Is this fate?
suicidal… again
harry's pov
after the concert only maddie was waiting for us. "where's nicole?" i asked her and then she got a phone call. "she's where?... jay did that?!.... yes, yes we're on our way. "what happened?" i asked "right now we are going to the hospital and nicole can explain why." maddie said irritated and panicked. i started to worry at the sound of her tone and her mentioning the hospital. when we got to the hospital there were fans but i didn't want anything between me and nicole. when the nurse led us to her room she said we could only go in one at a time. i went in first and saw her smile. "baby, what happened?" i asked taking her hand. she winced and i saw the bandages on her wrist. "who did that?" i asked getting angry. "jay." she said. "how?" i asked looking at her. she was so strong, i've seen her tackle jay to the ground, but he was also super buff. "He came to the house. i opened the door and he pushed in past me. he was looking for maddie and i told him that she was with her fiancé and he went crazy. he had a knife and he went kinda crazy. he came at me with it and i thought i dodged it. b-but he umm caught my wrist." she faltered at the memory and i took her other hand. "and he cut it." i finished for her. "yeah." she said looking at me. for the first time i saw her as who she really was. she might be strong but that was only a defense. "what?" she asked and i realized i'd been staring at her. "nothing nothing." i said getting up. "i'll see ya later love." i said kissing her.
zayn's pov
after harry i walked into the room. "hey love." i said as i watched her face light up. "hey zayn." she said. "so who did you beat up this time?" i asked making her laugh. "well i think this is the first time i didn't make anyone cry. jay beat me bad." she said faking sadness. i hugged her, "just beat 'em next time, ok?" i said. "of course!" she said. i kissed her on the forehead and walked out. maddie, niall, liam, and lou saw her next in that order.
nicole's pov
the next day i got to go home. harry wouldn't let me out of his sight. "harry, im not five!" i whined. he wouldn't let me go anywhere. "i don't want you to get hurt love." "being over protective isn't very attractive." i said as i started walking towards my room. "oh so im not attractive?" he asked. "oh i never said that." i replied with a wink. he walked into my room after me. he lightly shoved me onto the bed and he sat on top of my legs. "so what did you mean?" he said in a husky voice. "i only ment that you were a sexy beast. but that i am not-" but he cut me off with a kiss. by now he was laying on top of me. the kiss was very passionate. his hands started to roam upwards as he started to grind on my hips. i pushed him off of me and he groaned. "sorry baby. not yet." i said putting my hand on his upper thigh. "not yet." he bit his lip and kissed me one more time. just then justin walked in and we broke apart. he either didn't notice us kissing or he ignored it.
justin's pov
"are you ok?! maddie called me and told me what happened! i shouldn't have left you here alone!" i said hugging her tightly. "what do you mean 'left her alone?'" harry asked looking at me with a hurt look. "well i didn't really feel good yesterday so i came home from the concert. i called justin and he came over. we're still friends you know!" i said to harry. he nodded but i could see something in his eyes. Jealousy. harry was jealous? why? i wasn't anything special. at this time justin cleared his throat and i realized he'd been talking to me. "sorry what?" i asked shaking my head. "nothing never mind." justin said standing up. "well see ya." he said.
zayn's pov
i was worried about nicole, but not just because of her injury. justin told me how he talked with nicole yesterday. I was really worried, this had happened before but only maddie and i knew the story. after justin left i went to nicole's room. "harry? can i talk to nicole privately?" i asked him. "whatever you need mate." he answered pecking nicole on the lips.
"what's up?" nicole asked. "im worried about you." i said looking into her sparkling blue eyes. "so is everyone else. trust me my arm is fine!" she said knowing what i was talking about. "i have to have the truth! you were the only one here and there's no proof jay was here. did you... cut yourself?" i asked her my stomach in a knot. "NO! why would you think that?!" she shrieked. harry walked in then "ok zayn i think that's enough she needs to rest!" he said walking to the bed and sitting behind her. "harry, i need to talk to her!" i said getting aggravated. "harry it's ok you need to know the story anyway." nicole said looking down at her feet.
*flash back*
"what the fuck is wrong with your face?" jessica asked in a harsh tone. "im glad you can't wear bikinis! you are sooo fat!" zoë chimed in. i just sat there listening to them yelling at me. "how pathetic! she can't even talk!" jessica said smirking at me. at that point i'd had enough. i left school during lunch and went home. i'd been texting zayn
(maddie's cousin.( i'd known him pretty much my whole life, same with maddie. but i only knew zayn through text.))
to zayn/ to maddie:
hey im so happy your career is going some where! i just wanted to say im happy for you and i love you! other than maddie YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD! so i want to let you both know first i'm not going to be here tomorrow :( i love you both so much!
from zayn:
love, DON't you dare! i am calling you right now
"love! don't do that!" zayn yelled through the phone.
"i don't need to be here." i said crying into the phone.
"love if you die i'll die inside! you are literally my closest friend. i can't loose you! im visiting maddie and i'll be in town tomorrow and we are meeting. got it?" zayn said his voice quivering. we met he next day and he saved my life.
harry's pov
as she finished telling the story i wrapped her in my arms and rocked back and forth. she let the tears slowly fall down onto my shirt. zayn held her hand as i hugged her tighter to me. 'thank you!' i mouthed to zayn and he nodded.
after the concert only maddie was waiting for us. "where's nicole?" i asked her and then she got a phone call. "she's where?... jay did that?!.... yes, yes we're on our way. "what happened?" i asked "right now we are going to the hospital and nicole can explain why." maddie said irritated and panicked. i started to worry at the sound of her tone and her mentioning the hospital. when we got to the hospital there were fans but i didn't want anything between me and nicole. when the nurse led us to her room she said we could only go in one at a time. i went in first and saw her smile. "baby, what happened?" i asked taking her hand. she winced and i saw the bandages on her wrist. "who did that?" i asked getting angry. "jay." she said. "how?" i asked looking at her. she was so strong, i've seen her tackle jay to the ground, but he was also super buff. "He came to the house. i opened the door and he pushed in past me. he was looking for maddie and i told him that she was with her fiancé and he went crazy. he had a knife and he went kinda crazy. he came at me with it and i thought i dodged it. b-but he umm caught my wrist." she faltered at the memory and i took her other hand. "and he cut it." i finished for her. "yeah." she said looking at me. for the first time i saw her as who she really was. she might be strong but that was only a defense. "what?" she asked and i realized i'd been staring at her. "nothing nothing." i said getting up. "i'll see ya later love." i said kissing her.
zayn's pov
after harry i walked into the room. "hey love." i said as i watched her face light up. "hey zayn." she said. "so who did you beat up this time?" i asked making her laugh. "well i think this is the first time i didn't make anyone cry. jay beat me bad." she said faking sadness. i hugged her, "just beat 'em next time, ok?" i said. "of course!" she said. i kissed her on the forehead and walked out. maddie, niall, liam, and lou saw her next in that order.
nicole's pov
the next day i got to go home. harry wouldn't let me out of his sight. "harry, im not five!" i whined. he wouldn't let me go anywhere. "i don't want you to get hurt love." "being over protective isn't very attractive." i said as i started walking towards my room. "oh so im not attractive?" he asked. "oh i never said that." i replied with a wink. he walked into my room after me. he lightly shoved me onto the bed and he sat on top of my legs. "so what did you mean?" he said in a husky voice. "i only ment that you were a sexy beast. but that i am not-" but he cut me off with a kiss. by now he was laying on top of me. the kiss was very passionate. his hands started to roam upwards as he started to grind on my hips. i pushed him off of me and he groaned. "sorry baby. not yet." i said putting my hand on his upper thigh. "not yet." he bit his lip and kissed me one more time. just then justin walked in and we broke apart. he either didn't notice us kissing or he ignored it.
justin's pov
"are you ok?! maddie called me and told me what happened! i shouldn't have left you here alone!" i said hugging her tightly. "what do you mean 'left her alone?'" harry asked looking at me with a hurt look. "well i didn't really feel good yesterday so i came home from the concert. i called justin and he came over. we're still friends you know!" i said to harry. he nodded but i could see something in his eyes. Jealousy. harry was jealous? why? i wasn't anything special. at this time justin cleared his throat and i realized he'd been talking to me. "sorry what?" i asked shaking my head. "nothing never mind." justin said standing up. "well see ya." he said.
zayn's pov
i was worried about nicole, but not just because of her injury. justin told me how he talked with nicole yesterday. I was really worried, this had happened before but only maddie and i knew the story. after justin left i went to nicole's room. "harry? can i talk to nicole privately?" i asked him. "whatever you need mate." he answered pecking nicole on the lips.
"what's up?" nicole asked. "im worried about you." i said looking into her sparkling blue eyes. "so is everyone else. trust me my arm is fine!" she said knowing what i was talking about. "i have to have the truth! you were the only one here and there's no proof jay was here. did you... cut yourself?" i asked her my stomach in a knot. "NO! why would you think that?!" she shrieked. harry walked in then "ok zayn i think that's enough she needs to rest!" he said walking to the bed and sitting behind her. "harry, i need to talk to her!" i said getting aggravated. "harry it's ok you need to know the story anyway." nicole said looking down at her feet.
*flash back*
"what the fuck is wrong with your face?" jessica asked in a harsh tone. "im glad you can't wear bikinis! you are sooo fat!" zoë chimed in. i just sat there listening to them yelling at me. "how pathetic! she can't even talk!" jessica said smirking at me. at that point i'd had enough. i left school during lunch and went home. i'd been texting zayn
(maddie's cousin.( i'd known him pretty much my whole life, same with maddie. but i only knew zayn through text.))
to zayn/ to maddie:
hey im so happy your career is going some where! i just wanted to say im happy for you and i love you! other than maddie YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD! so i want to let you both know first i'm not going to be here tomorrow :( i love you both so much!
from zayn:
love, DON't you dare! i am calling you right now
"love! don't do that!" zayn yelled through the phone.
"i don't need to be here." i said crying into the phone.
"love if you die i'll die inside! you are literally my closest friend. i can't loose you! im visiting maddie and i'll be in town tomorrow and we are meeting. got it?" zayn said his voice quivering. we met he next day and he saved my life.
harry's pov
as she finished telling the story i wrapped her in my arms and rocked back and forth. she let the tears slowly fall down onto my shirt. zayn held her hand as i hugged her tighter to me. 'thank you!' i mouthed to zayn and he nodded.
Welcome love! And i wish you could see the other ending that i've been writing forever !!! ;(
8/16/13