R.I.P. Johannah

I want to make this forum as a dedication to Louis Tomlinson's beautiful mother.

I didn't know her personally but what I did see was that she was a kind and caring woman who loved all seven of her kids and supported their careers. Louis was such a mummy's boy and I can't even begin to fathom the pain that he and his family are going through right now. She was looking forward to seeing her son be back on the stage and the fact that she won't be here to see that happen...breaks my heart. I am devastated and in total shock. I know Louis will never see this post but I just want to say: Louis, I am so sorry for your loss. May your mother stay with you in your heart forever.

Farewell, Jay, may she be an angel in the heavens, looking down on her children and watching them achieve their dreams. To the Tomlinson family and anyone who knew Jay, stay strong and be safe, for she would want that.

All the love,

Olivia xx

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I was like 'wth?' at first and frankly a little bit mad, because all I thought was that this was a freaking rumour but then I saw Cheryl's tweet and that gave me all the confirmation I desperately needed.

Apparently she was diagnosed with Leukaemia, and we never came to know about that. It's just sad, you know? To have always known a beautiful person - personally or not - and one day realising that they're gone. I had always liked her smile, it was so sweet and caring and just beautiful.

But now she's in a better place than this cruel world, maybe watching us right now with the same beautiful smile on her delicate face. She may never be here physically, but in out hearts, in our minds, in our prayers, she will always be here. Everyone's gotta stay strong, that's all I can say xx

I was so shocked when I saw that this morning. I'm incredibly sad for the Tomlinson-Deakin family. She was a young, strong woman who went too soon. I can't help but think of the younger twins. They won't remember their mom like the rest. Poor babies. :(( May she rest in peace and I wish nothing but healing for her family.

I read about this when I woke up just a bit ago and I am so very sad for Louis and his family. I don't know how to process this and I didn't know her personally so I can only imagine what he must be feeling right now. My heart aches for them all. I left a tweet for him this morning. Doubtful that he'll see it but I felt I had to say something. He's meant so much to us all, I needed to send him my love and prayers. My heart just breaks for him right now.

When I first saw the posts about this topic while scrolling through tumblr, to be honest I thought that the fandom got bored again, making all this up. But then Cheryl's and Zayn's tweets were the confirmation everyone was waiting for. Honestly it came just like a blow.

And the worst part is that no one knew about her condition till now. The Tomlinson/Deakin family was going through all of this by themselves. We can't even imagine what they must be going through right now.

We can do nothing but to offer our prayers to Lou and his family. You got to remain strong.

I'm not the emotional type, but being a Mother myself I can almost feel my heart sinking lower and lower for Louis and his family. To have your Mother there for you whilst growing up, to be the one to fix your clothes when you got it on back to front, to clean your cuts and bruises and fix it with a magic plaster, to make everything okay when you feel your world is falling apart - then to suddenly have them ta ken from you. Knowing that person is no longer with us really fucks my head up!

I can't even express how much I feel for our Louis. Not only will this be his first birthday & Christmas without his Mum and of course Freddie's first christmas - I believe she will join them in spirit, so I pray that Louis feels some connection, some warmth from her on those days or whenever he needs it. He will never be alone.

Joannah, May you forever rest in peace ♡♡

Prayers to Louis & his family! ♥ Losing a parent is hard, I know the feeling. I didn't even know she was sick, that's what made me the most sad! :( I hope he stays strong and remembers how much she loved him! ♥ I'm heartbroken for him and his family. And I am so happy that Zayn said what he said and showed he cared, it really gave me a good feeling. And same with Liam. ♥

Oh Louis...
That Performance tonight, to hear the pain and see it in his eyes, what can I say? He's a brave and beautiful person and his little boy will aspire to be just like him. If he is not the ideal role model, then who is? Simon got his speech spot on - lovely words for a lovely guy!
I adore him and his strength. ♡♡

That performance was amazing.. Jay would be so so proud of her boy!!! I'm proud of him

Yeah, Louis' performance brought me to tears
It made me so sad that he and his siblings have to go through something as hard as losing their mom. It absolutely broke my heart when he blew a kiss up to her, but it made it a little better knowing that the boys were all there to comfort him as well.
love you louis, johannah, and the restof the tomlinsond anddeakins ♡♡

I was at work when it was on but I ran to the back and pulled it up on my phone and watched it...I was in tears. Such a brave, brilliant man. I saw the pain in his eyes but he did her proud. Knowing all of the boys were there for him tonight...I can't even put it into words. I read something today...someone posted "I haven't seen this fandom so united and drama less since the beginning of 1D's career. I'm proud of everyone."

That sums it up right there...