Ello loves! sorry to keep you guys waiting for eons and eons for a new chapter, i have no clue what's up with Abbie :'( do you? she hasn't messaged me back at all. As for myself, i've been in and out of the Hospital for attempting suicide attempts ^-^ i live with such a wonderful family and i have such wonderful "friends" c': and jealous ass Directioners that can't handle the fact me and Niall actually like each other and want to tell me to kill myself because of a bloody shout out on facebook. >_> i mean come. on! aren't we supposed to be a whole family? :'( well anyway, i'll update either tonight or tomorrow night, depending on how long the chapter will be....V_V ta-ta for now......