Summer Love
Three
Harry's POV:
I didn't actually want to talk to Ella in like a serious way, I just wanted to spend more time alone with her. I honestly didn't have a clue what was going through my head at the moment, I'd known her what two days and for some reason it felt like I'd known her so much longer, part of me just wanted to spend all the time I could with her because I knew that whatever happens or doesn't happen this summer, will end this summer. The thought of never seeing her again genuinally upset me, she was such a bubbly, lovely, attractive girl who I wanted to get to know more.
I think the thing that attracted me to her the most was that she didn't seem phased by the fact that me and the boys were famous, she treated us like real guys and I can't express how happy that made me. I was fed up of being used by people just because they wanted to be in the spotlight for a bit or because they just wanted to be known as 'Harry Styles' friend'. That was the worst side to fame, you couldn't really trust many people, you couldn't always tell who actually wanted to be friends with you or if they wanted to be friends with the famous side of you.
I decided to show Ella this hang out place me and the boys had found yesterday, we decided that if any of this got too much (the fans coming up too us, when we were meant to be having a break) and we needed a time out then we could just go there since it didn't look like anyone else had found it plus everyone seemed to know where our cabin was so people were constantly knocking at it, which got annoying when you were trying too sleep.
Eventually we came to the little area where this tiny treehouse was, we had walked in silence the whole way so Ella was properly wondering what the hell was going on since we had come too "talk". I started climbing up the ladder, looking down to see if Ella was following me behind and by the looks of it she was. I climbed inside, being joined by Ella only a moment later.
"Soooo, why are we here?" Ella asked nibbiling her lip. I couldn't help but think how increadibly cute that was.
"Urm, just wanted to show you the treehouse. Me and the boys found it yesterday, its pretty cool right?"
"Yeah, it's pretty decent. Yano people are gonna end up finding it sooner or later?" She stated.
"Mhm, but maybe it can stay a secret just for a little while..."
"I'm sure it will. So what did you wanna talk about earlier?" She asked me, looking down at her nails and picking at them. I couldn't help but notice she did it a lot, maybe when she was nervous or embrassed?
"Um nothing important, just thought it'd be good for us too get too know each other more."
"I like the sound of that." She said grinning which made me melt completly inside.
Wait did I really just think that? I'd known the girl two days, there's no way I could have fallen for her already I barely knew her!
"Sort it out Styles." I muttered under my breath.
"What did you say?" Ella asked with an eyebrow raised.
Didn't realise I'd spoken so loudly.
"Uh haha nothing." I said quickly.
Ella just laughed and started to ask me questions about my general life and in return I did the same for hers. She'd ask me one question, I'd answer, then I'd ask her a question and she'd answer then we'd repeat it all again several times. I found out a lot about her, I felt like she really opened up too me. I found out that she had recently split up with her boyfriend Adam or something, he sounded like a right prick; he cheated on her with her bestfriend and keeps texting her trying to get her back. Doesn't he understand that's not how things work, a girl wouldn't want to be with someone who had cheated on them infact they'd properly run a mile and try to protect themself from any other boy who ever tried to get close to them. I could tell that even if I tried to get close to her even in the slightest, she'd shut herself completly away from me and I wasn't going to let that happen.
I realised that I was getting way over my head, first of all Ella might not even like me like that, she could just see me as that dorky, unattractive friend. Secondly, I didn't have time for a girlfriend; there was the world tour next year and as much as I'd love to have a girlfriend and have someone who I can share everything with, tell everything too, it just wasn't the right time for me. If anything happened all this could be is a summer romance and I don't think that's what she's looking for. She deserves so much more.
We talked for a while longer before Ella annonced that we should properly go back before the boys think that she's actually a crazed fan and she's kidnapped me. She had a good point, apart from the crazed fan bit because I knew she wasn't a fan, she didn't even know all of our names before yesterday. The second half of what she said she had got partly true though, whenever I went on a date with someone the boys were constantly ringing me or texting me to check if I was alright and nothing had happend too me, they were quite cautious in that way just in case something did happen, but I doubt anyone would want to kidnap me anyway. I'm nothing special, I'm just a normal guy who gets to have an amazing job doing something that he loves.
I walked Ella back to her cabin, giving her a hug goodbye. She smelled of strawberries, that had to be the best smell ever on a girl. I waved goodbye and walked back to my cabin, bracing myself because I knew that the boys would want to know everything even though nothing had even happened. As soon as I unlocked the door the questions came flying in from everyone apart from Niall, he seemed more intrested in the laptop he was on. Not that I blamed him, the internet was possibly something sent from God.
"So what happened!?" Louis asked loudly above everyone else.
"Nothing. We just talked that's all." I replied bluntly.
"Why did you go off on your own then?" Zayn asked.
"Because... I just wanted to get to know her more alright?"
"You like her don't you?" Liam asked with a grin on his face. I swear he knew everything.
I looked down at the floor, feeling a blush rising in my cheeks. "I don't like her like her, I don't know her well enough but I fancy her I guess. She's attractive you can't deny that and she has an amazing personality." I said quickly.
"It's alright Hazza, we get you!" Niall shouted from across the room.
I shrugged them off going over to my bed and pulling out the journal from inside the bedside table. According to all the other boys it was 'gay' too keep a journal, but I only did it because I wanted to remember all the increadble things that have happened in my life, I want to be able to look back at and go "woah, I really did that?" I don't see anything wrong with documenting my life. I grabbed a pen opening the book, writing down my thoughts straight away.
12th July 2012
Today was increadible. We're still at this summer 'camp' thing but it turns out it's a lot better than I thought it would be. I was worried that people here were just gonna talk to me because of who I am, some of them do but there's this girl called Ella she's different than the rest. She didn't even know my name a couple of days ago, all she knew was that I was in One Direction. She doesn't seem to care about all the 'fame' she seems to actually like me for me.
I showed her this treehouse me and the boys found yesterday, we talked a lot and she really opened up to me. She told me things about her ex boyfriend who's a total fucking prick and her ex bestfriend. I told her things too, I'm pretty sure she won't go to the next magazine and tell them everything I've said. She's a nice girl and that's the problem. I can feel myself falling for her which is wrong, I barley know the girl, I've known her for TWO days. She doesn't know me much, I don't know her much it's like we're strangers... The even bigger problem is if something does happen it will never last. It could only ever be a summer love and that's what sucks the most.
Who knows? Nothing might even happen. We could just be friends, maybe. But if summer's all I've got then I might aswell make the most of it...
Harry x
I didn't actually want to talk to Ella in like a serious way, I just wanted to spend more time alone with her. I honestly didn't have a clue what was going through my head at the moment, I'd known her what two days and for some reason it felt like I'd known her so much longer, part of me just wanted to spend all the time I could with her because I knew that whatever happens or doesn't happen this summer, will end this summer. The thought of never seeing her again genuinally upset me, she was such a bubbly, lovely, attractive girl who I wanted to get to know more.
I think the thing that attracted me to her the most was that she didn't seem phased by the fact that me and the boys were famous, she treated us like real guys and I can't express how happy that made me. I was fed up of being used by people just because they wanted to be in the spotlight for a bit or because they just wanted to be known as 'Harry Styles' friend'. That was the worst side to fame, you couldn't really trust many people, you couldn't always tell who actually wanted to be friends with you or if they wanted to be friends with the famous side of you.
I decided to show Ella this hang out place me and the boys had found yesterday, we decided that if any of this got too much (the fans coming up too us, when we were meant to be having a break) and we needed a time out then we could just go there since it didn't look like anyone else had found it plus everyone seemed to know where our cabin was so people were constantly knocking at it, which got annoying when you were trying too sleep.
Eventually we came to the little area where this tiny treehouse was, we had walked in silence the whole way so Ella was properly wondering what the hell was going on since we had come too "talk". I started climbing up the ladder, looking down to see if Ella was following me behind and by the looks of it she was. I climbed inside, being joined by Ella only a moment later.
"Soooo, why are we here?" Ella asked nibbiling her lip. I couldn't help but think how increadibly cute that was.
"Urm, just wanted to show you the treehouse. Me and the boys found it yesterday, its pretty cool right?"
"Yeah, it's pretty decent. Yano people are gonna end up finding it sooner or later?" She stated.
"Mhm, but maybe it can stay a secret just for a little while..."
"I'm sure it will. So what did you wanna talk about earlier?" She asked me, looking down at her nails and picking at them. I couldn't help but notice she did it a lot, maybe when she was nervous or embrassed?
"Um nothing important, just thought it'd be good for us too get too know each other more."
"I like the sound of that." She said grinning which made me melt completly inside.
Wait did I really just think that? I'd known the girl two days, there's no way I could have fallen for her already I barely knew her!
"Sort it out Styles." I muttered under my breath.
"What did you say?" Ella asked with an eyebrow raised.
Didn't realise I'd spoken so loudly.
"Uh haha nothing." I said quickly.
Ella just laughed and started to ask me questions about my general life and in return I did the same for hers. She'd ask me one question, I'd answer, then I'd ask her a question and she'd answer then we'd repeat it all again several times. I found out a lot about her, I felt like she really opened up too me. I found out that she had recently split up with her boyfriend Adam or something, he sounded like a right prick; he cheated on her with her bestfriend and keeps texting her trying to get her back. Doesn't he understand that's not how things work, a girl wouldn't want to be with someone who had cheated on them infact they'd properly run a mile and try to protect themself from any other boy who ever tried to get close to them. I could tell that even if I tried to get close to her even in the slightest, she'd shut herself completly away from me and I wasn't going to let that happen.
I realised that I was getting way over my head, first of all Ella might not even like me like that, she could just see me as that dorky, unattractive friend. Secondly, I didn't have time for a girlfriend; there was the world tour next year and as much as I'd love to have a girlfriend and have someone who I can share everything with, tell everything too, it just wasn't the right time for me. If anything happened all this could be is a summer romance and I don't think that's what she's looking for. She deserves so much more.
We talked for a while longer before Ella annonced that we should properly go back before the boys think that she's actually a crazed fan and she's kidnapped me. She had a good point, apart from the crazed fan bit because I knew she wasn't a fan, she didn't even know all of our names before yesterday. The second half of what she said she had got partly true though, whenever I went on a date with someone the boys were constantly ringing me or texting me to check if I was alright and nothing had happend too me, they were quite cautious in that way just in case something did happen, but I doubt anyone would want to kidnap me anyway. I'm nothing special, I'm just a normal guy who gets to have an amazing job doing something that he loves.
I walked Ella back to her cabin, giving her a hug goodbye. She smelled of strawberries, that had to be the best smell ever on a girl. I waved goodbye and walked back to my cabin, bracing myself because I knew that the boys would want to know everything even though nothing had even happened. As soon as I unlocked the door the questions came flying in from everyone apart from Niall, he seemed more intrested in the laptop he was on. Not that I blamed him, the internet was possibly something sent from God.
"So what happened!?" Louis asked loudly above everyone else.
"Nothing. We just talked that's all." I replied bluntly.
"Why did you go off on your own then?" Zayn asked.
"Because... I just wanted to get to know her more alright?"
"You like her don't you?" Liam asked with a grin on his face. I swear he knew everything.
I looked down at the floor, feeling a blush rising in my cheeks. "I don't like her like her, I don't know her well enough but I fancy her I guess. She's attractive you can't deny that and she has an amazing personality." I said quickly.
"It's alright Hazza, we get you!" Niall shouted from across the room.
I shrugged them off going over to my bed and pulling out the journal from inside the bedside table. According to all the other boys it was 'gay' too keep a journal, but I only did it because I wanted to remember all the increadble things that have happened in my life, I want to be able to look back at and go "woah, I really did that?" I don't see anything wrong with documenting my life. I grabbed a pen opening the book, writing down my thoughts straight away.
12th July 2012
Today was increadible. We're still at this summer 'camp' thing but it turns out it's a lot better than I thought it would be. I was worried that people here were just gonna talk to me because of who I am, some of them do but there's this girl called Ella she's different than the rest. She didn't even know my name a couple of days ago, all she knew was that I was in One Direction. She doesn't seem to care about all the 'fame' she seems to actually like me for me.
I showed her this treehouse me and the boys found yesterday, we talked a lot and she really opened up to me. She told me things about her ex boyfriend who's a total fucking prick and her ex bestfriend. I told her things too, I'm pretty sure she won't go to the next magazine and tell them everything I've said. She's a nice girl and that's the problem. I can feel myself falling for her which is wrong, I barley know the girl, I've known her for TWO days. She doesn't know me much, I don't know her much it's like we're strangers... The even bigger problem is if something does happen it will never last. It could only ever be a summer love and that's what sucks the most.
Who knows? Nothing might even happen. We could just be friends, maybe. But if summer's all I've got then I might aswell make the most of it...
Harry x
11/24/13