Is this fate?
Gone Forever
nicole's pov
~~~~~ a couple weeks later~~~~~
"hello?" i asked picking up the phone.
"hi, nicole, this is mrs. nemets." she said.
"oh hi! i haven't talked to you, justin or kathryn lately! how are you?" i asked cheerfully.
"actually..." she started i could hear her start to cry.
"mrs. nemetz are you ok?" i asked worried.
"a-actually, nicole, j-justin he's n-not here with us anymore." she said.
"wh-what?!" i said in complete shock.
"he and jessica got into a-a car crash." mrs. nemetz said.
"th-thanks for t-telling me.." i said.
"can i come over?"
"yes of course." she said.
"i'll be there soon." i said and she hung up.
"hey kathryn." i said hugging her as she opened the door. she cried into my shoulder. The sixteen year old looked five as she cried. "lets go inside." i said letting go and grabbing her hand. she led me to the living room and i sat there surrounded by justin and jessica's family. i stared at the wall full of pictures i looked at each picture of me and justin that his parents had. i thought back to all the years i'd known hime, ever since kindergarten . The best fourteen years of my life. suddenly soneone pulled me out of my thoughts. they handed me a tissue and i realized i had tears running down my face like a river. i took it and thanked the girl. i wiped my eyes and remembered. Suddenly the girl tapped me on the shoulder again and this time there was another girl be hind her. Then it hit me; it was my old best friends Samie and Amie. "oh my god!" i said hugging them as they hugged me back. i started to cry and so did they. when we broke apart from our hug mrs nemets walked up and hugged me. "i'm so sorry." i said hugging her. "thanks." she said giving me a weak smile. she guided me to justins room and i sat o his bed. "i know this is probably harder on you than it is on me." she added. "how? you were his mom. im just his ex and his best friend." i said confused. "he had cancer and refused treatment. we knew he would die sooner than later we had time to prepare." i stared at her in shock. "he had cancer?" i asked in dis belief. "yes." she said as i picked up a picture of me and justin kissing that sat on his bed side table. (http://i.usatoday.net/yourlife/_photos/2011/09/26/Theres-a-chemistry-to-kissing-46DMIEH-x-large.jpg)
i smiled at the memory, prom. we all had to pose for prom photos as you walked in and we decided to kiss. i forgot mrs. nemetz was there. "i'll leave you alone. feel free to look around." she said, so i did. i opened his t shirt drawer and took one out. it was so soft and it smelled like him. i put it on over my clothes and kept looking around. i found his phone and unlocked it. he has the same password as me ' together for ever nustin'. we decided on that the second year into our relationship. 'nustin' is what kathryn called us so we decided we liked it. i smiled as i went through his pictures. 95% of them were of us. each picture had a memory i didn't want to loose. i was lost in memories as i felt his phone buzz, i was maddie. i almost texted back but i couldn't do it. instead i looked through his contacts. my contact was-
Nicole <3 my baby girl
that made me smile. i was surprised though he never changed it! maddie's was-
Maddie Bear Says RAWRR
that one made me laugh! we had that inside joke since we were little. i kept looking through his contacts and i found harry's. i clicked in their conversation.
from Harry
hey
to harry
Um who is this?
from harry
its harry
to harry
oh ok
hey
from harry
i think nicole is cheating on you.
at that text i gasped in suprise. I looked at the date and it was the same day justin and i broke up ! god the next time i see harry i will literally kill him! and i mean it. I kept reading.
to harry
WHAT?!?!
from harry
yea
to harry
ate you sure?
from harry
positive mate
to harry
i dont know what to say...
from harry
break up?
to harry
i dont want to!
from harry
but shes cheating!
to harry
u dont understand...
from harry
then tell me
ok harry is totally dead! he talked my soul mate out of dating me! harry pretty much made me waist 4 years of my life!! BASTARD.
to harry
we've dated for 4 years! i've liked her since 2nd grade and loved her since 8th. i know she loves me too i just can't
from harry
she's cheating on you obviously she doesn't love you just break up
justin died thinking i didn't love him? i should have told him more i should've tried to fin the reason we were over! but no i just dis as he wanted never tried to be difficult. and then i fell for the one who caused this!
to harry
ok
i set his phone down and looked around his room and then i saw a letter sitting under a book. on the envelope it said
to Nicole :)
maddie's pov
the guys went to talk to simon and i stayed home. i texted justin and he didn't answer... wierd. He always responded. my phone buzzed about half an hour later, nicole was calling.
"hey." i said smiling
"hey." she said her voice cracking.
"what's up?" i asked.
"well." she said but then she bursted out sobbing. i have never heard a more agonized sound. it's like a mother crying over a lost child. the sobs were filled with so much pain i thought maybe her brother had died.
"nicole! nicole what happened?" i asked her.
all i heard through the sobs were "justin.... car... gone... dead."
i gasped and dropped my phone.i covered my mouth to muffle the scream that escaped my mouth. nicole's sobbing was so loud i could hear it with my phone on the floor. The guys walked in laughing and talking. they stopped when they saw me. Niall rushed over to me and held me in his arms. i cried covering my mouth to hide the sobs. Liam picked up the phone and walked into the other room.
liam's pov
"nicole? nicole, baby what's wrong?" i asked. listening to her sob was breaking my heart. slowly she calmed down and was only sniffing. "baby, what happened?" "justin h-he he's d-dead. he was in a-a car crash." she said whimpering at the end. "love, i'm so sorry." i said. i wanted to be there to hold her, to wipe away her tears. "tell z-zayn justin's d-dead. a-and tell harry the next time i see him i'm going TO KILL HIM!" she said and hung up.
~~~~~ a couple weeks later~~~~~
"hello?" i asked picking up the phone.
"hi, nicole, this is mrs. nemets." she said.
"oh hi! i haven't talked to you, justin or kathryn lately! how are you?" i asked cheerfully.
"actually..." she started i could hear her start to cry.
"mrs. nemetz are you ok?" i asked worried.
"a-actually, nicole, j-justin he's n-not here with us anymore." she said.
"wh-what?!" i said in complete shock.
"he and jessica got into a-a car crash." mrs. nemetz said.
"th-thanks for t-telling me.." i said.
"can i come over?"
"yes of course." she said.
"i'll be there soon." i said and she hung up.
"hey kathryn." i said hugging her as she opened the door. she cried into my shoulder. The sixteen year old looked five as she cried. "lets go inside." i said letting go and grabbing her hand. she led me to the living room and i sat there surrounded by justin and jessica's family. i stared at the wall full of pictures i looked at each picture of me and justin that his parents had. i thought back to all the years i'd known hime, ever since kindergarten . The best fourteen years of my life. suddenly soneone pulled me out of my thoughts. they handed me a tissue and i realized i had tears running down my face like a river. i took it and thanked the girl. i wiped my eyes and remembered. Suddenly the girl tapped me on the shoulder again and this time there was another girl be hind her. Then it hit me; it was my old best friends Samie and Amie. "oh my god!" i said hugging them as they hugged me back. i started to cry and so did they. when we broke apart from our hug mrs nemets walked up and hugged me. "i'm so sorry." i said hugging her. "thanks." she said giving me a weak smile. she guided me to justins room and i sat o his bed. "i know this is probably harder on you than it is on me." she added. "how? you were his mom. im just his ex and his best friend." i said confused. "he had cancer and refused treatment. we knew he would die sooner than later we had time to prepare." i stared at her in shock. "he had cancer?" i asked in dis belief. "yes." she said as i picked up a picture of me and justin kissing that sat on his bed side table. (http://i.usatoday.net/yourlife/_photos/2011/09/26/Theres-a-chemistry-to-kissing-46DMIEH-x-large.jpg)
i smiled at the memory, prom. we all had to pose for prom photos as you walked in and we decided to kiss. i forgot mrs. nemetz was there. "i'll leave you alone. feel free to look around." she said, so i did. i opened his t shirt drawer and took one out. it was so soft and it smelled like him. i put it on over my clothes and kept looking around. i found his phone and unlocked it. he has the same password as me ' together for ever nustin'. we decided on that the second year into our relationship. 'nustin' is what kathryn called us so we decided we liked it. i smiled as i went through his pictures. 95% of them were of us. each picture had a memory i didn't want to loose. i was lost in memories as i felt his phone buzz, i was maddie. i almost texted back but i couldn't do it. instead i looked through his contacts. my contact was-
Nicole <3 my baby girl
that made me smile. i was surprised though he never changed it! maddie's was-
Maddie Bear Says RAWRR
that one made me laugh! we had that inside joke since we were little. i kept looking through his contacts and i found harry's. i clicked in their conversation.
from Harry
hey
to harry
Um who is this?
from harry
its harry
to harry
oh ok
hey
from harry
i think nicole is cheating on you.
at that text i gasped in suprise. I looked at the date and it was the same day justin and i broke up ! god the next time i see harry i will literally kill him! and i mean it. I kept reading.
to harry
WHAT?!?!
from harry
yea
to harry
ate you sure?
from harry
positive mate
to harry
i dont know what to say...
from harry
break up?
to harry
i dont want to!
from harry
but shes cheating!
to harry
u dont understand...
from harry
then tell me
ok harry is totally dead! he talked my soul mate out of dating me! harry pretty much made me waist 4 years of my life!! BASTARD.
to harry
we've dated for 4 years! i've liked her since 2nd grade and loved her since 8th. i know she loves me too i just can't
from harry
she's cheating on you obviously she doesn't love you just break up
justin died thinking i didn't love him? i should have told him more i should've tried to fin the reason we were over! but no i just dis as he wanted never tried to be difficult. and then i fell for the one who caused this!
to harry
ok
i set his phone down and looked around his room and then i saw a letter sitting under a book. on the envelope it said
to Nicole :)
maddie's pov
the guys went to talk to simon and i stayed home. i texted justin and he didn't answer... wierd. He always responded. my phone buzzed about half an hour later, nicole was calling.
"hey." i said smiling
"hey." she said her voice cracking.
"what's up?" i asked.
"well." she said but then she bursted out sobbing. i have never heard a more agonized sound. it's like a mother crying over a lost child. the sobs were filled with so much pain i thought maybe her brother had died.
"nicole! nicole what happened?" i asked her.
all i heard through the sobs were "justin.... car... gone... dead."
i gasped and dropped my phone.i covered my mouth to muffle the scream that escaped my mouth. nicole's sobbing was so loud i could hear it with my phone on the floor. The guys walked in laughing and talking. they stopped when they saw me. Niall rushed over to me and held me in his arms. i cried covering my mouth to hide the sobs. Liam picked up the phone and walked into the other room.
liam's pov
"nicole? nicole, baby what's wrong?" i asked. listening to her sob was breaking my heart. slowly she calmed down and was only sniffing. "baby, what happened?" "justin h-he he's d-dead. he was in a-a car crash." she said whimpering at the end. "love, i'm so sorry." i said. i wanted to be there to hold her, to wipe away her tears. "tell z-zayn justin's d-dead. a-and tell harry the next time i see him i'm going TO KILL HIM!" she said and hung up.
Welcome love! And i wish you could see the other ending that i've been writing forever !!! ;(
8/16/13