Summer Love
Six
I twirrled the spagetti slowly around my fork whilst watching Harry, Zayn and Niall try to persuade the cook for more food. I couldn't blame them, this spagetti was pretty good in comparison to the food they had been feeding us, I shoved another mouthful of food into my mouth chewing slowly. I looked over at Liam, Louis and Abbey they had already finished eating long ago and were sitting there talking about how weird it was going to be once the summer camp was over and everyone was back to their usual 'normal' lives. It was weird to think that we were all so close now and this had happened so quickly and in a few weeks it would all be over, me and Abbey would stay friends we'd already promised each other that already but Zayn, Louis, Niall, Liam and in paticular Harry had made it clear that once this was all over we'd properly never see or hear from them again. It was upsetting to know that we were nothing but 'summer friends' to them but I understood that they lead busy lifestyles it's not like we'd ever get to see them anyway even if we did stay in touch. The only thing that bothered me was that after this summer I would never see Harry again, and Harry was the person I would miss most of all. I would miss his immature dick jokes, him telling me stories about stuff the fans have done, I'd miss his smile and his eyes, I'd miss his tight, warm hugs, I'd miss him telling me that everything was going to be alright when we left each other, I'd miss everything about him. I wanted to stay in touch but he didn't, he'd made that clear. He wanted to save both our feelings in the 'long run' so it would be easy for us both to move on but I don't think he had concidered that maybe that would be the worst thing to do, maybe that'd end up hurting us even more.
"Earth to Ella?" Harry said waving his hand in my face.
I blinked a few times before realising that I had gone off into a daydream, I had properly just been staring without any emotion on my face.
"Ah sorry, what's up?"
"Cook wouldn't let us have anymore food because we're not allowed to be treated any differently to everyone else according to management." Harry explained.
"You're just five normal lads here, feel weird?" I asked.
"It feels like how we were before we were 'famous' I hate that word, I don't even feel famous I just feel like an average guy who has the most amazing job in fact I wouldn't even call it a job because I'm just doing something I love."
"Who'd have thought the amazing Harry Styles would think so deep." I said jokingly.
"You calling me dumb?" Harry asked laughing.
I shook my head a few times a laugh spilling out of my mouth. I loved how he didn't take things too seriously, he just took things how they came and was loving every single second of his life, that was added to my already long list to things I would miss about him. I heard some playful arguing coming from the other side of the table about who was a better singer 'Conor Maynard or Justin Bieber' Abbey was of course as I had found out a huge Conor Maynard fan so she was arguing against Niall who was adamant that Justin Bieber was the better singer. It was little things like this that I would miss, the constant banter and jokes between us all. I finished a last mouthful of spagetti and stood up taking my bowl over to the washing up room and putting it into the huge box of warm, soapy water. I started to wash the bowl up just to be helpful.
"Yeah, she seems like a right bitch hanging out with all of One Direction, acting like she's their best mates. I heard that Harry told Liam he's only with her because she seems easy and will properly be a decent shag. Once this summer's over he's never gonna talk to her again. It's not like she's pretty or anything either, just a plain, boring girl who doesn't deserve all of the attention. Who does she think she is?" I heard a voice say as the door pushed open and in walked two girls.
I'd seen the two girls before walking around the camp like they owned the place, one of the girls seemed nice enough she was the quietest out of the two but the other girl who's name was Samantha or something just looked like a slut. She had bleached blonde hair with long ratty extentions and must use at least half a bottle of foundation on her face and it wasn't even the right colour for her skin tone. Her lips were painted a ruby red and she was hardly ever wearing much clothes but I still felt intimidated and why? Because she seemed like the girl who got anyone she wanted, granted she may not be the most attractive person but to be honest boys now days barley even take a girls appearance in, most boys just look at how big someones boobs are and if they've got a big ass also how easy they look and she looked super easy. She could properly get Harry if she wanted him just by flashing him her tits but I hoped that Harry had better standards than that...
I could feel the awkwardness surrounding the room when she saw me, shooting me a dirty glare. I looked down at the bowl I was washing up, scrubbing it even harder as if to let out my anger. I was furious, why did people like her, in fact especially her think that they could just go around talking trash about somebody they didn't even know, I'd never even talked to the girl in my bloody life but there she was making judgements about me. I was even more angry about what she had said about Harry, the thought of him saying stuff like that about me just made me want too cry. I thought I knew him, I never would have thought in a million years that he would talk about me like that. I chucked the bowl on the side not bothering to dry it up and walked quickly past the two girls, I heard one of them mutter "bitch" as I walked past which upset me even more.
I could feel the tears pricking in my eyes as I saw Harry sitting down laughing with everyone. He shouted a 'hey' at me shooting me a smile which I didn't return instead I just walked straight past the table everyone was sitting at and went outside to be alone. I closed my eyes as a few tears slipped down my cheeks, I wanted to go home, I wanted to see my mum and my dad and I wanted everything to be alright but that wouldn't happen, I was stuck at this shitty camp until the end because my mum and dad were god knows where and if they didn't care enough to take me with them they definitly weren't going to care enough to come back and take me home, I was a second piority to them, properly just a nusence.
I covered my face as I started to cry more, fifteen minutes ago everything was perfect and now everything was ruined, I couldn't stop thinking about what the two girls said their words constantly playing on my mind "Harry told Liam he's only with her because she seems easy and will properly be a decent shag. Once this summer's over he's never gonna talk to her again." So that's all I was to him? I was nothing more than a person who he thought he could get a 'decent' shag out of well he was mistaken because from now on I wanted nothing to do with him. I'd show him that I wasn't easy, I wasn't a girl who could just be played with and he'd never get to know if I was a 'decent' shag because for me our friendship was over. I used to not be able to think of anything worse than leaving this camp and leaving everyone behind but now I was looking forward to the days coming and ending.
I couldn't wait to leave and never see Harry Styles' face again.
"Earth to Ella?" Harry said waving his hand in my face.
I blinked a few times before realising that I had gone off into a daydream, I had properly just been staring without any emotion on my face.
"Ah sorry, what's up?"
"Cook wouldn't let us have anymore food because we're not allowed to be treated any differently to everyone else according to management." Harry explained.
"You're just five normal lads here, feel weird?" I asked.
"It feels like how we were before we were 'famous' I hate that word, I don't even feel famous I just feel like an average guy who has the most amazing job in fact I wouldn't even call it a job because I'm just doing something I love."
"Who'd have thought the amazing Harry Styles would think so deep." I said jokingly.
"You calling me dumb?" Harry asked laughing.
I shook my head a few times a laugh spilling out of my mouth. I loved how he didn't take things too seriously, he just took things how they came and was loving every single second of his life, that was added to my already long list to things I would miss about him. I heard some playful arguing coming from the other side of the table about who was a better singer 'Conor Maynard or Justin Bieber' Abbey was of course as I had found out a huge Conor Maynard fan so she was arguing against Niall who was adamant that Justin Bieber was the better singer. It was little things like this that I would miss, the constant banter and jokes between us all. I finished a last mouthful of spagetti and stood up taking my bowl over to the washing up room and putting it into the huge box of warm, soapy water. I started to wash the bowl up just to be helpful.
"Yeah, she seems like a right bitch hanging out with all of One Direction, acting like she's their best mates. I heard that Harry told Liam he's only with her because she seems easy and will properly be a decent shag. Once this summer's over he's never gonna talk to her again. It's not like she's pretty or anything either, just a plain, boring girl who doesn't deserve all of the attention. Who does she think she is?" I heard a voice say as the door pushed open and in walked two girls.
I'd seen the two girls before walking around the camp like they owned the place, one of the girls seemed nice enough she was the quietest out of the two but the other girl who's name was Samantha or something just looked like a slut. She had bleached blonde hair with long ratty extentions and must use at least half a bottle of foundation on her face and it wasn't even the right colour for her skin tone. Her lips were painted a ruby red and she was hardly ever wearing much clothes but I still felt intimidated and why? Because she seemed like the girl who got anyone she wanted, granted she may not be the most attractive person but to be honest boys now days barley even take a girls appearance in, most boys just look at how big someones boobs are and if they've got a big ass also how easy they look and she looked super easy. She could properly get Harry if she wanted him just by flashing him her tits but I hoped that Harry had better standards than that...
I could feel the awkwardness surrounding the room when she saw me, shooting me a dirty glare. I looked down at the bowl I was washing up, scrubbing it even harder as if to let out my anger. I was furious, why did people like her, in fact especially her think that they could just go around talking trash about somebody they didn't even know, I'd never even talked to the girl in my bloody life but there she was making judgements about me. I was even more angry about what she had said about Harry, the thought of him saying stuff like that about me just made me want too cry. I thought I knew him, I never would have thought in a million years that he would talk about me like that. I chucked the bowl on the side not bothering to dry it up and walked quickly past the two girls, I heard one of them mutter "bitch" as I walked past which upset me even more.
I could feel the tears pricking in my eyes as I saw Harry sitting down laughing with everyone. He shouted a 'hey' at me shooting me a smile which I didn't return instead I just walked straight past the table everyone was sitting at and went outside to be alone. I closed my eyes as a few tears slipped down my cheeks, I wanted to go home, I wanted to see my mum and my dad and I wanted everything to be alright but that wouldn't happen, I was stuck at this shitty camp until the end because my mum and dad were god knows where and if they didn't care enough to take me with them they definitly weren't going to care enough to come back and take me home, I was a second piority to them, properly just a nusence.
I covered my face as I started to cry more, fifteen minutes ago everything was perfect and now everything was ruined, I couldn't stop thinking about what the two girls said their words constantly playing on my mind "Harry told Liam he's only with her because she seems easy and will properly be a decent shag. Once this summer's over he's never gonna talk to her again." So that's all I was to him? I was nothing more than a person who he thought he could get a 'decent' shag out of well he was mistaken because from now on I wanted nothing to do with him. I'd show him that I wasn't easy, I wasn't a girl who could just be played with and he'd never get to know if I was a 'decent' shag because for me our friendship was over. I used to not be able to think of anything worse than leaving this camp and leaving everyone behind but now I was looking forward to the days coming and ending.
I couldn't wait to leave and never see Harry Styles' face again.
11/24/13