Ruby POV
I picked up Ellie and we sent off to the shopping center. I've had a lot of things on my mind with Zayn, he's been acting really strange lately. Like when i walk past him he holds his breathe and his posture stiffens. I'm starting to become paranoid that he's gonna break up with me. Ellie distracted me from my thoughts as she asked "What's bothering you?" a swirl of concern arupted on her face. I sigh and told her my thoguhts and said "Zayn has been kinda avoiding me for a week or so and he went out the other day but wouldn't tell me where he went" i looked straight ahead at the road as tears sprung into my eyes. "Oh Ruby, Zayn would never cheat or leave you, you know that!" she gave her answer wrapped in honesty. "He loves you, Rube" I smiled at what Ellie said, i love him too but he needs to tell me whats happening. I know him well enough to know when hes keeping a secret from me. "I guess I should just speak to him when we get back" I shrugged and Ellie held uncertainty in her heart, obviously my situation has reminded her of what Harry did. "He'd never do anything to hurt you again, you know that Elle" She searched my eyes for any sign of dismay, she found none.

Ellie POV
Okay, now I'm gonna tell Ruby about last night, fuck. How am i supposed to start perhaps oh yeah last night me and Harry did "it" or we made love, it was great. Shit this is hard. Ruby couldn't contain her laughter anymore and exploded with a loud roar of giggles "Ohh Elle I know you's did it, you walk with a gimp and look like your in pain after staying at Harry's, what a coincidence" she chuckled, my cheeks turned a little red, what is that noticeable? I awkwardly turned my head the other way, trying to drop the subject but there was no running from the sex talk with Ruby. "Was he good? Did it hurt? Did you use protection? Me and Zayn use protection all the time, its okay if you didn't but we'll have to go to the clinic, god knows where he's been and did you....." She carried on talking but i heard nothing, i was in deep thought of my night with Harry, it was perfect, he was perfect. "Yes it was fine lets just not talk about it" i batted Rubys arm trying to shut her up. Ruby giggled at my action and the car stopped in the car park. My belly rumbled, god i'm hungry. Me and Ruby made our way to McDonald's, yayyy! We ordered our food and took a seat next to two boys bother wearing beanies.

Our food was given to us while i observed the boy next to me. He cleared his throat, he noticed me staring at him. Creep. I took a huge bite out my burger but before i could even swallow the food i ran to the restroom. I vomited. Ruby rushed in after me "Are you okay? Wasn't your burger cooked? Did you find a hair?" She knows that I'm a clean freak, i cant share drinks or touch food that's had people hair in it. She held my hair for me as i puked more. Once my stomach felt empty she knelt down next to me as i sighed. "What was that?" She asked. I shrugged my shoulders. I'm scared now, she helped me to my feet ushered me towards the door. When we returned the boys had gone, clearly grossed out by my rush to the bathroom. Ruby dragged me to the car and instructed me to be sick in a bag if i needed to. We were in Zayn's car and didn't feel like explaining why it had been repainted. "Where are we going?" I questioned as Ruby drove like a maniac down the streets. "We are seeing a doctor, NOW" She replied then running her fingers through her hair.

We made it to the doctors in one piece surprisingly with Ruby's driving. She signed me in and we took a seat in the waiting room. I bit my finger nails nervously as Ruby's leg was shaking. "Ms. Patis?" We glanced at eachother and made our way into his office. He asked me questions about last night, periods and all the awkward stuff you dont like to talk about with strangers. "Okay so lets go ahead and run some tests" A lump formed in my throat, what if I'm pregnant? Im only 19 i can't have a kid?! The doctor ran the tests as Ruby paced around the room making me feel uneasy. "The tests are back, you're pregnant but now there's three options for you" My heart sank. Harry's gonna leave me, I'm gonna be a fat drugged up mother. Ruby turned pale white and steadily took a seat next to me. "What are they?" She looked at me with pitiful eyes, i gave her a weak smile. "Keep, abortion or adoption" I rubbed my temples, keep? abortion? adoption? they were my only options and there was bad in all of them. Ruby calmed down and taked to the doctor about each one, my mind was blank i only focused on what i was gonna tell harry.

Ruby turned to me "don't worry about a thing, you have me and all the gang, we will stand by you and your decision" She lied, she knew there was a chance Harry would leave. We drove home in silence, she wanted to give me space."I cant get an abortion, i would never kill something i created" i huffed "I could never put up a baby to a random family that could potentially harm it" who better than a mother to care for their baby? "I may regret this mistake but I'm going to keep it" I cried as we entered the apartment. Ruby sat down on the soda with me and stared into my eyes "Babies aren't mistakes they're blessings".