend you and that's why you won't hang out with us anymore, Harry is actually really upset over this and you can't even be decent enough to give him a good enough reason as to why you're suddenly ignoring him and everyone else." Abbey snapped.


"I've told you the reason why I don't want too see Harry anymore, I can't hang out with the boys because Harry's always there it's hardly my fault." I said moodily.


"Do you know how stupid you sound!? Why would Harry say all of that shit, he actually cares about you!”

“Look, this is all over in two weeks anyway so we'll never see them again afterwards so why does it matter.”

“Exactly soon this will all be over and once it's over and you never see them again you'll regret it! The way you're acting isn't just affecting you, it's affecting everyone. All of the boys always ask how you are why you don't like them anymore... This isn't all about you.” Abbey said standing up and walking to the other
side of the room.

I started to process what she was saying, I guess I had been unfair I mean I hadn't even given Harry a chance to explain himself he might of not even said any of it plus I was being unfair on Liam, Zayn, Niall and Louis I was ignoring them too and they'd done absolutely nothing wrong. I stared over at my 'friend' who was standing angrily on the other side of the room, I'd been unfair on her too she'd been stuck in the middle during all of this, I made her swear not too tell the boys why I wasn't hanging around with them anymore either so it was like she had to keep this secret from them as well. It was time I just got over it, if what Harry said was true then I didn't have too talk to him there was five other people I could talk too.

“Fine. I'll come round with you guys today.” I said loud enough for Abbey to hear me.

“Yay! Now c'mon I was meant to meet the boys ten minutes ago.” Abbey said running over, grabbing my hand and pulling me outside before I could change my mind.

We walked a few doors down to the boys' room and knocked at the door. After what felt like forever a very cheerful Zayn opened the door which was strange because he was usually so grumpy in the mornings. He moved out of the way so we could come and then shouted out for the boys.

“ELLA PARKERS WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN!?” Louis shouted picking me up and spinning my round.

I felt myself smile as a small giggle came out of my mouth. Oh how I had missed that boy even though it had only been a week it felt like forever. Eventually I got a hug from Liam, Zayn and Niall all of them telling me how much they'd missed me. I looked around for Harry and saw him leaning against the wall with his arms folded staring straight back at me. I offered a small smile but in return I just got a scowl and then he walked off into the bedroom area. I guess it was time to talk to him. I told everyone I'd be back in a second and after Louis eventually letting go of my arm, I went after Harry into the bedroom area.

I found him sitting on his bed with some earphones shoved in and he was staring down at his phone typing away furiously, not noticing my entrance. It was now or never. I coughed loudly a few times but he still didn't notice so I took a few steps towards his bed and his head snapped up and he pulled the earphones angrily out of his ears.

“What do you want?” He asked angrily.

I felt myself go all timid, I wasn't used to him being like this with me but I guess this was my fault. Maybe I should have spoken to him earlier.

“I just uh need too explain some things. I know I've been a bitch recently, just ignoring you and you don't even know what you're meant too have done so I'm sorry.” I said looking down at my feet.

“No, don't be sorry after all you just seem easy and you'll properly be a decent shag.” Harry said bitterly.

I bit my lip. Abbey must have told him what I thought.

“I'm sorry Harry, how was I to know if you had said it or not? I was upset alright?”

“I thought you knew me Ella, but if you knew me you'd know that'd I'd never speak about a girl like that especially you. I really liked you but you're just like all the rest, there's no way you'd be able to be in a long distance relationship with me because you wouldn't trust me you'd just believe everything you read in the news.”

“Look I'm sorry okay? There's nothing more I can say. Yeah I properly wouldn't be the best in a long distance relationship but I thought what we had was nothing more than a summer fling? I do trust you Harry, I was just upset at what I heard okay and I should have talked to you about it but I didn't. There's nothing I can do about it now.”

“All we have is a summer fling, it can't go any further as much as I want a relationship I'm too busy and I don't want too end this on bad terms. Which it is going to be if I don't forgive you... So I forgive you.” Harry said.

I smiled to myself, at least we could be friends again that's all I really wanted. I just wanted things to go back to how they were before, before I fucked things up. Harry held out his arms for me so I went over and he wrapped his arms around me holding me tight. I felt him press a kiss on my forehead which made me smile.

“I'm not gonna let you out of my sight today y'know?” Harry said placing another kiss on my cheek and finally one onto my lips.

I cuddled him tighter, hiding my blushing face in his chest. How could I ever of thought someone as perfect as Harry would say all of that stuff about me? I was beyond stupid.

“Good.” I mumbled against his chest.

Notes

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